Tuesday, July 08, 2008 5:42 PM ♥


Today is considered a sad and gloomy day for me. Not solely due to the weather, but also some of my own problems as well. The human brain is nothing, but a source of trouble. Not sure why, I began to hate going to school again. I feel that I am not coping well, in fact, I am struggling. With the poor time management and discipline, the ‘A’s seem to be still far away from me. And all this come down to ‘laziness’. Gosh… … I am going back to my old ways again!
I have stop taking my medicine for a few days already, but the condition has not been improving yet. Ever since I was on medication, I have been suffering from several side effects that really made me felt uncomfortable. But after I stopped taking the medicine, my emotions are getting up and down again. Everything seems to get onto my nerve, I lose my temper easily. Not to mention that I am more impatient than before. Oh my! Whether I took the medicine or not, I am still feeling like shit. Damn it. This is what science and technology can only go about?

-qi
a test of faith

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