Monday, June 23, 2008 
4:55 PM ♥
Finally, both H1 chinese and H2 chemistry papers were down. And of course, i screwed both papers. But at least i have already put in my best for the papers, i have no regrets. Recently, i have this bad feeling that i will return to my old-self again. Looking back, i feel that i am doing worse in college than in secondary school. I used to believe that friends are the main source of influence in my life. ( i mean in the bad way) However, that is not true. Even though my friends in college are those good students , i am still not getting any better than before. I thought that if i do not befriend with the 'bad companies' , i will be able to become a good person. But so what if the friends around me are all the 'good companies', why did i still fall into the pit? As the feeling grew stronger day by day, i am very worried that one day, what i have expected would come true. I have more bad habits than before, being more problematic than before, emo more often than before... ...simply, worse than before. I am more like a loser in life, a failure in life... ... everything just do not goes by the way i desire.
you are someone whom i trusted a lot... ... you are someone whom i can open up my heart and share my thoughts with you... ... i really apprecaite the things that you have done for me... ... without you, i would have already vanished from this world... ... i am really grateful to you for being so frank with me ( although sometimes it hurts a lot)... ... you knocked the sense out of me and made me face the reality... ... how i really really wish that i can give you a hug and thank you face to face... ...i am so touched by the things you have done. But you always look so fierce to me, i don't dare to... ...-qii must honour my promise
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Monday, June 23, 2008 4:55 PM ♥
Finally, both H1 chinese and H2 chemistry papers were down. And of course, i screwed both papers. But at least i have already put in my best for the papers, i have no regrets. Recently, i have this bad feeling that i will return to my old-self again. Looking back, i feel that i am doing worse in college than in secondary school. I used to believe that friends are the main source of influence in my life. ( i mean in the bad way) However, that is not true. Even though my friends in college are those good students , i am still not getting any better than before. I thought that if i do not befriend with the 'bad companies' , i will be able to become a good person. But so what if the friends around me are all the 'good companies', why did i still fall into the pit? As the feeling grew stronger day by day, i am very worried that one day, what i have expected would come true. I have more bad habits than before, being more problematic than before, emo more often than before... ...simply, worse than before. I am more like a loser in life, a failure in life... ... everything just do not goes by the way i desire.
you are someone whom i trusted a lot... ... you are someone whom i can open up my heart and share my thoughts with you... ... i really apprecaite the things that you have done for me... ... without you, i would have already vanished from this world... ... i am really grateful to you for being so frank with me ( although sometimes it hurts a lot)... ... you knocked the sense out of me and made me face the reality... ... how i really really wish that i can give you a hug and thank you face to face... ...i am so touched by the things you have done. But you always look so fierce to me, i don't dare to... ...-qii must honour my promise
♡
February 2006