Bows, ribbons and blood.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 11:43 PM ♥

I finally found a job !!! This mean I finally can earn and spend my own money.
I really dislike the idea of asking money from my parents. On the other hand, I want to give my parents money since they have always been spending money on me. =)
But it is a 6 month contract job, office hour, meaning that I will be less free.
I pray that I will meet nice people there to work with.
Slept all the way from 8pm yesterday to around 11am or 12pm today because I was simply too tired from work. And I no longer working for Daddy so I can afford to sleep all I want.
After that went to meet the lifegroup for lunch. Rochelle was there also.
Went Coffe Bean to watch the J1 study while chilling.
Went to watch movie, Sherlock Holmes, with some of them.
Meet the rest at Mac to chill abit while having dinner before heading back.
I want to enjoy myself before I go to work.
I await 2010 because it is another chapter of my life in which things are getting different.
I want to learn to become more mature and independent. And I ask God to help me with it.
watching Mr Brain now. I think Ayase Haruka look very handsome . . . ^^
also watching Boys Ests. I am so occupied by drama.
was re-watching BOF again this morning and they somehow remind me of SS501 again

siqin

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Monday, December 28, 2009 11:54 PM ♥

It’s so ‘crappish’ to think of the coming New Year resolution when none of them is being fulfilled. Personally, I don’t even remember my New Year resolution for year 2009. Crap. Year 2010 is approach in a few days time and getting ready to welcome this brand new 2010. I got an organizer from my father to start my habit of planning my week after knowing that I ‘know’ nothing about what I have done in year 2009 (most of the time) So hopefully this organizer can keep me on track on what I am doing and allow me to do some trace back and stuff similar.

Anyway, I am so happy that I have decided to pursuit nursing as my further career. (Hopefully I can get into NUS nursing in the first place) I just have this burden for the sick and the dying ever since I return from my OCIP trip to Kolkata last year. I really hope that I can return one day to Kolkata and serve in one of the Mother Theresa’s Home for the dying ones. And of course, I am still keen in planting churches in China and volunteer to help the Moon bears. (Bears are so cute!)

Ending in a positive note... ...
-siqi

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Sunday, December 27, 2009 4:08 PM ♥

went to work today at Daddy's office, was kind of slack because I manage to finish the task assigned way earlier than the time given
going to interview for temp. admin job again
and this time I will not be late again
Daddy was like telling me to go take up job offer because there isn't much for mme to do in his office too
and guess what, I just turned down a job offer today because the employer wants me to start work immediately tomorrow
obviously no way I will agree since everything is like super last minute
was watching this drama currently ' Take Care Of The Young Lady'

this korean drama is very funny

was busy with my x-mas gifts for the past few days before christmas
finally have the chance to upload them

I hand-make most of the cards since I was kind of free at home

Suntec Conventional Hall for X-mas Service

Baking session in the previous lifegroup to make gingerbread man & cookies for the unit

treat from Mummy & Daddy because I couldn't apply for the Bursary thinggy even though I got the letter

tagged on facebook on unit X-mas celebration
more photos

siqin

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Saturday, December 26, 2009 3:26 PM ♥

thank for tagging me photos

alwina & siqin

previous trip to K

Unit X-mas celebration

Class X-mas celebration

thank peeps for the x-mas present

looking forward to the gathering with the cuties tomorrow

siqin

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009 7:02 PM ♥

Today interview is like totally disasterous. Super horrible.
Because I was late. I couldn't contact the person as they gave me the wrong contact no.
I end up calling the guard house, which is completely a joke.
This totally screw up my day.
But the interview itself was okay, not as scary as the previous one I went to.
Of course I learned something again which will be helpful.
I don't know if I will get the job , I leave it to God.
On the way back I was emo-ing while listening to Lady Gaga songs.
I though about a lot of stuff, again INSECURITY.
I wonder why I have been feeling super insecure alot these days. Fine, actually I know why.
Suddenly remember how this was similar to You're beautiful Jeremy
He will always take a 1 hour bus ride when he is feeling upset
I conquer emo-ness and I turned to God for security.
If I don't trust God in my future, who should I trust then ?!
went to look for Alwina at tampines MRT then went to buy gifts for the gift exchange ^^
went to buy my mortal's gift ^^
head back home to continue watching my drama

Mei-Chan no Shitsuji (Mei-Chan's Butler). very nice. =)

thank Aihui and Alwina for talking to me today after the interview.

I really feel much better after talking to you two.

siqin

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Sunday, December 20, 2009 3:31 PM ♥

i like this picture so much
thank shih ching for tagging me =)
i am finally taller than you for once

was watching this movie yesterday night and it is really a very sad love story

end up crying while watching it

yesterday was pre-christmas service
it was really fun, especially the drama Who Killed Christmas

i still have not check the result yet

after that went Plaza Singapura there for dinner and supposedly to watch movie

then travel to Cathay there also not enough seats or the seats too front already

end up playing L4D 2 as usual

played only for a while then decide to watch others play instead

took train home then have sushi for supper

on the shuttle bus to Plaza Singapura

siqin, pui wah & shee ting

nexus auditorium, the blue lighting is so nice

siqin

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Saturday, December 19, 2009 1:29 AM ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIXU !!!
you are lurbbed by the cuties <333

thank May Lyn, Ai Hui and Si Ling for helping me out today

I am so excited for tomorrow pre-xmas service

got to visit Alwina & Poh Ee at tampines tomorrow

got to visit the library these days as I have planned and to watch lots of drama

currently watching Temptation of Wife due to peer influence from Ying Ying & Vincent

I merely skipped the before transformation part so as not to waste time

siqin

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Friday, December 18, 2009 12:28 AM ♥

Level Up camp was really exciting
as usual I will only upload random 5 pictures from my album

ying ying, siqi, zhu yin, siqin, pui wah and amanda

tpjc lifegroup

image team

I am really wow by the end of the camp . . . I learned so much so much

after camp went to have lunch with the peeps but I end up da bao pastamania into moss burger

was feeling super lousy because of the flu and my voice suck

went with them to lan shop but didn't play

saw Max using the chainsaw in L4D 2, totally disgusting

went home after having dinner with some of them at tampines

went to see the doctor but the clinic was closed so have to wake up early in the morning instead

slept the whole day until working time then went work for 4 hours

saw mich loo

will be working tomorrow again and after that got to really take a good rest

because I am feeling super sick now, no more energy to stay up late to watch drama

I am looking forward to saturday service & cookie baking next tue =)

siqin

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Thursday, December 17, 2009 11:29 AM ♥

I have decided to upload the random 5 pictures from my prom photo album

the six cuties <3

people from the lifegroup that went

I am still collecting photos taken from camp and will upload it soon.

siqin

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Sunday, December 13, 2009 10:35 PM ♥

went to work today, last day at the city link
yesterday after work went to look for cg to play L4D 2
of course i am still lousy at it- I am noob
later went to tau huey while walking to Bugis MRT station
super tiring because keep been rejected until I am used to it already
maybe it is God's plan to help me grow in my character, especailly perservance and courage ?
going for camp at SSS tomorrow but I have not packed up till now
even if I pack it is going to be filled with a lot of stupid stuff
I got all the prom photos already but won't be uploading it cause it is far too many of it
and I realise I missed a lot of people on that day =( super wasted
having a bad sore throat and I expect it to worsen because of insufficient sleep during camp
siqin

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11:21 AM ♥

The mixed feelings within me are drowning me into confusion. My brain denies what my heart feels, the heart denies the way my brain thinks. So, it’s just pure ironic and moronic. ‘Defiance’ is a really tough word for me, to go against the ideology of the world. I’m just so used to be swept along my social current, into what is thought to be ‘trendy’ and ‘fashionable’. Perhaps I have not truly convinced myself in defying what the world tells me to do things. In addition, talking to a friend called XXXXXX kind of shaken my faith. So, I’m a bit wavered and not firm in my stand. Perhaps, what is my initial stand anyway? I just don’t see the light, enlighten me won’t you?

-siqi

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Saturday, December 12, 2009 12:36 AM ♥

I woke up one and a half hour than the original time I was supposed to wake up. So I was really behind my schedule. I took a short bus ride to Wendy’s place to collect my prom stuff which I have left at her place on Wednesday because I need to return the expensive ‘miu miu’ clutch to my aunt. The care group was supposed to start at 1pm, and it was already like 1 plus when I reached Wei en’s block. Oh man! I thought I was late again. But fortunately, most of the people were late. It was not that bad then! I would say that care group is rather long, the games, the worship …
After that, I went to vivocity for a briefing for my job. It turns out as expected that Edwin is so friendly. Pohee and I make lots of funny joke about thinking that he is gay and stuff like that. The three of us (me, Pohee and Qin) went to stroll around the roof top garden and took some photo.
After the briefing, I went shopping at Daiso. Then, I joined Qin and her friends for dinner at Food Junction in Parco Bugis. Some stuff occurs and I am not so willing to share. Yup!