Wednesday, December 17, 2008 1:16 AM


I am officially backed from the Heroes camp! Finally, I could have ample of rest with me sleeping anytime I want. I am freaking tired and exhausted that I slept straight from the late afternoon till 10 pm at night. But then, I am still quite sleepy right now. I guess it is quite hard to catch up with the amount of hours that I have missed sleeping during the camp.

Anyway, I pretty glad that I could eat to my fill right now. I agree with what Qin has said, I am obsesses with food. But I do not see what is wrong of being this way. I am so happy that I no longer have to go to bed with an empty stomach, and I even have the option to decide what kind of food could gain entry to my stomach. Finally my suffering of being hungry all the time has ended.

I did a lot of reflection during the days in camp. I thought through a lot of things that have happened around me, but I am still a bit shaken with what that has been happening around me now. I am so confused with my problems that I am very lost right now. But I am glad that Joanne helps me a lot by giving her opinion and advice to me. Thanks Joanne. I am so glad that I have a listening ear when I was so freaking sad and emo during camp. I know that at least there is someone who could understand me, someone who I could dump all my problems into. Joanne, you are my good dustbin!

Seriously, I do not enjoy this Heroes camp. Things were way different as compared to the OASIS camp; I still think that OASIS camp is the best. Time seems to pass very quickly this time round, and I feel that I have been isolated from the society from some time. This is similar to what I have experienced when I just came back from Kolkata. I felt that I totally waste the $140; I could use this money to feast instead. I am currently so broke after the camp! I am so dead. How am I going to survive for this week?

-siqi

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