Have not slept, not because I couldn't but I want to study a bit more for my Chemistry before I go to my lala land. Feel empty all the time, wondering about your purpose and goal in life etc. Thinking of how to self-improve, thinking of what to do to become a better person . . . . . .

I guess the first thing I need to do is to learn to love. I am someone who can simply give up everything for the one I loved, and also to detest someone when the person is totally unlovable. But looking at how God love the unlovable me, I can't help but to ponder on what I can do to become more like Him. I dont' want to go around saying things like, " I don't care how people look at me", " accept the way I am" etc. It is true that other people should be able to accept who you are, BUT it doesn't mean that we don't have to constantly change for the better. I care about how people look at me when other loved one are concerned. I don't want them to accept who I am, my bad temper and stubborness.

Thursday, February 24, 2011 2:45 AM ♥

I just want to make life better for everyone, that's all.

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