Tuesday, October 31, 2006 5:56 PM ♥



recently always go home late cuz no one stay at home later i go study again so better stay away from my bks mt ec still ok at least learn somethin know how 2 understand compre n doin it at least can sit wif my frienz 2moro wan then xian le goin sit in e arrangement so xianz unfair unfair y can't i choose where i sit others can choose loh y i must sit at tat place after mt went 2 mac 4 lunch n 4 shepherdin yup so fun met mary then went look for job accompany them o so hope to get one wanted to gain experience workin seem interestin ya dun think i can go breakthrough camp haiz all becuz of e chem e.c

bought i-magzine cuz got goong as cover page !!!

anyway waiting for part 2 of death note
death note rox !



-siqin

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Thursday, October 26, 2006 1:17 PM ♥


yesterday went for cg vry fun even though i did not ve any role mag taught mii, cai juan n melissa to ply guitar although learn before but vry long time didn practise so i was very blur everythin was forgotten we lose the game so i was mage 2 be part of the 'animal' walk i act as a rabbit at least better than as a pig yup i went home at around 8pm + didn watch goong since i ve already watch before watch television programme 4 abt 2 h than went 2 do my work until 1am+ couldn sleep thinkin of the problems anyway i gotten my report bk done fair, at least did not dissapoint my parents sometimes i do wonder y i still feel so stress even though its after exam feel so stress tat as if i m still taking my exam maybe i m a little bit crazy or wat well my holiday has been packed wif e.c , tution, etc etc if only i no longer nid 2 study . . .

siqin

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death notes

Monday, October 23, 2006 8:31 PM ♥



"Death Note" !!!

went to watch it today at orchard tis movie very interesting n thrilling abt a student who had found a death notebook in which the person whose name is written in it ll die of heart attack it is abt a battle between Light n L who ll win ??? anyway the god of death look special

wish i do own one

God of death do nothing except eating apples

Light & L rox . . .

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Friday, October 20, 2006 5:09 PM ♥


today went for C.O practice among the 50+ members only 19 had bother to trn come so sad continue with my sheng except instructor want mii to pick up the skills faster i was so nervous cuz my senior not coming so left mii to play alone with some solo parts ve to handle 3 notes at one time kept practising when there is time before C.O met up with cai juan for luch at the basement og century square the food quite nice n i had to lead prayer so nervous anyway i installed my camera hoping to play with tat for these past few days to entertain myself yup took a picture of myself first






mii while walking back home after C.O practice
nice shot !

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006 5:10 PM ♥


today join cai juan n some church frienz for lunch yup didn't eat much again cuz i dun feel like eating much so share a banana boat with melissa the ice-cream so nice yummie especially the cherry on top of the "boat" well i didn't take neoprint so waited outside with they all walked around cuz vry bored still must wait visit a shop selling model of comic character siqi just went to see herself here is where everythin start my watch was soundin so went to switch it off but suddenly realise some one standing behind me in evss uniform ... waited for a moment then turn to look again !!! almost scream !!! i thought i saw a "ghost" cai juan was standin there still staring at mii her face look so white i thought i saw "somethin" walao almost make mii scream realli give mii a bad fright so immediately walked out of the shop so scary she so bad purposely want to scare mii nvm must scare her somethin durin cg =p

siqin

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who noe wat is like to be so sick?

Friday, October 13, 2006 1:08 PM ♥


i m been havin a fever since yesterday, i still got to go for my a*math test. it is really so tired. i hav not taken in any food since yesterday,except havin a lot of medicine. i really can't eat as i vomit out everythin i eaten. i feel like i m a polar bear who is hibernatin, sleepin more than 12 hr a day. haiz... i think i will not be able to go for service 2morrow. so sad!

siqi..........

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GooNg fReak

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falling sick

Saturday, October 07, 2006 9:02 PM ♥


i m dying! fallin sick ... ... got fever tis morning around 37.7 around tat after ate medicine then feel a little bit better so go for service didn noe it wosern so durin praise n worshipp almost faint cannot put up a brave front anymore so i almost collapse couldn't pat attention to the whole process didn't take down much notes came back at around 6pm then went to sleep s.q then went to buy some sour tibit cuz feel like vomitin too tired to go down stair plus the haze making me feel so sick just went to see a doctorat 8pm ya, i m sure tat u won't believe tat i m down wth a fever 38.8 but still go rite blogger a little bit crazy doctor say he still do not noe wat wrong but definately not becuz of stress should be some kind of bacteria if my fever dun go down tis three day then got to go for blood test so scary dam worry afraid tat it ll affect my SA tis Monday or should i say aready affect me HELP... ...

siqin

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 3:55 PM ♥


who ever noe tat i m feelin depressed or feel troubled? i dun think one can tell maybe becuz of my 'acting' pretend to be when i m not i realise how my life had change from the beginin of the school till now i seem to lost myself in tis journey feeling really troubled right now partly becuz of exam ve to study for it maybe i found my life to be meaningless with too much effort on my school work now, i only waits for saturday to come i guess tat the only time i can really feel better i wonder why, why m i always alone when i m in trouble or feel lonely? or isit becuz no one was there n hence felt lonely? anyway i just hope tat exam ll end soon, soon be4 i collapse becuz of overstress so stress tat i don't feel like eating anything or is just don't feel like lasted for a few months tat my parents no longer find it weird anyway one won't die becuz there is no food to eat well, at least i m spiritually filled so tired, feel like sleeping didn't ve enough sleeep since i started sec3 my sleeping time changes from 10 h in the past to at most 6h now but durin exam better ve enough rest , if i can ...
God bless ... ...

SiQin


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haiz.....

2:38 PM ♥


haiz...exams r here so soon. how i wish i can hav more free time 4 entertainment. it is ss n maths p2 2morrow. so siah loh. how i wish i can enjoy my nice holiday. i m sort of happy tat i can communicate well wif pp, a bit of improvment. it is weird tat few months back, i hav problem in communicatin wif pp. just pp. it is so strange 4 me. i believe it is because i face 2 much on cmputer. xpecially on RPG games. maybe due 2 this, i rather live in a imaginary world. of course it is better than this cruel world. hmm.... i happy tat @ least i make a small improvement. BUT, somethin strange seems to bother me. i dunno if i m 2 tired or wat, i feel tat i m not myself. xspecially @ nite. tat is really weird. n then on e next dae, i dun remeber wat i say or did. IT IS REALLY DAMN STRANGE.... it nvr happen 2 me be4. weird,weird,weird... ...

siqi

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East Eccentri is form.....

Monday, October 02, 2006 9:39 AM ♥


finally..... EAST ECCENTRIC is form.( sorrie if spell wrong, pai seh). Hmmm..... i haven been to CG 4 quite some weeks already. Hmmm.... miss e fun a lot. I m havin exam now n is so damn busy right now. I believe i m not growin spiritually right now, hop God help me. It is rather sad 2 have almost not much fun in my life, not like wat i live to be. However, however, i hav my friens in church and have a follow upper in sch. If without them, i don't think i cannot continue. Yup! tat is about all 4 2day. I hop this saturday come quickly, i can't wait 2 worship God. I wish more pp would com n noe God, more believer in my sch loh. Hmm. tat is all 4 2day. Very confirm liao. God bless all of u!.....

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Sunday, October 01, 2006 10:24 AM ♥


yesterday went for service as usually despite exam stress anyway its exam time where i need to pray more for blessing i went to cut my hair as i have been feeling guility lately but don't ask me wat i don't wish to say just feeling so guility i think i change a lot have different thinking but i m still the same hope others can realise that i seem to be quite cheerful during the exam period even though i m quite stress or should be vry stress must remain positive =p ya. ya yesterday did't study much during study session then do hw at dinner as well as teaching others i will sure help them cuz i should help God's people isn't that so? today i don't think i will be studying with them cuz i m really so tired hope to stay at home to rest as well as to revise my s.s anyway i should not let exam stress overcome me but to overcome the stress itself be OVERCOMEr !!! lalala.... anyway still thinking of which ministry to join ... ...

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Friday, September 22, 2006 7:50 PM ♥


long time didn post ... cuz too lazy n ve no time to rite any but nvm now ritin SA2 comin soon feelin more n more stress, tired, ... ... just cannot ve enough rest with so many test tis n next week yesterday ply basketball wth qi my skill of course dam lousy cuz more than few months didn ply only ply twice wth my classmate tis month 2day dam angry ask cher 2 help mii get my instrument yet she can't find the key tell her twice aready ask mii bring instrument on mon but the problem is i not goin home after sch got 2 stay back then got tution how 2 cary my heavy n bulky instrument with mii really wan 2 practise my instrument cuz learn new instru must brush up the skill one part only the sheng plyin must ply well too lazy 2 study recently then 2moro goin service n then go buy somethin then sunday maybe goin out with my parents 4 the whole day not sure yet but i noe my week is really packed n so stress out i just want 2 balance out everythin but i dun think i m doin it well at all in some places i seem 2 'neglect' i m just so srry

-qin

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Monday, September 04, 2006 10:41 AM ♥


yesterday went 2 the RSAF exibit weather was really vry hot got a little bit of sun-burn luckily just a little bit tis is the third time goin 2 the exibit by air force there was nothing much just went there 2 see those plane brought along camera n took some pic but too bad the weather was really terrible too much sunlight cause mii not 2 be able 2 open my eyes too bad but really had fun over there

here r some pic :









behind us a helicopter










behind us a fighter plane











behind mii a ??? well i dun think i noe wat isit

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nO titLE

Friday, September 01, 2006 6:53 PM ♥


so sick 2day gettin worse after being in the rain 4 e rain tis past few days 2 lazy 2 brin an umbrella wherever i go so troublesome so now end up with flu n a little sore throat hope it won't affect my oral next wed went 2 c.g yesterday invited x.y 2 come along 2 ve fun with us too lazy 2 go back 2 my pri sch met s.l at small mac at the inter-change ve lunch 2gether then go buy some snack cuz mii n qi was in charge tat day the c.g was vry fun especially the game put up by j.j n frienz lookin 4 rubber band hidden inside a bowl of flour using mouth n then pass 2 the group member by mouth but luckily i manage cuz i got flu so use a pen to dig instead of my mouth all of them end up like a clown flour all over their face kept laughing but really enjoy it so fun 2moro goin 4 sservice but won't be stayin back 4 dinner cuz 2moro is my mum birhday ve 2 get back early 2 do somethin first n of course 2 watch my favourite korean drama GOONG so angry channel u goin 2 ply goong at oct so angry dun wan them 2 ply >.< !!!

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006 2:39 PM ♥


just came bck from sch not long again didn't eat anythin cuz dun feel like eating hatez my life so boring i feel as if i m followin a daily time-table no freedom at all but stillquite packed durin week day cuz got x-tra programme 2day got a-maths test still ok not really as difficult as wat qi told mii but did some qn wrongly nvm goin 2 be sch holiday soon n teacher day i dun think i goin back my pri sch cuz quite xianz rather stay at home or maybe go out tis sunday is my dad's birthday duno wat 2 buy 4 him cuz must buy somethin which can be used in daily life so tat ll not 'waste' money duno wat 2 buy 4 him hatez buyin present 4 my parents o so ve problem in whether wat 2 buy 4 them well, as for my frienz it is so easy 4 mii cuz at about or same age ya, started 2 collect postcard recently cuz lack of them got 2 'hunt' 4 it ... ... may i be happier 2moro, guess i won't all thx 2 C.O make mii ve 2 stay bck

-siqin

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Sunday, August 20, 2006 11:28 AM ♥


yesterday went 4 service with qi it was really vry fun we met cj n xl be4 goin 4 the service 2gether it was really vry crowded met some frienz like hj, jade, joyce (duno if i spell it correctly) n many more they seem quite surprised when they saw mii cuz long time didn go 4 service i like the worship best can sing, dance, shout so enjoyin keep jumping around like a bunny the service ended at arond 5+ around tat n we went 4 dinner with the care gp the frienz over there was really vry friendly 2 us so get along with them well at least i won't feel so shy tat day got meeting so mi n qi left earlier n went 2 shop around be4 goin 2 T.M again wanted 2 buy a gift 4 qi cuz she convert last Saturday n wanted 2 buy postcard but unable 2 find we went bck 2 T.M again cuz i wanted 2 buy somethin we went bck at around 8+ goin 9 so really must learn how 2 manage my time ve 2 study 4 chem n phy test on Mon may god bless mii~

-siqin

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Saturday, August 12, 2006 1:15 PM ♥


ever feel so helpless or should i say hopeles doesn't noe wat 2 do n wat i should do i seem do be alone whenever i ve trouble y is tat so maybe becuz i m just so problematic i just hope i can go sch soon at least i can occupy my time with school work so tat i dun feel so helpless dun understand tat y i face more trouble than been rewarded y i always seem 2 be alone when i nid help nvm maybe i m just so unlucky in my life maybe really hope tat i can get a gd break maybe dun ve 2 go sch 4 1 month or so quite impossible i think still ve 3 weeks be4 the next holiday i think so not vry sure but watever is it i learn 2 rely everything on myself i o so realise tat i start 2 lose confidence in others i duno y but i dun think i can trust other easily again too much bad 'experience' dun wish 2 mention wat r they i dun think anybody can change mii, i guess . . .

-siqin

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Thursday, August 10, 2006 11:07 AM ♥


long time didn update my blog or is it because i ve not used my com 4 1 week so didn really update it any way doin it rite now weird~ my sis becoming so weird suddenly wan 2 do good deeds yesterday went K.F.C 4 dinner n she told mii tat she like 2 help others wanted 2 do good deeds i was feelin a kind of weird tat's not her character she becoming more n more weird suddenly say tat she wanna help others i was thinkin do she mean doing gd deed after shouting at mii with vulgarities*(not sure if i spell tat correctly, nvm) weird ~ but i not goin 2 care she just do wat she think is rite no comment or should i say i dun wan 2 bother i think it is better 4 mii 2 act blurr then to bother i thought tat's the best way wat i usually do ve a lot of fun tis days doesn't ve 2 face my books ya i think so always go home late at least dun ve 2 always face my parent watch a few movies vry interesting suddenly like 2 watch movie also duno y nvm learn 2 relax myself

-siqin

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haiz....

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 11:09 AM ♥


i really don't understand y pp wanna break their promise. some say tat promise is meant 2 be broken. i really hate tat. y do i ve 2 keep a promise i ve made but others don't. shouldn't they got punished? y can't pp kept 2 their promise. if they don't then y should i? this world is so complicated! pp blame me 4 breakin promise, then wat can i do when they break theirs? this is so unfair. so UNFAIR! this world is makin me confuse n mixed up. i no longer can tell whether it is true or not! wat ve this world done 2 me! how i wish i can leave this place n nvr returns... ... this place ve nothin which make mi stay. i hate this, i hate tat, i hate my life. how i wish i can go 4ever alone when nobody can find me. let mi go 4ever MISSING. -siqi

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