Bows, ribbons and blood.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010 10:56 PM ♥

Random uploading of pictures

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Genting 3D2N trip

Sam's Birthday Chalet

Last Day of work in StarHub

Meet up with June at Orchard Area + Jap. food for dinner

My Birthday surprise for Sam

my self-decorated cake =)

Went for medical check up at NTU with Sherilyn and Shi Yu today

Went Starbucks for coffee re-treat aka Dinner at the usual place with the Cuties =)

Thanks everyone for your concern and advice these days. Love ya. XOXO.

siqin

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1:37 AM ♥

I have done according to God's way but it still doesn't work out. I am not going to be bothered by it anymore. I will move on because I know deep down in my heart that God has seen my heart, my intention to make things work for everyone.

God will make a way, when there seems to be no way !!!

siqin

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Wednesday, June 23, 2010 9:15 PM ♥

Helplessness
+
Hopelessness
+
Guilt
+
Emo-ness
+
Frustration
+
Tiredness
+
Pain
+
Hurts

= SIQIN

I don't need people to pity me, I just want to release the sense of frustration within me. That's all.

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2:12 AM ♥

Last Sunday's 'NYP family Day' was totally awesome! Even though i did not feel so well in the morning, but i never fail to turn up for the event. How could i ever missed it when i was so anticipated for the event to come, to the extent that i didn't sleep the night before. I'm such a moron!Even though some accidents do occur, i still enjoyed myself overall. I had a great time talking to people and also having fun playing games with them. I was really proud that i didn't get wet during the beach games (apparently people knew that i was not feeling well, so no one attempt to get me wet) because mostly everyone does. DUH! Beach games without getting wet??!!

I love the NYP family!!

-siqi

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Saturday, June 19, 2010 8:59 AM ♥

Have been busy in my own world lately, going out after work almost everyday and haven't really being staying at home. I won't say things are fine for me because seriously they are not. I am bombed by all the ntu admission stuff and also caught up with my own things that I totally forgetten the fact that I do need time for myself and people around me too.

Firstly, my accomodation in NTU. I seriously don't want to stay in hostel but for the sake of the tution fee, I have to comply to the term and conditions of the scholarship that I am taking. I am sure I didn't tell much people that I actually gotten a scholarship from NTU. This is because I thought it will really be insensitive to go around to brag about having scholarship. C'mmon, I know how it feels like if I haven't gotten one because of not-so-good grades. And I really dread the idea of having to live in hostel, a totally unfamiliar envirnoment. Did I also mention that most of the people around me actually went to NUS instead and those who are in NTU usually will not want to stay in hostel. If I have a choice, I won't consider hostel at all okay. So now, I have to accept the face that I got to stay in NTU hostel for one whole year and up till now, I still can't find someone close enough to live together. Or should I just randomly sign up alone and got assign to live with someone I don't know at all.

I have never thought that friendship require so much commitment. I am too used to living life my own way. I do realise that I have been too caught up with my own stuff that I am neglecting many people around me. I did tried to do something about it and I did. I have already resigned and will be leaving the company next friday. But honestly, I was very hurt when I saw the message because I didn't know that I was such a b**** ( I meant I felt that way) and I wasn't preapred for it at all. Fine I tried to make an effort to msg some old classmates or friends after the incident. But I still feel super lousy.

This morning I manage to wake up on time but then forget to bring my hp out. And the problem is that I don't know if I have lost it outside or left it at Sam's house. Guess what, I need to meet June in the evening as well as follow up with some conversations. I feel so low now because my morning is so screw up.

Went to Sam's house on Monday night to give him a birthday-in-advance surprise. I was so glad that he didn't expect me to came up to him with a self-decorated cake. It is so difficult to decorate a cake okay. I almost ruined it when I did the icying, so I just spam the flower decoration onto the part that I almost ruined. Will post the photos soon after I recover my hp.

As for why I disappear from my desk yesterday for so long, I cried. I guess most people knew it went I came back because my eyes were like swollen. Thank for the concern, Ting Ting & Reng Fu. You two are very much appreciated !

siqin

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Friday, June 18, 2010 3:29 PM ♥

Holiday has started like so many days ago, and i just love it! The holiday suppose to be the so-called 'mugging' period for me, but i just realised that there have been so much things happening during the two weeks break that can keep me busy as well as being entertained. I do realised at the same time that i barely started studying, SHIT!!!!

Last Sunday was shopping with the Hubbers in town. We went to IT fair, ION Orchard, Takashimaya and 313. But the highlight would be the dinner at Heeren, Waraku.

Tuesday was a meet up at 10am in campus for the healthcare project with the PT and OT people. Awesome discussion which ended before 3 pm. Me, Fang Qi and Xinyi went to Causeway point to chill at Ya Kun Coffeeshop till the evening. After that was dinner at my aunt's place for dumpling festival celebration.

Wednesday was the best day of the week so far. It's the hubber's BBQ! I had a great time playing Band Hero (even though i suck at it) and also catching up with the hubbers. The BBQ was great with lots of food to spare, so no one left with an emptied stomach. And also thank God for Yang Wei who accompanied us back in the middle of the night. I think it's hard to find guys who are gentleman enough to do that.

Yesterday was my project meet for Sociology project. Yesterday was also the day i finally tasted the 'Cheese hotdog prata' at Kou fu!!!!! (i love it so much!!!) After project meet was lunch with Yi Fang, Jaz and Fang qi before i went 'mugging' at the level 5 North wing library. Later of the day was unit caregroup at block S tutorial room. I felt so blessed by the blulletin made by Belinda, and also the fun time i spent with the unit peeps. After the caregroup was supper with Hui mei and Rebecca at Ang Mo Kio hub. We chilled out so late that both Hui mei and I missed out last train home, so we cabbed home instead. What amazed me is that i happen to cab home before the clock strike 12am, so God help me to save the additional $2 taxi surcharge! Yipeee.....

-siqi