tuesday went back to TPJC to pass Mr Yeo my physic stuff. The JC 1 not in yet so the school is like super quiet. Met up with Siqi to have lunch at downtown east. We manage to cheat 2 student meal. Went shop shop at White Sand and I saw a dress that I really like. Too bad, no trying so I didn't buy it. Meet the cg for dinner aka discussion at the usual zi cha place. I like the zi cha there, cheap and nice. I had a nice time fellowship-ing with the peeps and want to thank God for Pui Wah for always lending me her ears to all my problems etc.
can't remember when I joined some of my collegues for dinner. Me and Ting Ting insisted of not siting at the medium of back seat since Sam was the driver. We had bad experience so no way I want to risk my life. Went all the way to Wan-Po (no idea the spelling) Grandma used to stay there. Had the dunno what steamboat which was kind of not bad. But too bad I didn't manage to have my po-piah because the po-piah there is really very nice ^^ I kind of spoil the mood half-way because I slipped into emo-ness again and thank Shee Ting for talking to me when I called because I was super troubled.
After work met Shiyu and Ai Hui for dinner because our working places are like so near. Walk all the way to da vincci because I missed the shuttle bus. Super tiring and hot. Get to know 2 of Aihui's collegues who are very fun people. After that met Shu Qin and Sam. Didn't know what is going on so I just followed them. Went to a Nana which is like super new to me. Drinking was terrible for me because I am super lousy. They keep asking me to drink and I was like " wo bu ke yi le ! wo bu ke yi le !" then fan myself scared I get very high. Well, I knew that I got kind of tipsy because I don't quite remember what happen after that. Maybe just bit and pieces of it. But I remebered that I couldn't walk to the restroom on my own, and actually not even go back on my own. I shall just stop this here because events that took place that day is abit stumbling.
When I woke up on Saturday morning, it was super terrible because I really felt very sick. I almost vomitted on the train if not for the candy in my bag. Met the AYF for Yan Qin's birthday celebration. We have not met up for like two years and I am super glad that we finally meet up again. Went for service after that together with them then chill a bit here and there. Went Plaza Singapura and there I go, shopping for clothes from cotton on again. Feel super bu hao yi shi because I made everyone wait for me super long as I go try the clothing. Sadly didn't have enough time to join them for dinner. Got to thank Sam for driving me to east coast park for the BBQ, organised by my collegues. It wasn't as bad as what I have thought because I thought there will be a large generation gap. Well, they are super nice people with lots of things to share. Got to identify some couples in the company. I don't know what gotten into me because I slipped into emo-ness again. I was super quiet throughout. After that went to the beach to play with the sea water and sand. It was really fun. I enjoyed the sharing part because at that point of time, I know that there is at least someone giving me the support. It helps a lot.
Yesterday barbeque birthday party for Wee Yang and Aloysius was pretty awesome. At least it turns out to be more entertaining than what i have imagine. For the first time, i took a bus ride from Dhoby Ghaut station to Parkway Parade which lasted around half an hour. The bus was freaking packed like crazy, i totally felt like a sardine! Worse, there was this toddler aka spoilt brat standing beside me which keeps pulling my jeans. This is why i hated kids a lot!!!!!
It was totally Phoebe’s idea of getting boxers for the two guys for their birthday present.Seriously, it totally can’t be Joanne or my idea. It’s freaking funny when three girls when to get boxers at the Men’s section. Fortunately, the sale person who attend to us was a lady, it really makes it less awkward for us though. Concluding the shopping experience, Phoebe owns!
We intentionally came late as we thought of going there late and leaving early. I expect it to be pretty bored there considering i only knew a few people who are attending as well. But it turns out to be pretty alright, in fact quite fun. It’s so funny when Dean keeps talking about the Ba Kwa, how he keep offering food to Phoebe. There was lots of interesting and hilarious conversation going on which keeps me entertain. Phoebe is Wee Yang’s ahem… … I think the fun part is when some of us went to play some card games and did some drinking as well. The alcohol is freaking burning man! I think it’s the first time for me to gulp down a 40 plus percent alcohol! Joanne and I got a bit tipsy after having around three shots (plus both of us drank Vodka before that) before we withdrawn from the game. I think it’s pretty wise of me to withdraw the game in time, if not i don’t think i can make it home man! Recalling about yesterday just keeps me laughing, i can’t imagine how i managed to make my way home when i can’t even walk straight by myself, my head was totally spinning like no one else business.
I need to thank Joanne’s parents for giving me a ride to Parkway Parade and also Phoebe who offer me a ride back to Tampines when she cabbed home. So, i got back home easily without me walking too much!!!!! Luckily i didn’t join Nicole and company for Tau Huey, or i guess i would have tons of problems getting home. I can’t imagine i need to walk all the way to Bugis MRT station by FOOT!
Have been working hard for the week Had a lot fun with my colleagues as I get to know them more StarHub people are nice ^^ Usually go home after work unless there are after work activities such as going for lifegroup on thursday after that went for dinner with shee ting, ying ying, siqi , vincent& wei en friday after work when for after work activities with my colleagues really glad that we are so close even though we know each other less than one month Er lang drove the 4 of us, me , Ting Ting, Sam & Kok Bin to vivo there join he and his gf for dinner at superdog before Sam drove us to east coast park for prawning went to pick up Shu Qin half way they totally bully me one lohx but they are still very nice people =D
we shared two rods, so take turn to catch
and I caught 3 prawns =D
I think the most interesting part is the breaking of the prawn's hand (maybe not hand) it is something I have never ever tried before this is also the first time I know that there are people who are social smokers
never thought that there are times where non-smoker smoke and they don't get addicted to it
after prawning is the grilling of prawns
it really feels good to eat the prawns you catch yourself
that is why I want to go prawning again next time
after that went Zhen Yew house for majong
I mostly watch them play because I am too noob le
but to prevent myself from dozzing off, I did play like 1 or 2
after that Sam drove me home before the rest of the guys head off
thank you so much !!!
went for youth service last sunday
again, I was very scared when the person beside me satrted to jump
the ground was like shaking vigorously
Bennie was telling us about this road just in front of starhub
it is really weird why they don't paint everything the same colour ( you know what i mean?)
Ai Hui's birthday dinner at Xin Wang cafe
the fried chocken cultlet there is nice de lohx
Shi Yu's birthday celebration at Settlers
we got that giant root beer float
Amanda's farewell at Changi Airport This movie is very nice
I think the male lead is very handsome ^^
I like Show in this drama
his mushroom head haircut is like so funny
went for shepherding at Centrepoint subway yesterday before service
on my way met sirvin at 313 there
went for service as usual then after thaty went to look for Ting Ting
chit chat a bit before I went look for the rest of the lg at plaza singapura foodcourt
then head back to le meridian with Pui Wah to meet Chia Ling & Althea for a project that the grad. are going to embark on
then went to look for the rest of the peeps at Cathy Ben & Jerry because of Wei Ye b'dea celebration
accompany Pui Wah back to Plaza Singapura again to but formal top for her work
really enjoy the time spent with her because she keep entertaining my lousy jokes even though I think it wasn't funny at all
thank a lot Pui Wah !!!
and I am glad I told you about it, at least I know I don't have to fight it off alone ^^
I went to look for ying ying & vincent they all again since I didn't want to go back so early
got to know some other people who join us for gaming
end up playing dota which I somehow hate to the max
I just don't like playing dota because I sux at it
well, I still played it in the end since they offer to teach me
I don't feel like saying what happen ecause I exploded sliently
Thank for talking to me yesterday
I appreciate whatever things you did to help me get better and I really did
Arigato =D
was listening to this song while prawning through the radio
Whoa! I got myself a great bargain while doing some grocery shopping after dinner. I finally gotten myself the Hershey Chocolate syrup which i wanted to buy since i came back from India. ( I guess only the India people would know why!) There is this special promotion such that the chocolate syrup cost $3.80 (usual price is $5 plus) So, i think it’s totally God’s blessings! I can finally enjoy my ice-cream with some extra topping!!!
Today’s life-group at Wei en’s place was great! I simply enjoy the worship when Wei en ( the awesome guitarist) helped in the worship. It was such a relief that i didn’t screw up the game, like what i did previously. I think i will give myself three out of five stars ( still a pass though!) Finally, after lots and lots of attempt, i managed to breakthrough in sharing more about my struggles with the life-group. Personally, it took a lot of courage for me to share my testimony. It may seems nothing to others, but it really mean a lot to me (sharing something which I’m not proud of, in fact, i despise myself for that) Great! I took the first step out of my comfort zone, and there is more to go!!
back blogging finally because I have been quite busy with my work then after work sometimes will go out until quite late, come back then already knock out went for BSS training on monday and tuesday so can take shuttle bus together with AiHui then wednesday after work went find some of the cuties to celebrate dear AiHui's birthday it was really fun ^^ thursday after work (which is yesterday) went K-ing with some of my colleagues and I realise they all can sing quite well but yesterday morning was kind of bad for me because I broke the company's taboo but of course luckily there are people who help me by shielding me this time but I still feel kind of bad because I don't want them to get into trouble because of me and also thank AiHui for her response when I called her I appreciate your effort to the max !!! But was filling better after lunch because there was so much things to do that I don't even think about any other thing than work want thank God for sending so many guardian angels to me and I pray that I will continue to go closer with God
got to exercise today so that I will not grow fat going gym later with Siqi then go shop shop
Work has been rather interesting because I made a lot of new friends one good example will be the peeps that undergoing the same training together as well as the A.A team members really spend time together like having lunch or just popping by to check how's one another and I finally gotten a table to my own and I can start personalising it ^^ I want go k with them next week, or more of da ge cause I heard that they were more of like shouting to the microphone went for cg yesterday after work and we had thai food super nice and not expensive, I want go again !!! went with Aihui after work to look for cuties because we celebrated ShiYu's b'dea "today" went play board games and have dinner Happy Belated Birthday ShiYu =)
I found this photo in my hp no idea when this is taken but they are few of my collegues that were in the same training course took group photos today too, waiting for Bennie to tag
taken last saturday I lurb the background
31-01-2009 photos taken in Changi Airport went send amanda off before we went walk walk
upload only a few because some photos are a bit . . .
After reading the first chapter of the book by Dale Carnegie, I came upon realization over a principle, 'Do not complain, criticize or condemn’As quote from the book, famous psychologist B.F Skinner has proved in his experiment of behavior psychology that rewarding for good behavior is more effective than punishing for bad behavior. As supported by Hans Selye, the first man who discovered the effect of stress, ‘Man thirst for approval, but we dread condemnation’. In fact, criticism can trigger prolonging resentment among people. After all, humans are not filled with mere logic, but emotions as well.
went to work today, it was much better than i have thought and i am looking forward to working ( because I am still under in-house training) hopefully they still need more people to work for them so that can bring the cuties to work with me
went for the class BBQ after that and I was super duper late and I did manage to find my way there. Well, the cuties actually went to like look for me then we met one another on the way. enjoyed the game a lot as we stuffed ourselves with so much food i can feel that i am gaining weight already
they look so shuai right photos taken from dramabean for the don't know what award
he doesn't look ugly loh, shiyu
was also flooding myself with so much drama before i started working was watching Full House because it just interest me so randomly
happen to watch the first few ep. at KBS world and I think the 3 bear song is so kawaii
I want Zhu Yin to teach me the 3 bear song ^^
also watch a bit from Mei Ya channel but i think he look better before he was hit by the don't know what metal thing
another nice jap. drama
merely for laughter because the storyline is rather simple
went for service on saturday went pomo to have dinner at the jap. food court
the food there is really nice and cheap, worth going again.
went play L4D 2 as usual before tao huey
tagged by Rochelle
pui wah, shee ting, siqin & celeste
group photos
overdue photo taken last year class x-mas celebration tagged by shiyu
cuties outing for yogurt ^^
esp. to pui wah, ying ying & zhu yin
anyway, I don't know why i cannot upload the photos taken during last day of 2009
so I will upload it late okay don't worry I will not upload some pictures ( you all know what I mean ^^)
I have been misunderstood tons of time, but it never felt as bad as when it’s one of God’s people. Just the second day of the New Year, I’m being misunderstood by someone who seems to be so close to me. I think it’s just ironic when someone who seems close to me does not understand me at all despite we used to serve together. How sad would the story be? It feels so hurtful and painful when one interprets my well intention to be otherwise, in fact thinking that I was trying to hurt her. And how naïve she thinks that by apologizing can simply ease all the pains and hurts I felt? It’s never fair when people expect to be forgiven after all the hurt inflicted just by a word ‘sorry’. In times like this, it makes me wonder if this kind of friendship or relationship is worth maintained. Perhaps that person is not worth my tears and sadness. Sometimes, I really don’t feel like explaining myself. I guess all these accusations are never bound to end… …
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Sunday, January 31, 2010 11:20 PM ♥
This is a happening week for me
tuesday went back to TPJC to pass Mr Yeo my physic stuff. The JC 1 not in yet so the school is like super quiet. Met up with Siqi to have lunch at downtown east. We manage to cheat 2 student meal. Went shop shop at White Sand and I saw a dress that I really like. Too bad, no trying so I didn't buy it. Meet the cg for dinner aka discussion at the usual zi cha place. I like the zi cha there, cheap and nice. I had a nice time fellowship-ing with the peeps and want to thank God for Pui Wah for always lending me her ears to all my problems etc.
can't remember when I joined some of my collegues for dinner. Me and Ting Ting insisted of not siting at the medium of back seat since Sam was the driver. We had bad experience so no way I want to risk my life. Went all the way to Wan-Po (no idea the spelling) Grandma used to stay there. Had the dunno what steamboat which was kind of not bad. But too bad I didn't manage to have my po-piah because the po-piah there is really very nice ^^ I kind of spoil the mood half-way because I slipped into emo-ness again and thank Shee Ting for talking to me when I called because I was super troubled.
After work met Shiyu and Ai Hui for dinner because our working places are like so near. Walk all the way to da vincci because I missed the shuttle bus. Super tiring and hot. Get to know 2 of Aihui's collegues who are very fun people. After that met Shu Qin and Sam. Didn't know what is going on so I just followed them. Went to a Nana which is like super new to me. Drinking was terrible for me because I am super lousy. They keep asking me to drink and I was like " wo bu ke yi le ! wo bu ke yi le !" then fan myself scared I get very high. Well, I knew that I got kind of tipsy because I don't quite remember what happen after that. Maybe just bit and pieces of it. But I remebered that I couldn't walk to the restroom on my own, and actually not even go back on my own. I shall just stop this here because events that took place that day is abit stumbling.
When I woke up on Saturday morning, it was super terrible because I really felt very sick. I almost vomitted on the train if not for the candy in my bag. Met the AYF for Yan Qin's birthday celebration. We have not met up for like two years and I am super glad that we finally meet up again. Went for service after that together with them then chill a bit here and there. Went Plaza Singapura and there I go, shopping for clothes from cotton on again. Feel super bu hao yi shi because I made everyone wait for me super long as I go try the clothing. Sadly didn't have enough time to join them for dinner. Got to thank Sam for driving me to east coast park for the BBQ, organised by my collegues. It wasn't as bad as what I have thought because I thought there will be a large generation gap. Well, they are super nice people with lots of things to share. Got to identify some couples in the company. I don't know what gotten into me because I slipped into emo-ness again. I was super quiet throughout. After that went to the beach to play with the sea water and sand. It was really fun. I enjoyed the sharing part because at that point of time, I know that there is at least someone giving me the support. It helps a lot.
Yesterday barbeque birthday party for Wee Yang and Aloysius was pretty awesome. At least it turns out to be more entertaining than what i have imagine. For the first time, i took a bus ride from Dhoby Ghaut station to Parkway Parade which lasted around half an hour. The bus was freaking packed like crazy, i totally felt like a sardine! Worse, there was this toddler aka spoilt brat standing beside me which keeps pulling my jeans. This is why i hated kids a lot!!!!!
It was totally Phoebe’s idea of getting boxers for the two guys for their birthday present.Seriously, it totally can’t be Joanne or my idea. It’s freaking funny when three girls when to get boxers at the Men’s section. Fortunately, the sale person who attend to us was a lady, it really makes it less awkward for us though. Concluding the shopping experience, Phoebe owns!
We intentionally came late as we thought of going there late and leaving early. I expect it to be pretty bored there considering i only knew a few people who are attending as well. But it turns out to be pretty alright, in fact quite fun. It’s so funny when Dean keeps talking about the Ba Kwa, how he keep offering food to Phoebe. There was lots of interesting and hilarious conversation going on which keeps me entertain. Phoebe is Wee Yang’s ahem… … I think the fun part is when some of us went to play some card games and did some drinking as well. The alcohol is freaking burning man! I think it’s the first time for me to gulp down a 40 plus percent alcohol! Joanne and I got a bit tipsy after having around three shots (plus both of us drank Vodka before that) before we withdrawn from the game. I think it’s pretty wise of me to withdraw the game in time, if not i don’t think i can make it home man! Recalling about yesterday just keeps me laughing, i can’t imagine how i managed to make my way home when i can’t even walk straight by myself, my head was totally spinning like no one else business.
I need to thank Joanne’s parents for giving me a ride to Parkway Parade and also Phoebe who offer me a ride back to Tampines when she cabbed home. So, i got back home easily without me walking too much!!!!! Luckily i didn’t join Nicole and company for Tau Huey, or i guess i would have tons of problems getting home. I can’t imagine i need to walk all the way to Bugis MRT station by FOOT!
Have been working hard for the week Had a lot fun with my colleagues as I get to know them more StarHub people are nice ^^ Usually go home after work unless there are after work activities such as going for lifegroup on thursday after that went for dinner with shee ting, ying ying, siqi , vincent& wei en friday after work when for after work activities with my colleagues really glad that we are so close even though we know each other less than one month Er lang drove the 4 of us, me , Ting Ting, Sam & Kok Bin to vivo there join he and his gf for dinner at superdog before Sam drove us to east coast park for prawning went to pick up Shu Qin half way they totally bully me one lohx but they are still very nice people =D
we shared two rods, so take turn to catch
and I caught 3 prawns =D
I think the most interesting part is the breaking of the prawn's hand (maybe not hand) it is something I have never ever tried before this is also the first time I know that there are people who are social smokers
never thought that there are times where non-smoker smoke and they don't get addicted to it
after prawning is the grilling of prawns
it really feels good to eat the prawns you catch yourself
that is why I want to go prawning again next time
after that went Zhen Yew house for majong
I mostly watch them play because I am too noob le
but to prevent myself from dozzing off, I did play like 1 or 2
after that Sam drove me home before the rest of the guys head off
thank you so much !!!
went for youth service last sunday
again, I was very scared when the person beside me satrted to jump
the ground was like shaking vigorously
Bennie was telling us about this road just in front of starhub
it is really weird why they don't paint everything the same colour ( you know what i mean?)
Ai Hui's birthday dinner at Xin Wang cafe
the fried chocken cultlet there is nice de lohx
Shi Yu's birthday celebration at Settlers
we got that giant root beer float
Amanda's farewell at Changi Airport This movie is very nice
I think the male lead is very handsome ^^
I like Show in this drama
his mushroom head haircut is like so funny
went for shepherding at Centrepoint subway yesterday before service
on my way met sirvin at 313 there
went for service as usual then after thaty went to look for Ting Ting
chit chat a bit before I went look for the rest of the lg at plaza singapura foodcourt
then head back to le meridian with Pui Wah to meet Chia Ling & Althea for a project that the grad. are going to embark on
then went to look for the rest of the peeps at Cathy Ben & Jerry because of Wei Ye b'dea celebration
accompany Pui Wah back to Plaza Singapura again to but formal top for her work
really enjoy the time spent with her because she keep entertaining my lousy jokes even though I think it wasn't funny at all
thank a lot Pui Wah !!!
and I am glad I told you about it, at least I know I don't have to fight it off alone ^^
I went to look for ying ying & vincent they all again since I didn't want to go back so early
got to know some other people who join us for gaming
end up playing dota which I somehow hate to the max
I just don't like playing dota because I sux at it
well, I still played it in the end since they offer to teach me
I don't feel like saying what happen ecause I exploded sliently
Thank for talking to me yesterday
I appreciate whatever things you did to help me get better and I really did
Arigato =D
was listening to this song while prawning through the radio
Whoa! I got myself a great bargain while doing some grocery shopping after dinner. I finally gotten myself the Hershey Chocolate syrup which i wanted to buy since i came back from India. ( I guess only the India people would know why!) There is this special promotion such that the chocolate syrup cost $3.80 (usual price is $5 plus) So, i think it’s totally God’s blessings! I can finally enjoy my ice-cream with some extra topping!!!
Today’s life-group at Wei en’s place was great! I simply enjoy the worship when Wei en ( the awesome guitarist) helped in the worship. It was such a relief that i didn’t screw up the game, like what i did previously. I think i will give myself three out of five stars ( still a pass though!) Finally, after lots and lots of attempt, i managed to breakthrough in sharing more about my struggles with the life-group. Personally, it took a lot of courage for me to share my testimony. It may seems nothing to others, but it really mean a lot to me (sharing something which I’m not proud of, in fact, i despise myself for that) Great! I took the first step out of my comfort zone, and there is more to go!!
back blogging finally because I have been quite busy with my work then after work sometimes will go out until quite late, come back then already knock out went for BSS training on monday and tuesday so can take shuttle bus together with AiHui then wednesday after work went find some of the cuties to celebrate dear AiHui's birthday it was really fun ^^ thursday after work (which is yesterday) went K-ing with some of my colleagues and I realise they all can sing quite well but yesterday morning was kind of bad for me because I broke the company's taboo but of course luckily there are people who help me by shielding me this time but I still feel kind of bad because I don't want them to get into trouble because of me and also thank AiHui for her response when I called her I appreciate your effort to the max !!! But was filling better after lunch because there was so much things to do that I don't even think about any other thing than work want thank God for sending so many guardian angels to me and I pray that I will continue to go closer with God
got to exercise today so that I will not grow fat going gym later with Siqi then go shop shop
Work has been rather interesting because I made a lot of new friends one good example will be the peeps that undergoing the same training together as well as the A.A team members really spend time together like having lunch or just popping by to check how's one another and I finally gotten a table to my own and I can start personalising it ^^ I want go k with them next week, or more of da ge cause I heard that they were more of like shouting to the microphone went for cg yesterday after work and we had thai food super nice and not expensive, I want go again !!! went with Aihui after work to look for cuties because we celebrated ShiYu's b'dea "today" went play board games and have dinner Happy Belated Birthday ShiYu =)
I found this photo in my hp no idea when this is taken but they are few of my collegues that were in the same training course took group photos today too, waiting for Bennie to tag
taken last saturday I lurb the background
31-01-2009 photos taken in Changi Airport went send amanda off before we went walk walk
upload only a few because some photos are a bit . . .
After reading the first chapter of the book by Dale Carnegie, I came upon realization over a principle, 'Do not complain, criticize or condemn’As quote from the book, famous psychologist B.F Skinner has proved in his experiment of behavior psychology that rewarding for good behavior is more effective than punishing for bad behavior. As supported by Hans Selye, the first man who discovered the effect of stress, ‘Man thirst for approval, but we dread condemnation’. In fact, criticism can trigger prolonging resentment among people. After all, humans are not filled with mere logic, but emotions as well.
went to work today, it was much better than i have thought and i am looking forward to working ( because I am still under in-house training) hopefully they still need more people to work for them so that can bring the cuties to work with me
went for the class BBQ after that and I was super duper late and I did manage to find my way there. Well, the cuties actually went to like look for me then we met one another on the way. enjoyed the game a lot as we stuffed ourselves with so much food i can feel that i am gaining weight already
they look so shuai right photos taken from dramabean for the don't know what award
he doesn't look ugly loh, shiyu
was also flooding myself with so much drama before i started working was watching Full House because it just interest me so randomly
happen to watch the first few ep. at KBS world and I think the 3 bear song is so kawaii
I want Zhu Yin to teach me the 3 bear song ^^
also watch a bit from Mei Ya channel but i think he look better before he was hit by the don't know what metal thing
another nice jap. drama
merely for laughter because the storyline is rather simple
went for service on saturday went pomo to have dinner at the jap. food court
the food there is really nice and cheap, worth going again.
went play L4D 2 as usual before tao huey
tagged by Rochelle
pui wah, shee ting, siqin & celeste
group photos
overdue photo taken last year class x-mas celebration tagged by shiyu
cuties outing for yogurt ^^
esp. to pui wah, ying ying & zhu yin
anyway, I don't know why i cannot upload the photos taken during last day of 2009
so I will upload it late okay don't worry I will not upload some pictures ( you all know what I mean ^^)
I have been misunderstood tons of time, but it never felt as bad as when it’s one of God’s people. Just the second day of the New Year, I’m being misunderstood by someone who seems to be so close to me. I think it’s just ironic when someone who seems close to me does not understand me at all despite we used to serve together. How sad would the story be? It feels so hurtful and painful when one interprets my well intention to be otherwise, in fact thinking that I was trying to hurt her. And how naïve she thinks that by apologizing can simply ease all the pains and hurts I felt? It’s never fair when people expect to be forgiven after all the hurt inflicted just by a word ‘sorry’. In times like this, it makes me wonder if this kind of friendship or relationship is worth maintained. Perhaps that person is not worth my tears and sadness. Sometimes, I really don’t feel like explaining myself. I guess all these accusations are never bound to end… …
Sunday, January 31, 2010 
11:20 PM ♥ 
we shared two rods, so take turn to catch 
went for youth service last sunday
Bennie was telling us about this road just in front of starhub
Ai Hui's birthday dinner at Xin Wang cafe
Shi Yu's birthday celebration at Settlers
Amanda's farewell at Changi Airport
This movie is very nice
I like Show in this drama
I found this photo in my hp
taken last saturday
upload only a few because some photos are a bit . . .
6 cuties dinner meet-up
class BBQ photos
he doesn't look ugly loh, shiyu
was watching Full House because it just interest me so randomly
also watch a bit from Mei Ya channel but i think he look better before he was hit by the don't know what metal thing
another nice jap. drama
pui wah, shee ting, siqin & celeste
group photos
♡ 
February 2006