Wednesday, May 28, 2008 
10:03 AM ♥
I thought i could have overcome my problem, but unfortunately, i did not. Yesterday, i loss control again. In fact, the initial agrument with Qin was just a small issue, but my reaction was too extreme. Now, i really can feel that sonething is wrong with me, emotionally instable. I almost commit sucide yesterday, but i was stopped by my parents. Fortunately i was saved, or it will not be possible to blog now. I am too rash and impulsive, i did not considered the consequences of my choice. So, my father brought me to the Tampines Polyclinic. I am quite happy that i do not have to attend school for some time, because the doctor gave me a MC till the end of the week. At least i can rest for the time being, to be more emotionally stable. I hope i will not breakdown again. And of course, i have to rely on my Panadol again, i really have a bad headache that make me lose my sleeps. I really pray that God will give me the strength to overcome all this problem! I am quite shocked that i was refered to Alexander Hospital only at the first week of July. Oh my! No anti-depressant pills or whatever!
As i continue my fasting, it really test my faith in God. Even though i can hear the 'siew mai', 'KFC fried chicken' calling out my name, but i said calmly " Shut Up. What is your problem?'. I will resist the temption and continue my fast! Life without meat is really quite a torture, but i can overcome it.
I guess i still need quite some time to overcome my problem. May God bless me...
-siqi
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008 10:03 AM ♥
I thought i could have overcome my problem, but unfortunately, i did not. Yesterday, i loss control again. In fact, the initial agrument with Qin was just a small issue, but my reaction was too extreme. Now, i really can feel that sonething is wrong with me, emotionally instable. I almost commit sucide yesterday, but i was stopped by my parents. Fortunately i was saved, or it will not be possible to blog now. I am too rash and impulsive, i did not considered the consequences of my choice. So, my father brought me to the Tampines Polyclinic. I am quite happy that i do not have to attend school for some time, because the doctor gave me a MC till the end of the week. At least i can rest for the time being, to be more emotionally stable. I hope i will not breakdown again. And of course, i have to rely on my Panadol again, i really have a bad headache that make me lose my sleeps. I really pray that God will give me the strength to overcome all this problem! I am quite shocked that i was refered to Alexander Hospital only at the first week of July. Oh my! No anti-depressant pills or whatever!
As i continue my fasting, it really test my faith in God. Even though i can hear the 'siew mai', 'KFC fried chicken' calling out my name, but i said calmly " Shut Up. What is your problem?'. I will resist the temption and continue my fast! Life without meat is really quite a torture, but i can overcome it.
I guess i still need quite some time to overcome my problem. May God bless me...
-siqi
♡
February 2006