Monday, November 20, 2006 
12:56 PM ♥
You're supposed to get below 30 points in total tobe considered an angel[guai kai] n if its over..youare a DEVIL[pai kai]. - in nicer words.
[x]=yes [ ]=no [?] dunno
1) smoked b4 [ x] -> just 1 puff (be4 i noe God)
2) drink alcohol b4 [x ]
3) slept with someone of the opposite sex [ ]
4) slept with someone of the same sex [x] -> my sis
5) gotten into any fights [ x] ->fight wif my sis
6) kissed someone of the opposite sex b4 [ ]
7) kissed someone of the same sex b4 [ ]
8) had someone in your room of the opposite sex [ ?] ->my cousin
9) scold vulgarities [ x] ->be4 i noe God
10) bought porn [ ]
Total: 5
11) take drugs b4 [ ]
12) hate going to the doctors [ ]
13) lied to your parents [x] ->i ll repent!!
14) lied to a friend [x]-> not purposely, i ll repent
15) sneak out of the house [ ?]
17) cut yourself [ X]->be4 i noe God
18) hurt someone [x] -> not purposely but i ll repent
19) wished someone to die [ ]
20) seen someone die [ ]
Total: 4
21) missed curfew [ ]
22) stayed out all night [?]
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself [ ]
24) been to a therapist [ ]
25) been to rehab [ ]
26) dyed your hair [ ]
27) received a ticket [? ]
28) been in a wreck [ ]
29) been to a club [ ]
30) been to a bar [ ]
Total: 0
31) been to a wild party [x]
32) seen the Mardi Gras [ ]
33) had a fight [? ]
34) had a spring break in Florida [ ]
35) sniffed anything [ ]
36) wore black nail polish before [ ]
37) wore wrist bands [x]
38) wore t-shirts with band names [ ]
39) wore black eyeliner [x ]
40) own a 50 cent CD [ ]
Total: 3
41) hugged someone of the opposite sex [X ]
42) hugged someone of the same sex [x]
43) gone out with someone of the opposite sex [x]
44) gone out with someone of the same sex [x]
45) stole something [ ]
46) been too drunk to remember anything [ ]
47) blacked out [? ]
48) fainted [ ?]
49) had a crush on your neighbour [ ]
50) had someone else snuck into your room [ ]
Total: 4
51) snuck into someone else's room [ ?]
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex [ ]
53) had gone and watched movies with friends [x]
54) dry humped someone [ ]
55) been called a sl*t [ ]
56) called someone a sl*t[ ]
57) installed speakers in your car [ ]
58) broke a mirror [ ]
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house [? ]->cousin
60) brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush [ X]->use my sis
Total: 2
61) consider Mac,Dr Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper [ ]
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters []
63) going out with friends to the mall [x]
64) skipped school [x ] ->my parent say once is still ok
65) had an eating disorder [x ]->dosen't wan 2 eat
66) had hurt yourself b4 [?]
67) gone to court [ ]
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying[ ?]->someone pay 4 mii
69) caught something on fire [ X]-> when i was young
70) lied about your age [ ]
Total:4
71) owned an apartment [ ]
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend [ ?]
73) cheated with someone [ ]
74) got in trouble with the police [ ]
75) talked to a stranger [x]
76) hugged a stranger [ ]
77) kissed a stranger [ ]
78) rode in the car with a stranger [ ]
79) been sexually harassed [ ?]->in the past
80) been verbally harassed [? ]-> in the past
Total: 1
81) met face to face with someone you met online [x]
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight [ ]
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours[ ]
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight [ ]
85) been to a fair [x]
86) been called a bad influence [ ]
87) been cursed [ ]
88) prank called someone [x] ->plyin wif frienz
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex [ ]
90) cheated on a test [ ]
Total: 3
91) cheated on homework [ ]
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex [x]
93) wants to be dead [ ]
94) cuts yourself b4 [x ]->vry long time ago
95) hate yourself [ ]
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you [ ]
97) had a crush on someone younger than you[ ]
98) worn eyeliner [ x]
99) worn contact lense [ ]
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt [ ]
Total: 3
GRAND TOTAL: 29
erm.. at least still consider as guai
-siqin
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my poor hamster
Sunday, November 19, 2006 8:23 PM ♥
2day i cry cuz another hamaster die again tis is the second time my hamaster die again n is one of my favourite he is bitten to death by another hamaster which had killed another hamaster recently i know it when i return home just now from dinner poor thing he must ve die due to loss of blood tat time the other hamaster die i was not realli tat sad becuz tat hamaster was already ill so maybe dieing earlier ll be a relief to hit suffering but tis time i m distraught realli sad n my sis n my mum cried he is very young n cute n had been plyin wif him earlier in the afternoon R.I.P i realli feel like cryin rite now when postin tis entry i shouldn't ve gone for dinner n maybe tis ll not ve happen y r all tis thing happenin? i dun understand n i m realli so tired of tis so i thinkin of givin the rest of the hamaster to my frienz so if u al wan then tell mii to prevent more sad things from happenin if u al wan then tell mi then i can give u 2gether wif the cage kk i just hope god ll bless my 2 poor hamaster n may thy go up to the heaven :(
siqin
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006 10:26 AM ♥
finally return from my holiday to genting 3D2N ya realli ve a lot of fun there n breakthrough in my life
Day 1
leave my house at 9am cuz go genting ll take abt more than 5h ya leave s'pore then go to the malaysia highway on the highway there is nothin 2 do except seein oil palm plantation so boring leh stopped at melaka for lunch the trip took 9 hr when we finally reach mountain top it was cold realli cold mii n siqi were in a different room as our parent cuz no room left le we went around to shop wow the indoor entertainment was realli cool we went to have our dinner first and guess wat we see we saw a shark model which claimed to be the largest shark ever caught by rod then went to play pool actually i duno how to ply wan cuz long time didn ply le but my father vry gd loh keepin winning but he got teach mii oso in conclusion i m not suitable to ply pool then went to snow world to ply wif 'snow' had to wear the jackets n gloves provided it was realli vry cold -1C mii n qi ply snowwar n the slide oso got eat ice-cream inside damm cold it was fun after tat went to ply arcade exchange the token for 1 towl n bookmark soon we gotbck to our hotel to rest
Day 2
went to ve the breakfast it realli taste awful but i try to finish it then went to ply indoor n outdoor game le but as it was rainin it becuz colder n colder first went to ply boating where we had to padddle contin' to move then oso go for th e pirate train which is not scarely at all then antique car the petrol used is indeed very smelly oso go for dinosaurland n matahari which is ferris wheeli was quite childish cuz oso went to ply double deck carousel n spinner but i can't believe tat i played spaceshot it is a rapid vertical ascent and descent ride i sat between my sis n father n when it started to go up i start regretting went we reach the top i cannot see anyone below xcept clouds really scarey then it release a loud sound n descend at a extreme fast speed i think i shouted the loudest cuz realli vry scared so pai seh but luckily no one noe mii haha then go for the indoor ride i like rio float best it is a ride moving mid-air in the hotel wif colourful light wow so beautiful especially when at nite oso ply ferris wheel n reindeer crusier as well as venice gondola which is a boat moving around the indoor park cool tis is the first time i try somethin liddat n of course 4D motion master it is a 3D animation like + sense of touch u can feel water droplet on u cuz there is one machine which spray vapour when necessary at nite is pavaillon time watch mysteria performance vry entertaining too tired so miin qi headed bck to hotel while my parent visted casino n go for a cup of coffee
it was realli a fun trip realli wished i dun ve to come bck again haha but bought a few things bck from there but i realise tat i m realli afaid of height in conclusion genting is fun
pai seh unable to upload photo taken over there
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Saturday, November 11, 2006 6:58 PM ♥
today went for service vry fun except ve to leave early cuz tomorrow goin genting le so sad not able to go for the camp so sad took a mrt home but got one incident shocked mii of course at the mrt got 1 guy ask if i can give him my hp no. cuz his frienz wanna make frienz wif mii mah erm ... i was like ... but the funny thing is that before he approach mii he was like quite shy liddat walk a few round le then go bck then come bck again well i was shocked when he suddenly stand in front of mii askin for my hp no. cuz his frienz like all starin at mii of course i won't believe tat it is purely just to make frienz wan so better stay away did the best thing by rejectin his request but still feel pai seh lah maybe i got harden heart in tis area cuz got bad experience mah yup so better dun let history repeat again yup i goin tomorrow le but i a little bit sick got flu due to "sandstorm" then got a little sore throat all the best to mii then
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Friday, November 10, 2006 6:33 PM ♥
my pet hamaster die today o sad . . . = (
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6:10 PM ♥
today is realli fun go to perform at the NKF building just a small performance but at least can gain experience wat yup when goin there everyone has to squeeze wif the instrument cuz got only 1 bus pathetic but at least i got myself a sit dun nid to stand ve our lunch there chicken rice so give a lot of chilli to cai juan haha yup but we got ours bck dun bully her after lunch get ready for performance still ok later join the audience to watch the other performances so-so loh but i like most is refreshment the ice-cream so yummy everyone went rushing for it haha actually want to get one more but no time le got to go for the tour le so quickly stuff the cream puff into my mouthwat i hate most is the bus got 'sandstorm' choke mii six of us went to create one but end up with our hand dirty yucks so disgusting loh it was raining so share umbrella not enough so some got to squeeze a little didn't include much detail but realli got a lot more jokes there even more interesting n funny oso got tat little gift from the NKF too bad i still ve tution later
-siqin
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Saturday, November 04, 2006 9:21 PM ♥
yoz so happy 2day extremely happy cuz one of my contact came 2 church n convert ! cannot believe it i was so happy wow i bring someone 2 noe god most importantly i just noe her on last thur when evax yup i m really overjoy when she told mii tat she wanna receive christ into her life without vein 2 talk 2 her abt it first yippee tis really encourage mii anyway after service she went bck so mii n caijuan accompany her 2 mrt be4 we go 4 generation meeting yup over there share my testi i was so encouraged went 4 dinner after tat wif thy all realise tat sally like goong too especially yul o so likje death note wow finally found someone like mii crazy abt all this maybe not crazy also celebrate felicia spiritual birthday at s11 2day is really wonderful 4 mii then went back wif melissa,siew ling,melody,cai juan + 2 other girlz well cannot remember their name yet nvm just return home waited 4 the bus 4 so long anyway 2day service is indeed fun i enjoyed it !
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006 9:41 PM ♥
-siqi
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 5:56 PM ♥
recently always go home late cuz no one stay at home later i go study again so better stay away from my bks mt ec still ok at least learn somethin know how 2 understand compre n doin it at least can sit wif my frienz 2moro wan then xian le goin sit in e arrangement so xianz unfair unfair y can't i choose where i sit others can choose loh y i must sit at tat place after mt went 2 mac 4 lunch n 4 shepherdin yup so fun met mary then went look for job accompany them o so hope to get one wanted to gain experience workin seem interestin ya dun think i can go breakthrough camp haiz all becuz of e chem e.c
bought i-magzine cuz got goong as cover page !!!
anyway waiting for part 2 of death note
death note rox !
-siqin
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Thursday, October 26, 2006 1:17 PM ♥
yesterday went for cg vry fun even though i did not ve any role mag taught mii, cai juan n melissa to ply guitar although learn before but vry long time didn practise so i was very blur everythin was forgotten we lose the game so i was mage 2 be part of the 'animal' walk i act as a rabbit at least better than as a pig yup i went home at around 8pm + didn watch goong since i ve already watch before watch television programme 4 abt 2 h than went 2 do my work until 1am+ couldn sleep thinkin of the problems anyway i gotten my report bk done fair, at least did not dissapoint my parents sometimes i do wonder y i still feel so stress even though its after exam feel so stress tat as if i m still taking my exam maybe i m a little bit crazy or wat well my holiday has been packed wif e.c , tution, etc etc if only i no longer nid 2 study . . .
siqin
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death notes
Monday, October 23, 2006 8:31 PM ♥
"Death Note" !!!
went to watch it today at orchard tis movie very interesting n thrilling abt a student who had found a death notebook in which the person whose name is written in it ll die of heart attack it is abt a battle between Light n L who ll win ??? anyway the god of death look special
wish i do own one
God of death do nothing except eating apples
Light & L rox . . .
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Friday, October 20, 2006 5:09 PM ♥
today went for C.O practice among the 50+ members only 19 had bother to trn come so sad continue with my sheng except instructor want mii to pick up the skills faster i was so nervous cuz my senior not coming so left mii to play alone with some solo parts ve to handle 3 notes at one time kept practising when there is time before C.O met up with cai juan for luch at the basement og century square the food quite nice n i had to lead prayer so nervous anyway i installed my camera hoping to play with tat for these past few days to entertain myself yup took a picture of myself first
mii while walking back home after C.O practice
nice shot !
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006 5:10 PM ♥
today join cai juan n some church frienz for lunch yup didn't eat much again cuz i dun feel like eating much so share a banana boat with melissa the ice-cream so nice yummie especially the cherry on top of the "boat" well i didn't take neoprint so waited outside with they all walked around cuz vry bored still must wait visit a shop selling model of comic character siqi just went to see herself here is where everythin start my watch was soundin so went to switch it off but suddenly realise some one standing behind me in evss uniform ... waited for a moment then turn to look again !!! almost scream !!! i thought i saw a "ghost" cai juan was standin there still staring at mii her face look so white i thought i saw "somethin" walao almost make mii scream realli give mii a bad fright so immediately walked out of the shop so scary she so bad purposely want to scare mii nvm must scare her somethin durin cg =p
siqin
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who noe wat is like to be so sick?
Friday, October 13, 2006 1:08 PM ♥
i m been havin a fever since yesterday, i still got to go for my a*math test. it is really so tired. i hav not taken in any food since yesterday,except havin a lot of medicine. i really can't eat as i vomit out everythin i eaten. i feel like i m a polar bear who is hibernatin, sleepin more than 12 hr a day. haiz... i think i will not be able to go for service 2morrow. so sad!
siqi..........
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GooNg fReak
12:20 PM ♥
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falling sick
Saturday, October 07, 2006 9:02 PM ♥
i m dying! fallin sick ... ... got fever tis morning around 37.7 around tat after ate medicine then feel a little bit better so go for service didn noe it wosern so durin praise n worshipp almost faint cannot put up a brave front anymore so i almost collapse couldn't pat attention to the whole process didn't take down much notes came back at around 6pm then went to sleep s.q then went to buy some sour tibit cuz feel like vomitin too tired to go down stair plus the haze making me feel so sick just went to see a doctorat 8pm ya, i m sure tat u won't believe tat i m down wth a fever 38.8 but still go rite blogger a little bit crazy doctor say he still do not noe wat wrong but definately not becuz of stress should be some kind of bacteria if my fever dun go down tis three day then got to go for blood test so scary dam worry afraid tat it ll affect my SA tis Monday or should i say aready affect me HELP... ...
siqin
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 3:55 PM ♥
who ever noe tat i m feelin depressed or feel troubled? i dun think one can tell maybe becuz of my 'acting' pretend to be when i m not i realise how my life had change from the beginin of the school till now i seem to lost myself in tis journey feeling really troubled right now partly becuz of exam ve to study for it maybe i found my life to be meaningless with too much effort on my school work now, i only waits for saturday to come i guess tat the only time i can really feel better i wonder why, why m i always alone when i m in trouble or feel lonely? or isit becuz no one was there n hence felt lonely? anyway i just hope tat exam ll end soon, soon be4 i collapse becuz of overstress so stress tat i don't feel like eating anything or is just don't feel like lasted for a few months tat my parents no longer find it weird anyway one won't die becuz there is no food to eat well, at least i m spiritually filled so tired, feel like sleeping didn't ve enough sleeep since i started sec3 my sleeping time changes from 10 h in the past to at most 6h now but durin exam better ve enough rest , if i can ...
God bless ... ...
SiQin
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haiz.....
2:38 PM ♥
haiz...exams r here so soon. how i wish i can hav more free time 4 entertainment. it is ss n maths p2 2morrow. so siah loh. how i wish i can enjoy my nice holiday. i m sort of happy tat i can communicate well wif pp, a bit of improvment. it is weird tat few months back, i hav problem in communicatin wif pp. just pp. it is so strange 4 me. i believe it is because i face 2 much on cmputer. xpecially on RPG games. maybe due 2 this, i rather live in a imaginary world. of course it is better than this cruel world. hmm.... i happy tat @ least i make a small improvement. BUT, somethin strange seems to bother me. i dunno if i m 2 tired or wat, i feel tat i m not myself. xspecially @ nite. tat is really weird. n then on e next dae, i dun remeber wat i say or did. IT IS REALLY DAMN STRANGE.... it nvr happen 2 me be4. weird,weird,weird... ...
siqi
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East Eccentri is form.....
Monday, October 02, 2006 9:39 AM ♥
finally..... EAST ECCENTRIC is form.( sorrie if spell wrong, pai seh). Hmmm..... i haven been to CG 4 quite some weeks already. Hmmm.... miss e fun a lot. I m havin exam now n is so damn busy right now. I believe i m not growin spiritually right now, hop God help me. It is rather sad 2 have almost not much fun in my life, not like wat i live to be. However, however, i hav my friens in church and have a follow upper in sch. If without them, i don't think i cannot continue. Yup! tat is about all 4 2day. I hop this saturday come quickly, i can't wait 2 worship God. I wish more pp would com n noe God, more believer in my sch loh. Hmm. tat is all 4 2day. Very confirm liao. God bless all of u!.....
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Sunday, October 01, 2006 10:24 AM ♥
yesterday went for service as usually despite exam stress anyway its exam time where i need to pray more for blessing i went to cut my hair as i have been feeling guility lately but don't ask me wat i don't wish to say just feeling so guility i think i change a lot have different thinking but i m still the same hope others can realise that i seem to be quite cheerful during the exam period even though i m quite stress or should be vry stress must remain positive =p ya. ya yesterday did't study much during study session then do hw at dinner as well as teaching others i will sure help them cuz i should help God's people isn't that so? today i don't think i will be studying with them cuz i m really so tired hope to stay at home to rest as well as to revise my s.s anyway i should not let exam stress overcome me but to overcome the stress itself be OVERCOMEr !!! lalala.... anyway still thinking of which ministry to join ... ...
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February 2006