Wednesday, July 16, 2008 9:00 PM


Lesson 2 - a feeling of emptiness

After the moment i stopped serving God, a strong feeling of emptiness attacks me. This is what i have never experienced before. I admit that it is a painful experience, it is devastating. I have tried on alcohol, but this is merely distraction. It takes up time and keep me occupied, but it does not address the root cause of the problem. As i was surfing the internet, i came to this website. (http://www.inspiration-for-singles.com/feeling-of-emptiness.html) <=Do check this out.

After checking this website, i know that i am on the right track. As quote from the website,

'When that sickening feeling of emptiness fills your heart, only one thing can fix it: Jesus. '

'God created that feeling of emptiness in you. He wanted it there. The only thing that can fill it perfectly, then, is God himself. He designed you that way. '

'The more of Jesus you let in, the less of a feeling of emptiness you'll have. Lots of Jesus, little emptiness. No Jesus, lots of emptiness. '


No pain no gain, i guess? During the time when i have God in my life, i have never felt the emptiness in my life. My life was not like that before. Now, i can finally understand. My life was not like this because God was there for me in the past. It is God who filled the emptiness in my heart. I finally get it.

-siqi


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