Thursday, May 29, 2008 
9:31 PM ♥
When the darkness falls, the moon comes out, i am just like a werewolf. I changed and become not myself. Maybe this is what i am born with, it is impossible to change. I made many promises to a lot of people, but i am sorry to say that i no longer can keep to that. When people know that i am in trouble, many said that i can look for them or whatever, but many were lies. I seek help from people when i am in trouble, but people ignore me. I understand that many people are really busy with their work, but i am really depressed because i feel helpless. I usually like to message people when i seek help because it is fast and easy, so, i really hope that if people really do not want to help me, at least reply me or tell the truth that you are busy. Do people ever wonder that i feel really terrible while i was seeking for help. I feel that i am all alone, like the only person on Earth. Tears roll down my face, depression sink into me, perhaps the time has come for what must be done. I am feeling terrible right now. I no longer believe in trust, in faith and in GOD. I really appreciate what siqin, nicole have done to help me. I really thank you people for that. Perhaps? Indeed? I fear the dark... ... the dark changed me... ... this is when the devil strike on me. Anger, fear,pain,... ... i feel that i am going to breakdown soon. I am losing control again. No one can save me... ... i have no confidence to trust anyone again... i am a coward
-qi
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Thursday, May 29, 2008 9:31 PM ♥
When the darkness falls, the moon comes out, i am just like a werewolf. I changed and become not myself. Maybe this is what i am born with, it is impossible to change. I made many promises to a lot of people, but i am sorry to say that i no longer can keep to that. When people know that i am in trouble, many said that i can look for them or whatever, but many were lies. I seek help from people when i am in trouble, but people ignore me. I understand that many people are really busy with their work, but i am really depressed because i feel helpless. I usually like to message people when i seek help because it is fast and easy, so, i really hope that if people really do not want to help me, at least reply me or tell the truth that you are busy. Do people ever wonder that i feel really terrible while i was seeking for help. I feel that i am all alone, like the only person on Earth. Tears roll down my face, depression sink into me, perhaps the time has come for what must be done. I am feeling terrible right now. I no longer believe in trust, in faith and in GOD. I really appreciate what siqin, nicole have done to help me. I really thank you people for that. Perhaps? Indeed? I fear the dark... ... the dark changed me... ... this is when the devil strike on me. Anger, fear,pain,... ... i feel that i am going to breakdown soon. I am losing control again. No one can save me... ... i have no confidence to trust anyone again... i am a coward
-qi
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February 2006