Saturday, December 20, 2008 
2:16 AM ♥
I did a lot of reflections today, for my own sake of course. I realized that I was too full of myself, being so insensitive, being so sarcastic and too self-centre. I know that my speech and actions could be very hurtful sometimes. So, I want to make good use of this opportunity to apologies to those people who I have hurt them. So sorry!
It is so true that humans only learned to appreciate and cherish during the moment when they are just about to lose something. I am just a human as well, I am one of them. I never seem to appreciate what I have in the past, I took everything for granted. But at least moment when I am going to lose them all, I am finally enlightened. Perhaps it is never too late to change.
I have started reading the book of Matthew again, even though I read it a few times already. I am totally inspired once again by the very same book, I gained new insights every time I read them. This is so amazing!
I was just asking God for a moment that what I should be fasting on, so that I can grow more dependent on Him. Guess what? God wanted me to fast from lunch! I was so shocked at the moment when I heard this, and believe it or not, my jaws dropped open. I was like “Oh my God! Are you kidding me?” I am like totally obsess with food, and I simply cannot believe God wants me to ‘skip’ a meal. I guessed it is going to be tough for me. Just nice, I just got a pocket bible which I could bring it along with me everywhere.
I guessed I should stop posting and continue with my studying.
-siqi
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Saturday, December 20, 2008 2:16 AM ♥
I did a lot of reflections today, for my own sake of course. I realized that I was too full of myself, being so insensitive, being so sarcastic and too self-centre. I know that my speech and actions could be very hurtful sometimes. So, I want to make good use of this opportunity to apologies to those people who I have hurt them. So sorry!
It is so true that humans only learned to appreciate and cherish during the moment when they are just about to lose something. I am just a human as well, I am one of them. I never seem to appreciate what I have in the past, I took everything for granted. But at least moment when I am going to lose them all, I am finally enlightened. Perhaps it is never too late to change.
I have started reading the book of Matthew again, even though I read it a few times already. I am totally inspired once again by the very same book, I gained new insights every time I read them. This is so amazing!
I was just asking God for a moment that what I should be fasting on, so that I can grow more dependent on Him. Guess what? God wanted me to fast from lunch! I was so shocked at the moment when I heard this, and believe it or not, my jaws dropped open. I was like “Oh my God! Are you kidding me?” I am like totally obsess with food, and I simply cannot believe God wants me to ‘skip’ a meal. I guessed it is going to be tough for me. Just nice, I just got a pocket bible which I could bring it along with me everywhere.
I guessed I should stop posting and continue with my studying.
-siqi
♡
February 2006