Friday, January 09, 2009 
12:28 AM ♥
Today’s care group at Michelle’s place was great! It was the first YJCEA2A care group of the year 2009, and I am honor to be the chairperson. Everybody has done a great job in preparing their roles and I really thank God for every single one of them.
During sermon, I was once again struck by this question “How do you feel about the restructing?” Even though I know that restricting is for growth, I cannot keep myself from not being upset over it. Perhaps it is just head knowledge that reminds me that restructing is for everyone’s good. I am human, an ordinary human with feelings. I guessed this is why I have been pretty upset over the issue. I am really used to have the J3 in our care group, hanging around together. I will really miss them when they move on. I know that I hate changes, but I know that God wants me to grow, to step out of my comfort zone. I am quite emotional and need to take some time to adapt to the changes in my life. I guessed I need some time to adapt to these changes. I remember I took rather a long period of time when there was a restructing for the TPJC care group. So, I hope that this time round it will be shorter.
There is only 2 buffering week, and today is the last formal care group we have for TPJC. The one next week will be more likely for the farewell and stuff. So, I really cherish the every moment with the YJCEA2.
-siqi
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Friday, January 09, 2009 12:28 AM ♥
Today’s care group at Michelle’s place was great! It was the first YJCEA2A care group of the year 2009, and I am honor to be the chairperson. Everybody has done a great job in preparing their roles and I really thank God for every single one of them.
During sermon, I was once again struck by this question “How do you feel about the restructing?” Even though I know that restricting is for growth, I cannot keep myself from not being upset over it. Perhaps it is just head knowledge that reminds me that restructing is for everyone’s good. I am human, an ordinary human with feelings. I guessed this is why I have been pretty upset over the issue. I am really used to have the J3 in our care group, hanging around together. I will really miss them when they move on. I know that I hate changes, but I know that God wants me to grow, to step out of my comfort zone. I am quite emotional and need to take some time to adapt to the changes in my life. I guessed I need some time to adapt to these changes. I remember I took rather a long period of time when there was a restructing for the TPJC care group. So, I hope that this time round it will be shorter.
There is only 2 buffering week, and today is the last formal care group we have for TPJC. The one next week will be more likely for the farewell and stuff. So, I really cherish the every moment with the YJCEA2.
-siqi
♡
February 2006