Sunday, June 22, 2008 
12:46 AM ♥
I totally agreed that today's generation is an 'emo generation'. Basically, i feel that i am just one of them, an 'emo kid'. My emotions simply overwhelm me, i lost control of my life and everything. My weakness is that i simply care too much, but that is completely different from being an attention seeker. I am not an attention seeker. Sometimes people just run away to see if anyone cares enough to run after them. I feel like I'm facing everything all by myself with nothing, but with fake smiles and hidden tears. It is really pathetic to see how I keep trying to hold on to something that I know is never coming back.
In fact, i have not been myself for the past two days, i think i just wasted most of my time not studying for the exams. I am just so caught up in my own world, enjoying the things i like to do. Basically, just forget about my studies, and whatever which are bothering me. Maybe this is what life should be all about. I am completely sick of leading my life this way. Why do i have to be so caught up with so many problems in my life. Another problem arises before i can solve the one before, i am being flooded with lots of problems. I am seriously not that capable enough to overcome everything on my own. That is sick! I am trying to lead my life different from the one that i am living before the time 1.19pm (today's time). I have no idea how would it be like, but i know that it would not be easy.
-siqi
trying to keep myself sober up...
♡ 
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Sunday, June 22, 2008 12:46 AM ♥
I totally agreed that today's generation is an 'emo generation'. Basically, i feel that i am just one of them, an 'emo kid'. My emotions simply overwhelm me, i lost control of my life and everything. My weakness is that i simply care too much, but that is completely different from being an attention seeker. I am not an attention seeker. Sometimes people just run away to see if anyone cares enough to run after them. I feel like I'm facing everything all by myself with nothing, but with fake smiles and hidden tears. It is really pathetic to see how I keep trying to hold on to something that I know is never coming back.
In fact, i have not been myself for the past two days, i think i just wasted most of my time not studying for the exams. I am just so caught up in my own world, enjoying the things i like to do. Basically, just forget about my studies, and whatever which are bothering me. Maybe this is what life should be all about. I am completely sick of leading my life this way. Why do i have to be so caught up with so many problems in my life. Another problem arises before i can solve the one before, i am being flooded with lots of problems. I am seriously not that capable enough to overcome everything on my own. That is sick! I am trying to lead my life different from the one that i am living before the time 1.19pm (today's time). I have no idea how would it be like, but i know that it would not be easy.
-siqi
trying to keep myself sober up...
♡
February 2006