Tuesday, December 30, 2008 
12:13 AM ♥
I have not been a faithful blogger ever since the holidays started. Perhaps I just want to keep my movements in mystery, so that there would be an element of surprise.
I have been squeezed all the brain juice and straining all my brain cells to think of an answer to a question. What on Earth could be so tough to handle? True enough, this question is tough enough to kill all my brain cells in my brain. I am going to be brainless soon! As soon as I logged into MSN, I was engaged in a conversation with Calista. I should not reveal what exactly both of us were talking about, but I could reveal the question that she asked me, “Why are you staying at Y-HOPE?”
I was stunned initially because never in my life I thought about this question before. Why am I serving in Y-HOPE? Just because my sister is in this church? Or because I have nothing better to do but to serve there? I really do not know the answer to it, could someone please tell me? Am I staying in Y-HOPE because of the people, or because of God? I tried to ask myself over and over again, but I failed to obtain the answer. This question is really nerve cracking!
-siqi
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008 12:13 AM ♥
I have not been a faithful blogger ever since the holidays started. Perhaps I just want to keep my movements in mystery, so that there would be an element of surprise.
I have been squeezed all the brain juice and straining all my brain cells to think of an answer to a question. What on Earth could be so tough to handle? True enough, this question is tough enough to kill all my brain cells in my brain. I am going to be brainless soon! As soon as I logged into MSN, I was engaged in a conversation with Calista. I should not reveal what exactly both of us were talking about, but I could reveal the question that she asked me, “Why are you staying at Y-HOPE?”
I was stunned initially because never in my life I thought about this question before. Why am I serving in Y-HOPE? Just because my sister is in this church? Or because I have nothing better to do but to serve there? I really do not know the answer to it, could someone please tell me? Am I staying in Y-HOPE because of the people, or because of God? I tried to ask myself over and over again, but I failed to obtain the answer. This question is really nerve cracking!
-siqi
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February 2006