Bows, ribbons and blood.

Sunday, March 29, 2009 11:42 AM ♥

havoc after i finish my last paper , physic paper on thursday
i have been out the whole day

Thursday
i went K-box with the gals- shiyu, alwina, aihui, sherilyn and zixu
sang a lot of song including ruo gou de shi =)
we were like trying to kill time because we got to wait till 2pm
so we were like siting at BK there rotting
well, i don't think i like the soyabean ice-cream
the first time i tried it i thought it taste like ... anyway not something good
credit to shiyu for the photos

outside K-box
siqin, alwina, zixu, aihui & sherilyn

in the room

siqin, alwina & aihui

singing

sherilyn, zixu, siqin, alwina & aihui

Friday

i went to watch Confession of the shopaholic with siqi at eng wah cinema at suntec

we got to try to use up the voucher before it expire next weekend
must go watch that movie because it is so bimbo and funny

i also bought my phone already, just a budget one

actually i was thinking of buying either zixu's or yenlin's phone

but after so much consideration i end up buying the same phone as zixu

well i like the camera alot

went to shop, from suntec to plaza sing to far east and to tm

i thinking i am gaining weight because i have been eating rubbish food these days

see my new hairstlye

i manage to curl it with my hairstyling tools

i am totally into hair styling

Saturday

went tution then to CO

after that went nexus to pass the grad the Q-card that i wrote

after that went to mac to study for a few hour

followed by a trip to plaza sing there to buy my ripple sandal

went for supper at the tao hui there

but we end up having soya bean drink only because it was too crowded

walk all the way from somerset to bugis, a good form of exercise though

siqin & siqin

see, that is why i like my new hp's camera

staring at the book or at the food?

siqin's new DIY hairstyle

siqin

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12:34 AM ♥

I’m much satisfied with this week. Even though the examination part was kind of boring, but the rewarding part was the end. I enjoyed 2 off-college days (Thursday and Friday) plus the weekend! I went out for the movie ‘Confession of Shopaholic’ on Friday followed by shopping in the city. Later on Saturday (which is today), I went out to Plaza Singapura to shop again. Finally, I bought a pair of converse shoes, a pair of Ripples slippers, 2 t-shirts from Outfitter girls. Other than that, I have Moss Burger till my fill. I simply love Moss Burger!!!!!!!
Today’s C.O was kind of disappointing for me. I felt so discouraged when the Er hu section has not been performing well during the combine practice. Some of us felt that we are being humiliated. Seriously, we have barely learned Er Hu for just a year, how well do they expect us to perform? Combine practice just makes me felt discouraged, just makes me feel that the Er Hu section is inferior to other sections. Never felt this way before. Disappointment has more to come later part of the day.

-siqi

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Thursday, March 26, 2009 10:02 PM ♥

Finish Physic today . . . whoot . . .
went to K-Box to song to the max and i end up missing CG
i cried a total of 2 times today
i was upset with myself for not keeping my promise to God
i cried really badly, just like how i cried when others hurt me by not keeping their promise
i know i must have hurt God badly
i guess the gals are really shocked when they saw me cry at K-box room
another time at CG and i make everyone shocked again because i just grab my bag and head for the door
thank Shepherd Shee Ting, you really comfort me and i feel so loved!!!
and i will repent and God will surely forgive me
went to have dinner with the cg people and we ordered lots of food
good time fellowshipping with them =)

guess what, i am looking forward to the Flagday next saturday

oya, almost forget to thank shiyu, alwina, zi xu, sherilyn and ai hui too because they comfort me when i cried. I feel so loved by you all too.

siqin

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009 12:52 AM ♥

credit to wei en
though is kind of blurr but i really miss the time i spent in the children home
though weather was warm and some children are difficult to handle, but i enjoy myself lotts

Maths paper was okay, i don't hold high expectation since i didn't really do much
chemistry was at least better because i did my TYS and really hard for it
but God must have love me so much that he help me answer the last question of chem p3 section C Q3
around 2 minutes to times up, God really enlighten me and i got just enough time to write it down though i drew one wrongly
no school tomorrow but got last paper, physic paper on thur which last for 2 hours
only 3 chapters to study, but Dynamic is included
%$%!#">%#^!#$%
My dynamic is really C.M.I one so i really need to study very hard for it

off to study ~

siqin

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Monday, March 23, 2009 4:00 PM ♥

i wore my spec to school today like a mugger, damn ugly
God must have love me alot
cause you know what?
What i have studied got GP came out, both for P1 & 2
i had sufficient examples, i mean proper examples and not the kind of example that i usually write
the P2 comprehension, i have done before
BUT this does not ensure that i will pass GP because it depend much on my application of what i have learnt
but at least this really boost my confidence and i don't panic as much
tomorrow having math 3h paper followed by chem, another 3h paper
this is going to be tiring
off to mugging~

God, bless me in my studies
siqin

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Sunday, March 22, 2009 10:17 PM ♥

-siqi

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12:37 PM ♥

when i was young, i told myself that i want to be a hair stylist when i grow up
but as i grow up and realise how cruel this society can be, i say that i want be a chemical engineer
but as i commit into church and into the expanding the kingdom of God, i say i want to be a teacher
suddenly, i feel a sense of burden in me for those who are psychologically unwell, does this mean that i should be a counsellor?

siqin

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5:34 AM ♥

After the preaching by Daniel Chia, today is the first attempt of waking up at four plus in the morning to do my quiet time. I would say there it is not easy because this is unlike what I would do. But since Jesus could do it, why can’t I? I’m a morning person, so maybe it isn’t as tough as I would think. At least I didn’t doze off or whatever, instead I felt so refreshed. I’m refreshed by God’s words!
I am starting from basis all over again, learning about God words again from the book of Matthew. I gained more insights this time. I never wonder in the past what does it mean by ‘fishers of men’ in Matthew 4:19; but after some search through the net, I finally understand. Being the ‘fishers of men’ would no longer be catching the physical ‘fish’ by ‘souls’ instead. The ‘fishers of men’ would be ‘casting’ the nets of gospel, ‘drawing’ back the blessings of having eternal life. How interesting!
After attending service today, I could finally answer this question “Why did I come to church?” I came to church because I know that God can feel the hole in my heart which I have been trying to fill it by pursuing fame and affluence. I try to make lots of friends, building up my network with people, all because there is this emptiness within me. I thought that all this could fill the empty hole, but I’m wrong. It just makes me sink deeper into the mistake I made.

-siqi

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Friday, March 20, 2009 11:39 PM ♥

I thought that i am strong, but i realised i am not.
I thought that i wouldn't cry, but i did so.

-siqi

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1:59 PM ♥

I used to tell others how much I hated studying, but as a matter of fact, I don’t hate it as much as I may sound. Perhaps it is just another alternative to console myself of the poor academic grades I have been getting for the entire J1 life. I don’t think I’m stupid, or else how would I get into a junior college in the first place? I’m just too lazy, too slack and stuff. This really reminded me how lazy I was last year during the end of year promotional examinations. I still remember me not studying the entire topic of organic chemistry for my chemistry paper. Serves me right for getting into the ‘STAR’ programme as a ‘WEAK’ student! How fortunate I am for not getting into the ‘GEMS’ programme! I would consider myself as a problematic student who intends to bring quite a lot of trouble to the teachers, especially my mother tongue teacher. I used to enjoy being reprimanded because I think it’s kind of funny. But as I tried to recall about it, I realized my foolishness. I’m just making a fool out of myself.

-siqi

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9:32 AM ♥

Stand By Me - SHINee

boys before flower, they look so matching right

was reading shiyu's blog, enjoy your trip worr

following pic to be credited to shiyu

trip to settler cafe

the food is nice, at least not that bad

i give up

sherilyn nails are too long and she use it to ' scratch' me

catfight

miss out this photo on alwina's birthday celebration

study hard everyone !!!

siqin

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Thursday, March 19, 2009 11:50 AM ♥

(taken from class blog)

2 organic lolipop
3 bread with curry
1 packet of tibit
1 jelly
1 packet of biscuit
a few candy
1 soybean
1 plate of rice with spicy curry, veggie and dunno what
1 bowl of wanton noodle for supper

it seems like i have been feasting like dunno what and this is so UNHEALTHY !!!
got to do something about this
went canossavillie children home for SL and i had a great time
it was still quite easy to communicate with the children
and i realise how insecure these children feel, so absolutely no favourtism
and i was really knocked out by the time metemorphsis ended and end up sleeping on the train
i guess i am getting older that is why i feel so tired while the children there were like so energetic
when i was about to leave, one of the children ask me
" will you come next year ? "
well, i dunno how i should answer so that it will be approriate
but at last, i just say " well, it really depend"
i realise how fortunate i am, really

i drop my handphone again for the dunno how many times so it is a guarantee that i need to change a new handphone
but when shoul i change it ??? hmmm. . .

i watch Boys before Flower already . . whoot . . .
siqin