Monday, June 02, 2008 
5:54 PM ♥
I have just came home after my C.O practice which lasted from 9am to 4.30pm. Seriously, i really enjoyed the time. Music is only the source of comfort, it allows me to express myself, whether my joy and fear. I am serious when i played my instrument (er hu), i do not like to laugh or joke when i am in combined section. I believe that the whole C.O requires stern and strict discipline to achieve the best result. I will never tolerate those who gave up their practice just because of their academic. Especially those who skipped C.O so as to prepare for their exams. I never expect people to agree with my principle, but this is just the way i believe in. I enjoyed dwelling in the world of music, everything seems perfect. No troubles and worries, just me and the music. I really aimed to become a member of the Singapore Youth Orchestra, i aim to play my er hu well. Maybe people may think that being a musician does not bring great achievement, but this is not true.
I was really squeezing out all my brain juice, trying to think about what is really important in my life. No doubt, it is my family and friends. I am willing to sacrifice myself, including my live. My family is really important, i have been living with them for 17 years, i will never let any thing happen to them. I am willing to lay my live down for them. The care-group is also very important to me. It is just like a second family. A lot of things have been happening recently, and i am sad that i am also one of the problem. i am quite sorry about that. I have been fasting and praying, i really pray for miracle healings. I am really willing to exchange my live in return for the miracle healing, i am willing to die for that. If this really can happen, i will not hesitate... ...
I am feeling so stress recently. The youth camp is coming, and the goals for the 'DIE HARD' operation have not been accomplished yet. I believe that more can be done to save more souls, i still can put in my 150% in it. I am willing to give a shot. However, at the same time, i am also quite upset because... ...
-qi
(no mood to study!!)
♡ 
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Monday, June 02, 2008 5:54 PM ♥
I have just came home after my C.O practice which lasted from 9am to 4.30pm. Seriously, i really enjoyed the time. Music is only the source of comfort, it allows me to express myself, whether my joy and fear. I am serious when i played my instrument (er hu), i do not like to laugh or joke when i am in combined section. I believe that the whole C.O requires stern and strict discipline to achieve the best result. I will never tolerate those who gave up their practice just because of their academic. Especially those who skipped C.O so as to prepare for their exams. I never expect people to agree with my principle, but this is just the way i believe in. I enjoyed dwelling in the world of music, everything seems perfect. No troubles and worries, just me and the music. I really aimed to become a member of the Singapore Youth Orchestra, i aim to play my er hu well. Maybe people may think that being a musician does not bring great achievement, but this is not true.
I was really squeezing out all my brain juice, trying to think about what is really important in my life. No doubt, it is my family and friends. I am willing to sacrifice myself, including my live. My family is really important, i have been living with them for 17 years, i will never let any thing happen to them. I am willing to lay my live down for them. The care-group is also very important to me. It is just like a second family. A lot of things have been happening recently, and i am sad that i am also one of the problem. i am quite sorry about that. I have been fasting and praying, i really pray for miracle healings. I am really willing to exchange my live in return for the miracle healing, i am willing to die for that. If this really can happen, i will not hesitate... ...
I am feeling so stress recently. The youth camp is coming, and the goals for the 'DIE HARD' operation have not been accomplished yet. I believe that more can be done to save more souls, i still can put in my 150% in it. I am willing to give a shot. However, at the same time, i am also quite upset because... ...
-qi
(no mood to study!!)
♡
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