Sunday, June 22, 2008 
11:12 PM ♥
Tomorrow will be the most terrible day that i have to go through. I simply have no idea how to write a chinese essay. Paper 2 for H1 chinese is still alright for me, but for paper 1, i totally suck. H2 chemistry is also tomorrow, but i know that at least i am more well prepared for that. Frankly, what awaits me tomorrow is nothing, but failure. I know that we have a month to prepare ourselves during the holidays, but i simply screw it up. My life was in a terrible mess during the first week, i completely screwed it up. I only attended one day of make-up lecture and that is it. I am all on my own. During the second week, i was still trying to make my life goes back to normal, things go up and down again. In other words, the second week was also wasted away. During the third week, i went for the OASIS camp that lasted for 4days 3 nights. So, my week was then occupied with a lot of holy things and stuff like that. And the last week of holidays came. It was the available time left for me to study for the rest of the subjects. True enough, one week is only not sufficient for me to prepare for my mid-years. I simply do not have the time to finish everything. I am in a dead meat. Someone please, kill me! My life was simply caught up with lots of things that have changed me from head to toes. I know that the way i am going to lead my life now is going to be completely different from what i used to be before the holidays. What i experience during the holidays simply shape me to become a different person, may be good or bad. My weakness is that i simply care too much.
-siqi
i am such a failure
♡ 
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Sunday, June 22, 2008 11:12 PM ♥
Tomorrow will be the most terrible day that i have to go through. I simply have no idea how to write a chinese essay. Paper 2 for H1 chinese is still alright for me, but for paper 1, i totally suck. H2 chemistry is also tomorrow, but i know that at least i am more well prepared for that. Frankly, what awaits me tomorrow is nothing, but failure. I know that we have a month to prepare ourselves during the holidays, but i simply screw it up. My life was in a terrible mess during the first week, i completely screwed it up. I only attended one day of make-up lecture and that is it. I am all on my own. During the second week, i was still trying to make my life goes back to normal, things go up and down again. In other words, the second week was also wasted away. During the third week, i went for the OASIS camp that lasted for 4days 3 nights. So, my week was then occupied with a lot of holy things and stuff like that. And the last week of holidays came. It was the available time left for me to study for the rest of the subjects. True enough, one week is only not sufficient for me to prepare for my mid-years. I simply do not have the time to finish everything. I am in a dead meat. Someone please, kill me! My life was simply caught up with lots of things that have changed me from head to toes. I know that the way i am going to lead my life now is going to be completely different from what i used to be before the holidays. What i experience during the holidays simply shape me to become a different person, may be good or bad. My weakness is that i simply care too much.
-siqi
i am such a failure
♡
February 2006