Wednesday, March 31, 2010 12:26 AM


Credit to June for the following pictures
went out with CRM collegues last sunday
went ice-skating with Sam, June, Tracy, Shu Qin, Kok Bin & Zhi Yin
it was super fun even though i fell lots of time
and i did manage to skate on my own, this is like a big achievement for me
after that went to meet Zhen Yew for dinner
that is when i blur blur add too much chili into my food until i cannot take it
after that Ting Ting came for K-ing all the way until quite late
it was really funand I like my honey milk tea lotts <33




meet up with cuties last week and we had jap. food
i am so glad our taiwan trip is like almost going to settled, except more research work to be done

work has been taking most of my time such that I have hardly time for anything else
I manage to go jogging on tuesday night after work because I thought perspiring will help to kill my frustration
plus it also help me to lose weight, hopefully it does

yesterday didn't manage to exercise at all but went to have dinner or maybe supper at Bedok 85 there
I finally had my favourite Chai Chee porridge which is like super nice lor
looking forward to the lg later, I purposely swoop my shift for it because I realise that I have not attend service and lg for quite some time

feeling super sleepy now ~
siqin


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Friday, March 26, 2010 1:52 AM


It’s soon going to a month since the start of my work at Starhub. Work has been turning out better than what I have expected, and hopefully even better as time goes by. I’m so glad that there are more temporary staffs working as well, which apparently are the ones which I clique along with better. Now as this moment recalling what Angela has asked me, I am certain that I would not quit my job. Sometimes it is not about losing, but is about not giving up.

Apparently I was so pissed this afternoon with one of my customer who is obviously involved in a fraud case. There are really lots of fraud cases happening, whereby people sign up mobile lines to purchase the mobile phone, and then they re-sell it to other mobile stores. The worse thing is that these people breach the contract and refused to pay the early termination charges. I have even once encountered a blacklisted customer who hasn’t paid up the overdue payments which was like five years ago. It’s totally nonsense when this customer of mine handed me her phone to talk to the shopkeeper of the mobile store for re-selling purposes. I mean ‘Come on’, don’t make it so obvious that I have to call my manager out to talk to you! Seriously, I’m not sure if I should call this customer of mine being ‘smart’ or a ‘moron’.

-siqi

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Wednesday, March 24, 2010 12:54 AM


i was overwhelmed by emotion today
sorry to spoil the entire k atmosphere and made so many people worried for me
it has nothing to do about pp suan-ing me because i didn't take them seriously
you all are just playing with me
thank lot as well as sorry to Sam, June & Ting Ting
you all keep calling me but i didn't pick up the call, made you run all around the mall to find me
sorry to kok bin also cause i think i spoil the fun and it is really nothing to do with your jokes
sorry to those who were there for the k session, i spoiled the fun
thank bennie for talking to me and sorry for disturbing you so suddenly
give me some time to recover
i will be fine soon

siqin

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Monday, March 22, 2010 11:40 PM


enjoyed the dinner with the cuties at Pu Tian
the food is still not bad
sorry to make the cuties wait for me because i have forgotten to take my wallet, i left it in the office
when i realise that, my first reaction is FML
looking forward to meeting the cuties again this week =P

i wanted to sleep after blogging
but all because of SHIYU 's blog quiz, i am going to do it
but before that,
to shiyu: Actually i don't think i am that strong. Is because i have so many people around me who really give a lot of support to me. The cuties are definitely one of them. lurbb ya ^^

1. Do you have wide groups of friends?
okay, not too big nor small.

2. If you’re in trouble, will your friends ‘fly’ over to help you immediately?
some friends will really fly to help me and that happened before !!! gdll.

3. Will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends?
yes, especially if it is for super close friends

4. Do you believe in Best friends, BFFs , or that everyone’s equal?
BFF exists !!! and i have a few of them

5. Do you think that a straight & a woman can just be a platonic friends?
i think it is possible.

6. Do you have a male friend that you can trust with almost everything?
nope. I kind of resist guys for dunno whatever reason. But there are definitely spme guys whom i am willing to share with.

7. Do you think that friends should tell each other everything?
maybe not to that extent. but if they want to say it, they will.

8. If your friends are in trouble, what will you do?
help !!!

9. In future, if your friends get married and ask you to be their best men/bridesmaid, will you agree?
of course, it is going to be so fun !!!

10. What if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?
unlikely because i dun see anyone as my enemy in the first place

11. What will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?
i will be super duper hurt and i may not be able to trust the friend as much as before again.

12. If your friend snatch away your boyfriend, will you still be a friend or hate him/her completely?
well it depend on the situation.

13. What if there is a boy/girl that have liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that he/she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help him/her?
sure, it will be fun =)

14. Do your parents think that your friends are a bad influence?
i don't think so.

15.What will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?
super sad. but unless it is really a must, i will not be willing to do so.

16. If your friend organize a once in a life time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go? Will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/Don’t go?
i will try to bribe my parents but if it doesn't work then i can only sneak out.

17. How will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?
good

18. Define friendship.
It is believing, trusting and helping the people whom you love.

19. Name 20 people whom you can think right now. Don’t read the questions until you named the 20 people.At the end, choose 5 people to do this.
1.Shiyu
2.Alwina
3.Ai Hui
4.ZiXu
5.Sherilyn
6.Shee Ting
7.Ying Ying
8.Shih Ching
9.June
10.Pui wah
11.Zhu Yin
12.Amanda
13.Xinyi
14.Cai Juan
15.Khayne
16.Zhang Yi
17.Dickson
18.Wei En
19.Sean
20. Vincent

What will you do if you never meet no. 1?
OMG then my life will not be so intersting because Shiyu is so funny ^ ^ coming to the serious part, she has always been very supportive to me and mean a lot to me.

What if no. 9 & no. 20 dated.
they dunno each other in the first place so this is unlikely to happen.

Will no. 6 & no. 17 date?
don't think so. they duno each other very well arh.

Describe no. 3.
Ai Hui is a very supportive friend of mine throughout my jc life. Always listening to my trouble and help me along. She also help me a lot in my studies. Although a bit violent, but i still lurb you
Describe no. 7
Ying Ying is super funny and entertaining because sometimes i dun know what she is doing or thinking. Someone easy to talk to and relate to. Lurb her as my sister of christ.

Do you know any of no.12’s family
nope.

What will you do if no.18 confess to you that he/she likes you
the first thing i thot was NO because i can recall what they said in the past, if Wei En sin too much he will end up marrying Nicole. That was what i remembered. =P

15 speaks?
alien language. just kidding he is like the jie mei with the cuties lorh

How old is no.16?
18

When is the last time you spoke to no.13?
the last AYF outing aka her b'dea celeb. long time no talk to her and AYF peeps le !!! got to meet to meet up soon k

Who is no.2 favorite band or singer.
I not sure but last time there is quite a few cai chun jia song in her hp.

How did you meet no. 14?
though my sis in the NYAA bronze camp. I talked to her because she was sitting directly behind me. I thought it was better to know more people. Soon, she became my shepherd. ^ ^

Would you ever date no. 4?
NO !!! i am straight okay

Would you ever date no. 1?
hmmm . . .
was thinking to make someone jealous but i dun think it will work at all . . .

Is no. 19 single?
should be

Would you ever be in a relationship with no.11?
no. she is another nice sis in christ. =)

School of no. 3?
currently working and not studying. used to be from TPJC, same as me. because we are in the same class throughout.

Where does no. 6 live?
bedok

What is your favourite thing about no.5?
we watch common drama and we can talked about it w/o having to worry about each other not knowing it.

Have you seen no. 2 naked?
I dun wan to see. thanks.

What is no. 8’s nickname?
see-jing ( sound around there)

5 ppl to do this survey:
1) WHOEVER2) THATS3) READING 4) THIS5) NOW

ps: i copied the same as what shiyu wrote on her blog
too tired to think now, got to sleep soon
siqin

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11:07 PM


I guess it must have been insanity that drives me nuts over the anime Gankutsuo: The count of Monte Cristo. I am so proud about myself finishing the entire anime with less than two days time. The 24 episodes anime is so captivating that I’m more than willing to forgo my sleep so that I can finish 18 episodes on the first day. It’s a super nice anime that worth watching.





Sometimes it's really nice when there is an open ending leave for our imagination. But for this anime, i really want to know how the exact way the story should end.
-siqi

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12:30 AM


have i said that i finally bought a new handphone, samsung jet
though it is not really a new model but at least it is still quite user-friendly
and on the first day i sent 60 plus sms with it because i got unlimited sms


credit to both Aihui & Shiyu
6 cuties forever <>totally in love with this pig eh ^^

thank Dear for picking me up after work on saturday
i realise this is the first time i post such things on blog =P

it was really a fun day, especially when we go to the monkey area there
i have never seen monkeys so close-up before =P
the way they behave is so funny

and definitely thank for the flower because it was really unexpected =p
this rose has a special meaning to both of us
and i am glad that you actually remembered it
siqin


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Sunday, March 21, 2010 9:24 PM


I come across this inspiring short story as I am reading the ‘Chicken Soup for the Christian Soul.
As quoted from the story submitted by Sister Mary Rose McGeady, Covenant House:
“On the street I saw a small girl cold and shivering in a thin dress, with little hope of a decent meal. I became angry and said to God: ‘Why don’t you do something about it?’ For a while God said nothing. That night he replied, quite suddenly:’ I certainly did something about it. I made you.’

I attended the Adult service at Nexus this morning with Nicole, and it was surely worthy to sacrifice my sleep. I never felt appreciative when I used to be available to attend the youth service on the Saturday afternoon. Ever since I started working, I begin to value my attendance for services even more. I was so blessed that time when I can attend service almost every Saturday afternoon.
Today’s sermon was definitely awesome when Pastor Jeff was the preacher for the service. The sermon definitely struck me hard and deep after realizing how critical and judgmental I am. I do realize for a very long time that I have problem trying to love other, in fact, I find it difficult to live for others more than myself. Many times some people are just suckers and motherfuckers who do not deserve me to be nice. Crap.

-siqi

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Friday, March 19, 2010 1:05 AM


I can finally understand how people used to tell me that ‘devotion to work’ can be a form of escapism. In fact, the idea of going to the university hasn’t been passing through my mind these days when I was so caught up with work almost every day. At least my heart lightens.

My heart sunk deep when Raphael ask me if I was applying for tertiary education in polytechnics. Oh man! I was totally being dragged back to the cruel reality that I’m in a deep shit situation. I could hardly make it to a local university! Things got worse when it comes to facing the many zeros for the school fees. How I wish I was born in the rich family so that I wouldn’t have to worry about my education fees! Seriously, I have no idea how my parents are going to cough out that huge sum of money for both me and sis.

It sucks to screw up your result. It sucks when you feel like you are sucking hell lots of money from your parents because you need to study in private university. Seriously, money is the root issue now.

-siqi

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Sunday, March 14, 2010 4:14 PM


Sorry cuties for not joining you all to the NUS open house because I won't be applying for NUS at all! But is okay, still meeting this week to settle our Taiwan trip !!! =D

Sleep all the way till like 12pm when Uncle and Auntie just drop by. Had my breakfast aka lunch then went to teach Aunt how to do the Alphabet. ( i have been cutting those alphabet in the office lately) She wanted to learn too because she saw me doing it during the family reunion dinner.
*hint hint* I was still doing the alphabet thinggy on the eve of CNY. GDLL right??? ^^

read the newspaper because I am so not updated in the Jack Neo's scandal.
I took notice of the following:
" If love is only real and present in the good times, then it it not true love."
I think this is really true. (double liked)
practice the guitar song and I am still way below Siqi's standard. Like that how to perform for him??? I think I really need spend more time practicing.

I welcomed like 3 formal dresses, 3 casual dress, about 4 tops and 5 belts into my wardrobe. So now my wardrobe is like in a big mess. Spent a deal of time trying the clothings and folding them sorting them up into different classification.Not forgetting my new pair of shoes and bag that I bought during the Charles and Keith Sale. But don't worry I am controlling my spending already because I need save up for the Taiwan trip.

watching random MV online
btw, Lady Gaga's telephone MV is quite interesting( or as usual abstract)
I am addicted to that song already

siqin

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Saturday, March 13, 2010 8:31 PM


went for NTU open house today
it was really crowded and saw quite a few familiar faces there
i have decided the courses i want to apply
have not done my essay yet and i will do it tonight
i will squeeze my brain juice and put in my 101% because I am SIQIN !!!

i don't know why the picture appear to be so small but the two mascots behind is like so cute
i shook hand with one of them too ^^
travel all the way back, super far
so i tell myself i must stay in the hostel to save travelling time
after that went to tea dot for a drink
like the drink lotts because it is like so special, i like the COOKIE taste !!!
must go there again ^ ^looking forward to the taiwan trip with the cuties
looking forward to getting a new phone soon

saw this video on fb and i immediately went to like it
the music is like so nice
btw, i have decided NOT to apply for the MOE teaching scholarship
just like what i told some of the people, i am doubting myself
i doubt if this is the path i want to take
super confuse but i will not regret my decision
currently waiting for someone to come back . . . . . .
siqin

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Friday, March 12, 2010 12:45 PM


Xinyi's birthday celebration aka AYF meet-up
a simple dinner yet I enjoyed it very much
lurbb you all lotts <3
thank xinyi for tagging me the photo on facebook










i am bored at work
siqin

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12:15 PM


i HATE cats!!!!!!


It’s so freaking annoying yesterday when a lost cat came wandering along the corridor in the middle of the night. I was so disturbed when the lost cat keeps meowing every now and then. Initially I thought I was hallucinating because the ‘meowing’ of the cat does not sound like a cat, more like a very sad kind of cry from an infant. So, I went back to sleep. The ‘meowing’ of the cat then once again disturbed me from my sleep at around 4am. This time, I went to take a peek outside the window and saw this small cat hiding under my neighbor’s shelf. At that moment, I really wished I have kept a barking dog that can scare the lost cat away. All because of this lost cat, my off way from work is so ruined.

The worse scenario was about to come when I woke up in the late morning around 11am. I was told that the lost cat has been poo-ing along the corridor, stinking up the entire place. It really adds on to the horror I have! I totally lose my appetite for lunch.

I have lodged a complaint to the ‘culprit’ owners and they have already tried to clear up the place. Even though so, I still feel damn grossed. I need to puke.

-siqi

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Thursday, March 11, 2010 12:02 AM


I went to cut my hair at K image after work today
thank dear for accompanying me and giving me advice on how i should do up my hair
i have been super insecure about my hair ever since dear and zhen yew commented my hair during the BSS training
tada . . . at least i feel more secure now
after

before

i must say that the hair stylist who cut my hair looks quite handsome
aside the fact that i don't quite understand what he say at first

siqin's first ever ice-cream re-treat
went to find dear on Monday after work
went to eat ice-cream at ICE
the cuties must go there one day okay and have the ice-cream TOGETHER !!!
if i remember how to go there in the first place ^^


have been trying to personalise my own desk all these while
already put my name on the tag
stick lots of things on the board
i must say that my table is like super messy in the afternoon because i leave things everywhere on my table
the worst was when i was the only A.A on friday
i literally fill my desk with modit firms =P

cheesecake re-treat after the release of A level result
I have decided in what course to take but will only apply after going for the uni open house
I am so excited because I am signing new mobile line soon
this means new no. and new phone !!!
but i still have no idea what phone i should take
got to thank the starhub peeps for entertaining my questions because i wanted to ensure that it is worth the money
off to watch 下一站,幸福 ep 21 (final)
siqin

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Tuesday, March 09, 2010 12:30 AM


thank ShiYu for her efficiency in uploading the pictures on facebook
so that i don't need to hint hint and have my name on her blog =P

Happy Belated Birthday, my dearest Alwina !!!
lurbb you lotts XOXO






really glad to meet out with the rest of the peeps too
because super long time no see them, even during the day of release of result
I am really a fortunate girl because there are so many people around me who are concern about me. I know that I will never be alone because there are people who will always be there by me. Thank to all those who message or called me that day when I somehow posted my frustration online. I know you people care for me and I am very touched by it.
I am very touched too for whatever my dear has done for me
Sometimes I am still quite formal with you because whatever you did is like a bonus to me, something I never expect it from you. Because it is really more than what I deserve.
And likewise I am willing to do the same thing for you
Siqin

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Friday, March 05, 2010 11:11 AM


i was looking for some distraction
and tada . . . a new blogskin to ease my anxiety =p

siqin

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Thursday, March 04, 2010 1:40 AM


thank Shi Yu for posting the pictures
now i know who has been reading my blog post all the while =)




thank gals for your company all the while
went to meet AYF today after work to celebrate xinyi's belated birthday
simple dinner plus lots of chit chat and playing session
had a lot of fun with you gals
I know you gals since i am in secondary school and this friendship shall continue to go on & on okay ^^
everything is like great for me now
so many people around me who care & love me so much
and i love them lots as well
but somehow some stuff just struck me so hard just now while i was surfing the net
i know that i am just thinking too much
but this doesn't stop the pain it inflicted on me
i feel that i am just out looking for trouble
siqin

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