Bows, ribbons and blood.

Monday, July 27, 2009 12:03 AM ♥

Overdue pictures . . .

siqin

siqin again

mugging in mac after tution with siqi

siqi eating her ice-cream cone

siqin

i like the mirror from my new cupboard

was playing with my phone's camer

i am so sorry, xiao penguin

went ice-skating

and i finally, finally know how to skate on my own

okay, i know i look damn stupid when i was skating on my own

skate

it is much better to go on weekdays then on weekend

there were few people skating , but they are usually the pro

siqin

i can't imagine that i kept the glove for more than one year

siqin

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Sunday, July 26, 2009 11:06 PM ♥

Tomorrow is the beginning to my newest nightmare, the college newly implemented ‘Night Study’ programme. Should I be considered lucky that I’m not down for three days, or should I be crying over the fact that I’m still down for two nights? Damn! I think I should just make an earlier reservation to the Institute of Mental Health, or I’m afraid that there would be a ‘full house’ overnight. Perhaps Shanti- Dan is a better choice? This new programme would soon drive everyone or specifically me nuts!

-siqi

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6:40 PM ♥

Should opportunities being fought over or given by others? Initially, I don’t agree on the idea of fighting for opportunities, I used to naively believe that nothing would come out of it. But I came to realized that it’s not so wrong after all. You see, not everyone would be rewarded with golden opportunities in life. Unfortunately, the unlucky ones like me would just have to fight our way through to grab a piece of something. I find it really an honor to be approached with an opportunity that could make a difference. I can’t agree more that life is also about achievements and fame that you are being looked up with the upmost respect. However, it seems that the probability that the day it would happen to me is just a big fat zero. So what happens to the other losers? Fighting is perhaps the best way to save the least pride we have. Rather than crying at a corner thinking how unfairly you are treated, I rather step out to do something that could turn the situation around. Watching closely to the things happening around you and give it the best strike at that perfect moment. Arh ha! Bull- eye!

-siqi

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5:58 PM ♥

saw MJ's MV at ion Orchard yesterday

Michael Jackson - New Music - More Music Videos

finally found these videos online cause many of them are already removed
well,i think everything is okay except some part of it look kind of wrong

don't know why i can't upload photos nowadays
will upload them when i can do so soon

siqin

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 12:41 PM ♥

watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince yesterday
was glad that could get tickets because i thought it will be like selling very fast
well, i think it is not as nice as the 4th movie
but i think Draco looks better now. cooler.
and the trio has really grown up as they look completely different as compared to the first few Harry Potter movie
Even Ginny looks better now
I don't really understand some parts of the movie cuz i didn't read the book at all
but i really like the last part of the movie =p

i just find it weird that harry actually like ginny

i totally dislike that crazy woman

i think the two of them look better together

he is so cool

i don't understand how come he became the keeper

other than this, i also watched dvd these days like Daddy Daycare and The confession of the Shopaholic again.

siqin

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Saturday, July 18, 2009 10:36 AM ♥

A few minutes ago, I have just thought that I have lost my Nintendo Lite, but I’m happy that mummy found it! I’m totally over the mood right now! I went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince yesterday together with fat twins, monster and hyena. I would say that the movie failed to reach our expectation considering that the movie is long yet there isn’t a climax building up. I guess it kind of fail to capture the attention of the audience except some humors in the movie which keep us busy laughing. As usual, there is always some joke by the fat twins which never failed to entertain us. So, time seems to pass very slowly, and I could feel my eyelid getting heavier each time. Overall, not a very nice movie for a harry potter’s movie fan.

-siqi

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Friday, July 17, 2009 4:00 PM ♥

This is called efficiency
i uploaded the photo immediately when i get home
sorry for the lousy pic because i realise i forget to switch back to the normal mode
i have been playing with the function for my phone

taken on tue
was studying in the library until i saw three kites

wednesday was cg and we celebrated jun xian's belated birthday

vincent

ying ying

swee hong

amanda

jun xian

had a damn tiring day on thursaday because my timetable is so damn pack

siqin

Friday which is today, went to have lunch with aihui, shiyu, zixu, sherilyn, alwina & sara =D

went to eat sushi at E-hub

aihui, shiyu & zixu

sherilyn, sara, alwina, siqin

they are trying to imitate me

next is sherilyn

then shiyu

see, we make ourselves look so ugly

i will bother how others think about me

they can say whatever they want behind my back

because I WON'T WASTE MY TIME ON THOSE PEOPLE .

siqin

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12:15 AM ♥

I thought words are meant to say ‘I love you’, rather than hurting each other on their back? Aren’t words supposed to be encouraging and inspiring, especially by the people close to us? Or is it just a mere tool to ‘terminate’ one another? I simply don’t understand why some people have to use some nasty words, or even comments on me? Didn’t they know that my heart is made of flesh too, and it’ll hurt? Why would anyone look down on me and think I would not make it to the university just because I screwed my SA2? I guess no one would know how it’s like to be expose to all these harmful and nasty words everyday.

-siqi

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Thursday, July 16, 2009 11:09 PM ♥

busy busy busy
i am so busy with school work this week because i can really feel that A level is approaching
fine . . . maybe prelim
trying to study hard while coping with my revsion and stuff

I am eyeing for this . . .
still considering if i should get one because i don't know if i will be able to use it since i got sensitive skin
i must definately own something like that before my prom ^^

trust me, i will buy such heels sooner or later
i am practicing on wearing high heel so that i won't look ugly when walking with such heels

had some sharing session with the current 08S21 gals today during PE
i as really surprise that we can share about our lives too . . . that is encouraging =)
siqin

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 12:00 AM ♥

we must grow and outreach !!!

siqin & ying ying

so sorry to say that i lost all the pictures other than these two

i don't know how the pictures i took these days are gone when i was transfering them

but i still have the photo i took with you ( you know who you are)

i will not delete that photo though i cannot see your eyes in the pic at all. lol. =p

Maths was okay but i should be ashame of myself because i don't know how to do vector

it was easy but i cannot do because i don't know how to transfer the form given to the other form

when i told Mr Koh about it he was like shaking his head, haiz . . .

anyway i am starting to like my current more and more because people are getting more and more friendly, esp. the gals ( i am not refering to hose people whom i have already know before i came into this new class) They are nice people who is easy to get along with

siqin

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Monday, July 13, 2009 10:13 PM ♥

The entire of today is much a torturing one for me. After hearing terrible news in the early morning, I couldn’t help but feeling very upset over it. I know that I should just get over with it and continue to move on with life, but I just lack the courage to accept defeat this time round. This is really the first time I’m feeling this way, and it really feels terrible. My first thought after hearing the bad news was to withdraw from all secular activities other than my academic. But I was reminded about the Bible character Abraham, a man with great faith in God. I recalled how Abraham was a loyal and obedience servant of God, and how he was willing to sacrifice his son just because God wanted him to. I believe as what Pastor Jeff has said last Saturday that God is putting me into a test, and God is with me. God must have allowed it to happen for a great purpose. Maybe I cannot see the bigger picture right now, but God would surely know what is best for me.

-siqi

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Saturday, July 11, 2009 12:41 PM ♥

credit to Amanda
thank for tagging me in facebook

after service went to the new Orchard shopping mall

the 4 to 7 escalator

it was high heel day for our cg gals

after that went Mind's cafe play board game then eat supper at tau huey there

siqin

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12:04 PM ♥

My results are still too grossed so far, and I can’t believe I’m still stuck in the S and U grades. Damn! This would bring me nowhere if I continue to ‘own’ all these subjects. So, I was kind of ‘emo-ing’ throughout the entire day. Fortunately Friday was short day, so things didn’t get worse. I so called tried cheering myself up by joining the 3 F4 (‘FAT’ 4) in our class for a movie. We went to watch the transformer movie, which indeed cheer me up a lot. I just find it coincident that what happened in the transformer movie was much similar to what happened to class that yesterday. Stupid lumpy duck constantly make crappy comments which are totally a spoiler!!!!! Lumpy duck associated many auto bots in the movie with our class guys, and of course, the main lead in the movie is Sheryl!

So here is the list:

Ignatius is the massive autobot which was transformed by many heavy vehicles at the construction site since he attacked one of the ‘Utt Utt’ in class.

The twins in class (Utt Utt) is twin robots (Skids and Mudflap).

Bumble Bee is Justin since he always seems to be very close with ‘Utt Utt’.

And of course, Sheryl is the male lead, Sam.

So, the whole movie turns out to be like a comedy to us, which makes us laugh non-stop. Can you imagine she started to sing the song ‘Womanizer’ when twin auto bots mention about ‘you want a piece of me?’ Lumpy duck is totally a joker! After the movie, we concluded that Megan Fox is just a distraction in the movie, but she is still hot.

-siqi

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Tuesday, July 07, 2009 12:47 AM ♥

I really hate putting up a brave front when I’m weak,
I really hate pretending that everything is alright in my life when things are not,
I really hate to look alright when I’m not,
I really hate to control my tears when I feel like crying,
Life sucks when I slowly lose my trust in the word ‘love’.

-siqi