Friday, September 22, 2006 7:50 PM ♥


long time didn post ... cuz too lazy n ve no time to rite any but nvm now ritin SA2 comin soon feelin more n more stress, tired, ... ... just cannot ve enough rest with so many test tis n next week yesterday ply basketball wth qi my skill of course dam lousy cuz more than few months didn ply only ply twice wth my classmate tis month 2day dam angry ask cher 2 help mii get my instrument yet she can't find the key tell her twice aready ask mii bring instrument on mon but the problem is i not goin home after sch got 2 stay back then got tution how 2 cary my heavy n bulky instrument with mii really wan 2 practise my instrument cuz learn new instru must brush up the skill one part only the sheng plyin must ply well too lazy 2 study recently then 2moro goin service n then go buy somethin then sunday maybe goin out with my parents 4 the whole day not sure yet but i noe my week is really packed n so stress out i just want 2 balance out everythin but i dun think i m doin it well at all in some places i seem 2 'neglect' i m just so srry

-qin

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Monday, September 04, 2006 10:41 AM ♥


yesterday went 2 the RSAF exibit weather was really vry hot got a little bit of sun-burn luckily just a little bit tis is the third time goin 2 the exibit by air force there was nothing much just went there 2 see those plane brought along camera n took some pic but too bad the weather was really terrible too much sunlight cause mii not 2 be able 2 open my eyes too bad but really had fun over there

here r some pic :









behind us a helicopter










behind us a fighter plane











behind mii a ??? well i dun think i noe wat isit

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nO titLE

Friday, September 01, 2006 6:53 PM ♥


so sick 2day gettin worse after being in the rain 4 e rain tis past few days 2 lazy 2 brin an umbrella wherever i go so troublesome so now end up with flu n a little sore throat hope it won't affect my oral next wed went 2 c.g yesterday invited x.y 2 come along 2 ve fun with us too lazy 2 go back 2 my pri sch met s.l at small mac at the inter-change ve lunch 2gether then go buy some snack cuz mii n qi was in charge tat day the c.g was vry fun especially the game put up by j.j n frienz lookin 4 rubber band hidden inside a bowl of flour using mouth n then pass 2 the group member by mouth but luckily i manage cuz i got flu so use a pen to dig instead of my mouth all of them end up like a clown flour all over their face kept laughing but really enjoy it so fun 2moro goin 4 sservice but won't be stayin back 4 dinner cuz 2moro is my mum birhday ve 2 get back early 2 do somethin first n of course 2 watch my favourite korean drama GOONG so angry channel u goin 2 ply goong at oct so angry dun wan them 2 ply >.< !!!

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006 2:39 PM ♥


just came bck from sch not long again didn't eat anythin cuz dun feel like eating hatez my life so boring i feel as if i m followin a daily time-table no freedom at all but stillquite packed durin week day cuz got x-tra programme 2day got a-maths test still ok not really as difficult as wat qi told mii but did some qn wrongly nvm goin 2 be sch holiday soon n teacher day i dun think i goin back my pri sch cuz quite xianz rather stay at home or maybe go out tis sunday is my dad's birthday duno wat 2 buy 4 him cuz must buy somethin which can be used in daily life so tat ll not 'waste' money duno wat 2 buy 4 him hatez buyin present 4 my parents o so ve problem in whether wat 2 buy 4 them well, as for my frienz it is so easy 4 mii cuz at about or same age ya, started 2 collect postcard recently cuz lack of them got 2 'hunt' 4 it ... ... may i be happier 2moro, guess i won't all thx 2 C.O make mii ve 2 stay bck

-siqin

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Sunday, August 20, 2006 11:28 AM ♥


yesterday went 4 service with qi it was really vry fun we met cj n xl be4 goin 4 the service 2gether it was really vry crowded met some frienz like hj, jade, joyce (duno if i spell it correctly) n many more they seem quite surprised when they saw mii cuz long time didn go 4 service i like the worship best can sing, dance, shout so enjoyin keep jumping around like a bunny the service ended at arond 5+ around tat n we went 4 dinner with the care gp the frienz over there was really vry friendly 2 us so get along with them well at least i won't feel so shy tat day got meeting so mi n qi left earlier n went 2 shop around be4 goin 2 T.M again wanted 2 buy a gift 4 qi cuz she convert last Saturday n wanted 2 buy postcard but unable 2 find we went bck 2 T.M again cuz i wanted 2 buy somethin we went bck at around 8+ goin 9 so really must learn how 2 manage my time ve 2 study 4 chem n phy test on Mon may god bless mii~

-siqin

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Saturday, August 12, 2006 1:15 PM ♥


ever feel so helpless or should i say hopeles doesn't noe wat 2 do n wat i should do i seem do be alone whenever i ve trouble y is tat so maybe becuz i m just so problematic i just hope i can go sch soon at least i can occupy my time with school work so tat i dun feel so helpless dun understand tat y i face more trouble than been rewarded y i always seem 2 be alone when i nid help nvm maybe i m just so unlucky in my life maybe really hope tat i can get a gd break maybe dun ve 2 go sch 4 1 month or so quite impossible i think still ve 3 weeks be4 the next holiday i think so not vry sure but watever is it i learn 2 rely everything on myself i o so realise tat i start 2 lose confidence in others i duno y but i dun think i can trust other easily again too much bad 'experience' dun wish 2 mention wat r they i dun think anybody can change mii, i guess . . .

-siqin

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Thursday, August 10, 2006 11:07 AM ♥


long time didn update my blog or is it because i ve not used my com 4 1 week so didn really update it any way doin it rite now weird~ my sis becoming so weird suddenly wan 2 do good deeds yesterday went K.F.C 4 dinner n she told mii tat she like 2 help others wanted 2 do good deeds i was feelin a kind of weird tat's not her character she becoming more n more weird suddenly say tat she wanna help others i was thinkin do she mean doing gd deed after shouting at mii with vulgarities*(not sure if i spell tat correctly, nvm) weird ~ but i not goin 2 care she just do wat she think is rite no comment or should i say i dun wan 2 bother i think it is better 4 mii 2 act blurr then to bother i thought tat's the best way wat i usually do ve a lot of fun tis days doesn't ve 2 face my books ya i think so always go home late at least dun ve 2 always face my parent watch a few movies vry interesting suddenly like 2 watch movie also duno y nvm learn 2 relax myself

-siqin

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haiz....

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 11:09 AM ♥


i really don't understand y pp wanna break their promise. some say tat promise is meant 2 be broken. i really hate tat. y do i ve 2 keep a promise i ve made but others don't. shouldn't they got punished? y can't pp kept 2 their promise. if they don't then y should i? this world is so complicated! pp blame me 4 breakin promise, then wat can i do when they break theirs? this is so unfair. so UNFAIR! this world is makin me confuse n mixed up. i no longer can tell whether it is true or not! wat ve this world done 2 me! how i wish i can leave this place n nvr returns... ... this place ve nothin which make mi stay. i hate this, i hate tat, i hate my life. how i wish i can go 4ever alone when nobody can find me. let mi go 4ever MISSING. -siqi

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Doin a GOOD DEED... ...

Saturday, August 05, 2006 4:09 PM ♥


Does doin gd deed make my life better? i m now strugglin 2 overcom my problem(not able 2 communicate wif pp). 2day i just done somethin gd. i volunteer 2 help doin CIP(community service) 4 5 hours. i so happy 2 do somethin gd wif my classmate. but sometime i realise wat gd deed i did, it nvr pay mi back off. ii noe tat doin this gd deed should not except somethin 4 return. but isn't tat wat i help someone, they would help me back? i sometime feel tat i should do anythin gd since no one really appreciate,they took it 4 granted. when someone ask me 4 help, i dun understand y i would be willin 2 help. however when i need help, i ve 2 beg 4 it. IS THIS FAIR 2 ME? i just hop those whom i help can help me back in return. maybe this is now i understand some bein heartless, havin a stone heart. no one seem 2 appreciate wat i ve done. pp blame me 4 my mistake, pp only see my weakness. i ve change a lot. i m still changin, 2 overcom e problem of not able 2 communicate wif e outside world, i need time 2 change. i just hop pp appreciate wat i ve done be4 i ve a stone heart which make me as cruel as u nvr in ur life imagine... ... -siqi

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Friday, August 04, 2006 7:33 PM ♥




>>Princess Hour

(Goong)


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6:48 PM ♥


2day got ASD rehersal so tirin came home about six or so extremely exhausted felt so tired some more yesterday slept at twelve thirty so dun ve enough sleep the lesson so borin then o so got MT ca rite letter still ok but dun think ll score well nvm then after sch wait for the liu qin group so tat all go lunch 2gether 2day's co dam bored cuz practice the SYF song duno how 2 ply cuz no one teach mii e instructor always didn teach mii wan so i must be very independent everythin learn on my own like the previous year SYF song all must practice n practice at least now i become more independent not like last time always depend on others being stress lately i mean extremely stress tis week too much things 4 mii 2 do all line up so really hope tat i can tke a break if not sure go berserk cuz ve being so busy from mon 2 fri better 2moro i hope

-siqin

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006 5:13 PM ♥


2moro got 2 CA A-maths n social studies of course vry tired cuz come back so late some more ve to study n memorise 4 s.s 2day got my chem result didn really do well i ll say got few careless mistake loss a few marks dun think i do well tis time haiz hope time flies faster so tat i can take a gd rest soon from my busy n boring life really feel like runnin from my current life always study n study like hell like tat goin crazy but like goin to sch cuz vry fun although quite stress o so but can 'ply' wth frienz chat then still ok rather then stayin at home n do nothin x-cept starin on the wall
boring~

-siqin

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Friday, July 28, 2006 5:00 PM ♥


being so tird lately finally decided not to learn di zi any more really cannot play plus i m being really confused i thought i wan to ply di zi for the SYF then the instructor ask mii play liu qin haiz gettin more complicated so the best is stop learning di zi better concentrate on one only feel quite upset actually could not ply well plus ply until so noisy now ll confuse others cuz now one of my junior wan ply di zi then one go shen then wan need go ... ... so messy so i beter dun get involved in any tat's the best thing qi still learning her di zi and she ply quite well except a little bit noisy but still consider ok couldn't really handle a lot o things in one go n i guess the only solution is to give up on some maybe but definately not my studies really although i feel sick n tired of it m i being fickle or wat i dun noe n i dun wish to noe i ll just be my self n do wat i think is rite for mii bless mii~

-siqin

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Thursday, July 27, 2006 7:18 PM ♥


2day learn how to blow the di zi at first instructor dun let mii change wan but i relly vry interseted in learnin di zi wat quite difficult to blow loh sometimes got no sound must used a lot of energy lack of oxygen felt giddy hands numb ... ... 2moro still ve chemistry DT quite busy but still can manage hope can rest durin weekend 2moro o so ve C.O practice but plyin the liu qin first cuz just practice those songs n just learn di zhi dunno anythin so must work quite hard loh actually i was thinkin whether i should change my instrument a not but if i dun change then my junior ll ve to go change their instrument i dun think tis is fair to them btw learnin new things is one of my hobby i think so

-siqin

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most ' luckily' day ?

Wednesday, July 26, 2006 8:22 PM ♥


dam 'luckiy' 2day i ll say at PE lesson which is the first period injuried my knee-cap when plyin captain ball second time to hurt myself in sch frienz kept surroundin mii ask mii whether i m alrite a not at first still okay then become more painful didn noe tat it was bleedin look so disgusting x.r accompany mii to the sick bay to get plaster omg the sch so budget i wonder how long has the plaster being put there so disgusting didn dare to use it so painful when walkin 2day came home quite late cuz got rehersal for the STD got to stay back so tired being so busy tis week from mon to fri hope i can get a gd rest by not reading through any books hope so veing C.O 2moro so goin to stay till 6 pm again couldn't be even tired

'S'i 'Q'i'n

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my stressful life

Tuesday, July 25, 2006 5:02 PM ♥


being so stressful lately partiallybecuz of my DT did not ve enough sleep so always look so sleepy n often sleep in claz no choice canot concentrate well in claz wat 2day EL lesson ve 2 give speech just give a short one cuz ve not prepare yet so, 'in fifteen yrs time, ... ...' 2day Geo DT so difficult duno a lot duno how 2 calculate the gradients lose 4 marks already so sad won't score well already n my EL DT dun think i ll pass cuz my EL really sux 2day is the begining hungary ghost festival, goin 2 be creepy especially for mii who is so timid i ll be afraid of the dark i fear of tis festival in my whole life feelin dam stress n tired didn ve enough rest i soon goin 2 be sick, i guess 2moro ll be a more tiring day 4 mii ve lesson until 2.30pm some more got rehersal aw... ... really hope i can run away from all the problem ... ...

>>> Si Qin

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hatez...

Sunday, July 23, 2006 10:04 AM ♥


goin 2 be extremely tired 2moro cuz got EL DT then must go 4 the rehersal 4 the performance on national day eve then must go 4 tution sound so tiring and it is cannot rest n ve 2 sleep late 2 do my hw hatez Mon n Wed cuz tired days study all the way n Tue still ve 2 stay bck 2 go through holiday hw so tired wan loh 2day ve 2 stay at home study 4 2moro EL DT duno wat ll the functional writin be report or wat hope won't fail my EL cuz i noe tat my EL is the worst among all other subject s so better pass to acheive gd result but quite lazy recently duno y maybe just dun feel like doin anythin x-cept watchin TV programme Tue got Geo DT on map-reading duno got include market gardening a not cuz tat wan ve to mermorise dun feel like goin 2 sch but cannot cuz Mon is definately not my day feel so bored n tired all day long ... ...

-siqin

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Thursday, July 20, 2006 8:54 PM ♥


fine day, i ll say x-cept quite disappointed when realise tat i fail my holiday assignment nvm still can redo n might pass durin lesson goin 2 fall asleep again always the same things too tired 2 pay attention in claz but lucky no one notice tat always slept at around 12+ cuz watch TV n sometime got hw 2 do 2day sch end much more early cuz cher not feelin well so can go off early went 2 the second floor 2 wait 4 some of my other frienz wait 4 them 2 ve our lunch 2gether as a group saw x.l takin claz photo look so fun waited 4 s.q 2 go 4 lunch went 2 bubble tea shop spent some time ovewr there chattin durin sessional practice didn really practice just tellin jokes n givin riddle too tired can't ply time pass really fast n i still ve not do any of my hw later still ve 2 watch my favourite drama at channel 8 if only time ll stop there n i can spent 24 hr on com but anyway tat's not possible i m sure of tat maybe jus tke things easy i ll say been so unlucky recently receivin unknown call from other countries so creepy wat should i do

-siqin

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006 4:44 PM ♥


life gettin more n more complicated 2day durin PE lesson learn how 2 ply floor ball quite fun especially the match between green n blue we manage to beat the blue house at the end of PE lesson i was so exhausted can't imagine still got so many lesson lined up 4 mii went 2 ITLR ? durin EL lesson ve 2 start prepare 4 my speech goin 2 be mi soon 2 more pp dun noe wat 2 talk about but nvm now still can relax durin chem went lab do pratical on reactivity of metals still okay x-cept quite borin then MT got compo quite difficult i ll say no confidence in passin it's always like tat a lot of work ve not do yet wonder y is tat so maybe i too lazy to do anythin maybe so lazy a lazy panda, i think i ll be

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Sunday, July 16, 2006 9:45 AM ♥


just woke up at 8.50am cuz wanted watch TV later surprise 2 see tat i got 1 miss call thinkin' who would ve call mi' 2 bad not able 2 locate who isit tat looks like a no. of public phone more i guess nvm later go call n check 2day wake up quite early since i slept at almost 1 am yesterday only rest 4 7h 5omin feel a little bit tired goin 2 be panda soon so tired 2moro need 2 go to sch liao feel so xianz especially wed time-table had 2 study until 2.30pm some more recess at 9+ so got a lot of lessons linin up 4 us feel so sick n tired of it 2moro i still got tution then must rush home immediately 2 watch superband but luckly my dad drivin mii home cuz my sis go 4 tuition at 7.30pm after mine becuz of the bio thinggy ve 2 stay up until 11.30pm 2 watch result 4 thte superband which end at 12am
mi lu bin rck~

-siqin

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