Wednesday, October 04, 2006 
3:55 PM ♥
who ever noe tat i m feelin depressed or feel troubled? i dun think one can tell maybe becuz of my 'acting' pretend to be when i m not i realise how my life had change from the beginin of the school till now i seem to lost myself in tis journey feeling really troubled right now partly becuz of exam ve to study for it maybe i found my life to be meaningless with too much effort on my school work now, i only waits for saturday to come i guess tat the only time i can really feel better i wonder why, why m i always alone when i m in trouble or feel lonely? or isit becuz no one was there n hence felt lonely? anyway i just hope tat exam ll end soon, soon be4 i collapse becuz of overstress so stress tat i don't feel like eating anything or is just don't feel like lasted for a few months tat my parents no longer find it weird anyway one won't die becuz there is no food to eat well, at least i m spiritually filled so tired, feel like sleeping didn't ve enough sleeep since i started sec3 my sleeping time changes from 10 h in the past to at most 6h now but durin exam
better ve enough rest , if i can ... God bless ... ... SiQin
♡ 
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 3:55 PM ♥
who ever noe tat i m feelin depressed or feel troubled? i dun think one can tell maybe becuz of my 'acting' pretend to be when i m not i realise how my life had change from the beginin of the school till now i seem to lost myself in tis journey feeling really troubled right now partly becuz of exam ve to study for it maybe i found my life to be meaningless with too much effort on my school work now, i only waits for saturday to come i guess tat the only time i can really feel better i wonder why, why m i always alone when i m in trouble or feel lonely? or isit becuz no one was there n hence felt lonely? anyway i just hope tat exam ll end soon, soon be4 i collapse becuz of overstress so stress tat i don't feel like eating anything or is just don't feel like lasted for a few months tat my parents no longer find it weird anyway one won't die becuz there is no food to eat well, at least i m spiritually filled so tired, feel like sleeping didn't ve enough sleeep since i started sec3 my sleeping time changes from 10 h in the past to at most 6h now but durin exam
better ve enough rest , if i can ... God bless ... ... SiQin
♡
February 2006