Thursday, September 09, 2010 
3:04 AM ♥
Just stepped into my brand new uni life a few days ago. I was rather kind of busy with the lectures and tutorial, including finding the venues for lesson. Staying in hall comfortably now because I have bought the essential things into the hall, and have mopped the floor already. In the past few days, I can really see how ui life really change my way of life such that I sleep lesser now and more focused. I have tons of things to do such that I don't even want waste my time on dwelling in the unhappy things. I keep telling myself that, " Once I graduate from NTU, I want to go for further studies in countries like Canada or UK" And i am really glad that I think that way, because I feel much stronger
Honestly just now I was reading through her blog. Reason is just to see if I am okay already. I know this sound stupid but ever since I got myself into so much trouble, I keep telling myself that my life worth something more. I definetely deserve more than what I have now because I can have a bright future ahead. When I saw the different kind of experience that they had together, the first thing I thought is that ' I rather not have any experiences that are similar to whaever they have done before'. I know I sound rather selfish but I don't want to make things so difficult for myself. The busy life I am having now is the best medicine for my 'heart problem'.
I just want to say that if I knew that what I thought was unique to me is merely a replication of their past experience then I rather not have it at all. I rather not went to feed the monkey, go genting together, . . . . . . I want to treat myself better from today onward, I swear. I want to find back who I used to be before I was hurt to this extent.
I believe God loves me more than this and He has a much better plan for me than this =)
Thank Shiyu for always listening to me and comfort me. I am really glad that you are always there to help me up when I break down. Love you !!! And thank Jia Hao for listening to me too when I suddely just emo. At least I manage to get out of my emo-ness and not continue dwell in my negative worse. I know it was really very radom. Not forgetting yujun, thank for talking to me too. At least it helps to distract me a bit. =)
anway off to bed now because I seriously have no mood for CBC811 Forsenic Science now . . .
BOO!!!
siqin
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Thursday, September 09, 2010 3:04 AM ♥
Just stepped into my brand new uni life a few days ago. I was rather kind of busy with the lectures and tutorial, including finding the venues for lesson. Staying in hall comfortably now because I have bought the essential things into the hall, and have mopped the floor already. In the past few days, I can really see how ui life really change my way of life such that I sleep lesser now and more focused. I have tons of things to do such that I don't even want waste my time on dwelling in the unhappy things. I keep telling myself that, " Once I graduate from NTU, I want to go for further studies in countries like Canada or UK" And i am really glad that I think that way, because I feel much stronger
Honestly just now I was reading through her blog. Reason is just to see if I am okay already. I know this sound stupid but ever since I got myself into so much trouble, I keep telling myself that my life worth something more. I definetely deserve more than what I have now because I can have a bright future ahead. When I saw the different kind of experience that they had together, the first thing I thought is that ' I rather not have any experiences that are similar to whaever they have done before'. I know I sound rather selfish but I don't want to make things so difficult for myself. The busy life I am having now is the best medicine for my 'heart problem'.
I just want to say that if I knew that what I thought was unique to me is merely a replication of their past experience then I rather not have it at all. I rather not went to feed the monkey, go genting together, . . . . . . I want to treat myself better from today onward, I swear. I want to find back who I used to be before I was hurt to this extent.
I believe God loves me more than this and He has a much better plan for me than this =)
Thank Shiyu for always listening to me and comfort me. I am really glad that you are always there to help me up when I break down. Love you !!! And thank Jia Hao for listening to me too when I suddely just emo. At least I manage to get out of my emo-ness and not continue dwell in my negative worse. I know it was really very radom. Not forgetting yujun, thank for talking to me too. At least it helps to distract me a bit. =)
anway off to bed now because I seriously have no mood for CBC811 Forsenic Science now . . .
BOO!!!
siqin
♡
February 2006