Tuesday, July 15, 2008 8:13 PM ♥


I am 'free'.

From now onwards,

I am no longer
serving God... ...
believer of Christ... ...
a christian... ...
a child of God... ...
part of the care-group... ...
nicole's sheep... ...
part of CG08... ...

I remembered that i convert to christianity at a S11 foodcourt at Somerset, now i ended my walk with God at McDonald at 201. How weird things can be? From today onwards, i am living for myself. My walk with God has ended. Finally, i can let go everything i have. Even though i may not know how my life is going to be in the future, i know that i have made the right choice.

I have already lost my trust in people. No one is worth me trusting. One by one, i lose the people whom i trusted alot. Once my trust for people is gone, it will never comes back. It hurts when people do this to me, especially those whom i loved them alot. It hurts alot! It felt like a nail being drive into my flesh. It hardens my heart, turning it into a stone. My heart feels so numb now.

All i can say now is 'I am sorry'. I am sorry that i have wasted your time.

-siqi




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