Friday, July 18, 2008 
12:16 AM ♥
Ah ha! I am back in church again! That was simply quite fast ever since i declared that i wanted to left God and His people. But before anything else, i want to thank Nicole, Joyce, Kim, Calista, Joanne and some more people who i cannot recalled it now, for their vaulable advices and their understandings.
I have experienced the life where God does not comes into the picture. Basically, life really suck this way. I can finally see the purpose of 'evax-ing'. Life without God is really terrible, this is what many people are going through right now! Life without God makes us feel empty, it makes us feel lost and ... ... After experiencing it myself, i knew that i can do something to make things change. I seriously cannot continue to lead a life without God, God is way too important.
I admit that i have alot of weakness. I do not have strong faith in God, i feel insecure easily, i like to run away from problems, i like to emo alot, ... ... It is time for me to change then! It is the weakness that makes me realised how important i need to be dependent on God. If humans are perfect, then why do we need God?
I also learned about 'loving people, loving God'. I need to learn to love people in the way which God loves me. I should forgive people in the way how God forgive my mistake. I really pray that i can continue to work on this area to improve myself. Yup!
I think that is it for today. It is time for panda to sleep.
-siqi
asking forgivnessi know that i am wrong
♡ 
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Friday, July 18, 2008 12:16 AM ♥
Ah ha! I am back in church again! That was simply quite fast ever since i declared that i wanted to left God and His people. But before anything else, i want to thank Nicole, Joyce, Kim, Calista, Joanne and some more people who i cannot recalled it now, for their vaulable advices and their understandings.
I have experienced the life where God does not comes into the picture. Basically, life really suck this way. I can finally see the purpose of 'evax-ing'. Life without God is really terrible, this is what many people are going through right now! Life without God makes us feel empty, it makes us feel lost and ... ... After experiencing it myself, i knew that i can do something to make things change. I seriously cannot continue to lead a life without God, God is way too important.
I admit that i have alot of weakness. I do not have strong faith in God, i feel insecure easily, i like to run away from problems, i like to emo alot, ... ... It is time for me to change then! It is the weakness that makes me realised how important i need to be dependent on God. If humans are perfect, then why do we need God?
I also learned about 'loving people, loving God'. I need to learn to love people in the way which God loves me. I should forgive people in the way how God forgive my mistake. I really pray that i can continue to work on this area to improve myself. Yup!
I think that is it for today. It is time for panda to sleep.
-siqi
asking forgivnessi know that i am wrong
♡
February 2006