Tuesday, September 30, 2008 
11:11 PM ♥
Seriously, I really need to repent. I have wanted to fast from snacks this week, but it was a failure. I did not managed to hold myself back from the temptations and I felt so bad about it. My friends told me that I should not go too hard on myself, and I do share the same sentiment to a certain extent. I have been going hungry in college for the past few days because one serving of meal is really not sufficient for me. So, my stomach grumbled during lessons. With the low blood glucose level in my body, I get sleepier and sleepier. Doom. I slept during lessons! Hmm…. Time to go to bed now.
-siqi
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12:16 AM ♥
My arms hurt like crazy now! How long have I not exercised? I feel that I am rather ‘unfit’. I sweat like mad, and I pant like a dog. That is totally not fit at all!!!! It has been like ancient since I last touched a tennis racket, perhaps several years ago. The excitement of holding a tennis racket came to me again today. I joined Ryan, Chicky and Edwin (I hope I got the spelling right) for tennis after lessons. I guess many would be surprise why I would join the guys for tennis. Then let me explain for myself once and for all. I was so pissed with my project work team-mate that I wanted to play some violent sport to vent my anger. So… … Tennis is really a sport that requires arm strength and strong stamina. I know that I am not there yet, but I would continue to train. I do notice that the guys played pretty well, unlike me, I am just a newbie. But it was good try to experience something different, something that I do not get to do very often. Cool… … I shall rest for now.
-siqi
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Monday, September 29, 2008 10:06 PM ♥
took the first 2 picture from QuiLing's blog
ex-406 BBQ at Jane's house there
some of the ex-406
all of us who went for the bbqwent eat KFC yesterday
super regret because it is so oily
went to study at t-mart mac with siqi and michelle loo
it was so damn crowded
jiayou to those taking their Os too
and also people who are taking A lvl chinese, like me =)
siqi & siqin
siqin
siqin again
my new pencil casewanted to buy the choc pencil box but could not find it at plaza singapura
siqi, i guesss she didn't meant to act dao
public holiday this wednesday, time to have a break
looking forward to class outing this weekend
hopefully there will be one
siqin
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Sunday, September 28, 2008 10:28 AM ♥
I woke up slightly a bit earlier despite today is a Sunday. I have been worrying about my Project Work so much that I did not have a good sleep for the past few days. It is going to be a tiring week ahead! As the mother tongue ‘A’ level is drawing close, and the oral presentation for project work is coming, I will surely be even hard for me to manage. I feel very helpless at time when I am so overwhelmed by the things happening around me. I know that my weakness is that I get too emotional at times, which does not help me at all. I know that God has made my life this way for a reason, and I would choose to believe in him. Even though I still do not get the bigger picture, I know that God surely has a perfect plan for me. My fasting will start today, and I hope that it will be a success. I am depending on God every moment because I know that I can achieve nothing if I rely on my strength. God can perform miracles if he wanted to. I know it.
-siqi
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2:14 AM ♥
keiko, caijuan, siqin & siqisaw keiko and caijuan after tetiary service
we were on our way with some cg people to plaza singapura
suddenly someone was like pulling my hoodie
and this happen to be keiko
long time no see her le so miss her a lot
had dinner( maybe supper) together then left to join the cg people
(top) sean & wen wei
(bottom) siqin, dyllian, alwina
rush to jurong Point on Wednesday after school
had interview with this VIP, dyllian
she is one of the people in the Generation Act Club
interview her
she is so important for my PW
(top) sean & dickson
(bottom) siqin, dyllian & alwina
why this spider got 10 legs??
saw this at Le Meridian
went service today but went to meet shee ting earlier
i was late because . . . . . .
neo-print i took with sherilyn, yenlin & alwina during the movie retreat by 08S21
kawaii ~
Siqi in shades
went shop shop after dinner with siqi at plaza singapura
saw a lot of things i want to buy
will buy most of them next week because i m kind of broke
spent too much this week
siqin
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Saturday, September 27, 2008 11:52 PM ♥
Today sermon was much relevant to me since I always seem to be dwelling in doubts. So, this sermon was pretty useful for me. I got some of my doubts answered. Lesser things to dwell about then! I really thank God for the things that have been happening around me, it must have been God’s blessings. I have begun to do my quiet time every day, be more dependent in God in many parts of my lives. So, really thank God for all these blessings that have made my life even more meaningful than before. I intend to start my fast on food (excluding main courses such as breakfast, lunch and dinner); I shall fast during my breaks for this entire week. I do realized that I am easily tempted my food, so I should tackle on this weakness and show more reliance in God in this particular area. I guess it is going to be tough for me since I usual have at least 4 meals in school. So, this is really a challenge that really required me to depend on God even more, growing even closer to Him. I hope that through this fasting, I would be even more dependent on God; able to submit many parts of my life into God’s hand that I used to hold on myself; bless everyone with good health (especially the J2 who are having their ‘A’ level soon).
-siqi
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Friday, September 26, 2008 6:05 PM ♥
was busy with my wr ever since i finish my exam
did fine for my promo in general
except i m quite disappointed with my chinese
furthermore i m taking my A level Chinese in one months time so there is really no time for me to slack got to jia you jia you le
siqin & alwinawas doing wr at dickson's house
my holy study table
siqin
went out to TM with zhixu and sherilyn
they wanted to chiong silent hill game
nice foodi lurbb to eat so much nowadays
playing silent hill in progress
well, i still don't dare to play such a game
well, i did try to play once, but . . . . . .
siqin
tired & exhausted from my pw
went to jurong point to interview an important character for my pw
happen to saw some mediacrop artists
think was a baby competition
hahax alwina
i took your pic finally
she always try to take my pic but i win her this time
siqin
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Thursday, September 25, 2008 3:35 PM ♥
Oh my God! I think I have being eating too much today. I looked like a hungry ghost in the hungry ghost festival. Maybe because I was in a good mood today, that is why I seem to get hungry easily. I finished a bowl of slice fish soup with upsize; one packet of potato wedges; Wendy, Sheryl and I shared 2 rolls of sushi; and a packet of just tea. My friends were totally amazed by my bottomless stomach, and they perfectly knew that I could afford to eat that much anyway. Before I left the college, I went up to the weighing machine, hoping that I am able to gain some weight. But guess what? I did not gain any weight! Still the same! How much more do I have to eat in order to reach the weight of 48kg? I need 4kg more, I am too light. I guess I just have to continue feasting until I see some improvement in my weight. I just cannot believe it! Next time if you see me queuing for food for more than 1 time, I guess you should know why. Even Wendy was like trying to prevent me from going to the canteen, she thinks that I eat too much. Oh my! I could perfectly understand how she feels because I was thinking of buying ‘ mee suan soup’ or ‘mee goreng’ after I finished my slice fish soup. Am I scary? I do not need anyone to answer me.
-siqi
hungry still...
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008 10:44 PM ♥
Every single day, I looked forward to the college life. I simply enjoyed myself with the people from my class. The initial feeling I had for the class is finally back. Maybe is because I spent most of my time with these people, they are like a family to me, even dearer than the people in the care group. I wonder why. I feel that I play a role in the class, not to mention that I am the treasurer for the class. I feel that my presence makes a different. I feel secured. But I have no idea why I do not feel this way in the care group. I always wanted to know what went wrong. Perhaps it was me? I have begin not to enjoy going for service recently because I usually have my outings with my friends on the same day. Attending service means that I lose an opportunity to hang around with these people. But I know that Calista and Sheryl are not going to let me skipped my service. I surrender to them!
I think I should meet and have a talk with Christine soon before my thoughts become too extreme. Seriously, I enjoyed talking to Christine. My meeting with her looks like a shepherding more than a counseling session with me. She could not only help me mentally and physically, but she also helps me spiritually. I could always feel free to ask her what I was in doubt of, and she always gives me good advices. She is awesome! Perhaps a talk with her would allow me to see things clearly now. She is currently the only person I could really confide to. Thank God for sending her to help me. Thank you God!
-siqi
trying to fulfill other peoples' needs
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008 10:31 PM ♥
My class 08S07 is really the ultimate class, not only crazy, mad, and whatever words i could use to describe... ...
Check out this photo at TPJC.net photoshare. They are not just the usual ones. But the HOTTEST one in the top 10. Go check it out yourself.
RANK 1 (so far):
RANK 4 (so far): 
RANK 6 (so far):
I cannot imagine all these people are my classmates. Let me double check again. Oh my! I am going to faint. All this photos started from Phoebe who upload Sheryl (rank4) unglam photo on the photoshare on the 13th this month. Followed by Pohee (rank 1) on the 17th this month. Of course, i think she would have expected that there would be payback time someday. An within what we have expected, Phoebe (rank 6) unglam photo is up on the top ten list within 2 days. Wow! Incredible right? I cannot imagine that. They are going to be famous people for sure.
-siqi
i still can't believe they are my friends... just joking
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6:10 PM ♥
Wow! Finally for the very first time I passed my GP during promotional test! I used to flunk it hard during mid-year, scoring a ‘U’ grade. But finally, I passed my GP 46.5 upon 100. Even though it is merely a ‘S’ grade, I think I did made an improvement. Thank God for that. As usual, I score 10 out of 30 for the content in Paper 1. Amazingly, the marker awarded me 14 out of 20 for the language. So really thank God for that. Finally I know that I am not a ‘disaster’! This simply reminded me of a phrase, “No one is good to save himself; no one is so bad that God cannot save him”, quote from the ‘Daily Bread’.
I want to make a special thanks to Amanda, because she kept reminded me to study for the organization of prokaryotic and eukaryotic. And fortunately, I was able to score for that question in Section C of my paper. So, really thank God for her or I would not have passed my Section C. I did not go to the lecture on that topic, so I was pretty lost with it. Unexpectedly, that topic came out as a 10 marks question in section C. It was a killer question if I had not study for it.
08S07 is really a good class to be part of. Together we go through thick and thin. I remember that our class has pathetic passing rate of 0% for biology during the mid-years. But see how much our class has grown, from a slacking class to a class who chose to stay back after school to study. We have grown a lot! I really appreciate the helps from our fellow subject tutors who had put in tremendous efforts on us. A big thank you to them! I am glad to say that our class achieves 100% passing rate for biology promotional test this time round.
Here are some random photos for entertainment:
doing PW...
translate this directly into chinese 'salty - pig- hand'... ...got it?
this is not Australia... why i see a kola bear?
chocolate treats from Ms Sha
the picture is not horror, sheryl is the horror.... jk
i seldom see her so quiet...
hair grooming in class?
camera shy? don't pretend arh!
never try uploading someone unglam photo on tpjc.net photoshare, because there is something called PAYBACK time. pohee finally got her revenge.
-siqi
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Monday, September 22, 2008 9:00 PM ♥
i did _______ for promo
i m speechless about it
took this quiz from keiko's blog
QuizzzZZZ~
*CAUTION: Long Quiz*(FYI, quiz not writen by an Asian)
1. First thing you wash in the shower? face, to prevent pimple
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?white, i m somehow inspired by Hanazawa Rui ( he look cool in white hoodie)
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? no, not possible
4.Do you plan outfits? tat's of course
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired because i got a lot of things to do ltr
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? the table lamp
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? sorrie i dun get it
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?was yesterday when i dreamt of watching a horror movie( in fact it was nt realli scary at all)
9. Did you meet anybody new today? yes
10. What are you craving right now? tim sum
11. Do you floss? no
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?salad
13. When was the last time you talked on aim?I dun ve an account
14. Are you emotional? VERY
15. Would you dance to the taco song? dun get it
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?yes, when i was to correct a word by 1000 x
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? bite it
18. Do you like your hair? no, cuz i want to highlight it
19. Do you like yourself?yes
20. Have you ever met a celebrity? yes
21. Do you like cottage cheese?not realli
22. What are you listening to right now?not listening now, but was listening to Wish by Arashi a moment ago
23. How many countries have you visited? not sure but is very little
24. Are your parents strict? ya, but doesn't realli affect mii much
25. Would you go sky diving?never
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? not tat lucky
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?no reason to do so
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room youre in? not realli
29. Have you ever been in a castle? fake one, tat's lame actually
30. Do you rent movies often? not realli
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class? free to sit anywhere
32. Have you made a prank phone call? yes, an eye for an eye
33. Do you own a gun?no
34. Can you count backwards from 74? can
35. Who are you going to be with tonight? alone with my laptop
36. Brown or white eggs? i dunno like both
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?no
38. Ever been on a train?tat's of course
39. Ever been in love? yes
40. Do you have a cell-phone?ya
41. Are you too forgiving?depend on who the person is, i m more forgiving when it cum to pp i lurrb
42. Do you use chap stick? huh?
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?go to school as usual
44. Can you use chop sticks?wrong method of using
45. Ever have cream puffs?ya
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?ya
47. What was the last question you asked?" can i play the song without the use of headphone? "
48. What was the last CD you bought?i dun buy, because my parents buy it for mii =)
49. Boys or girls? girl
50. What is your bus number for school? 3,17,34,39,59
51. Is your hair curly? last time, i hate it a lot
52. Last time you cried? 2 days ago
53. Ever walked into a wall?yes
54. Do looks matter?yes
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?huh?
56. Have you ever slapped someone?yes
57. Favorite time of the year?december which means holidays
58. Favorite color? black & white
59. Are you sarcastic?i can be one
60. Do you have any tattoos?no
61. The last person you held hands with? confidential
62. Do you sleep with the TV on?when i fell asleep without knowing
63. Where was your default picture taken at?no idea
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?i dun hate pp( love God, love pp)
65. Do you like your life right now?ok lahx, but can be better
66. How often do you talk on the phone? i dun like it
67. What is your favorite animal?penguins
68. What was the most recent thing you bought? bangles
69. Do you have good vision? np
70. Can you hula hoop?dunno, sound stupid
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater? depend on who the person is
72. Do you have a job?currently no
73. Can you handle the truth?learning & trtying hard to
74. What are you wearing?yellow t-shirt & black FBT shorts
75. Have you ever crawled through a window? yes, in chalet
76. Do you like your country.ok
77. Do you want to migrate to other country? no
78. What will you miss from your country?food & pp
79. Do you like chainletters?i hate them
80. What's your favorite day of the week?friday
81. What's the weather like where you live?hot
82. What's the first thing you do in the morning?brush my teeth
83. Do you wearing pajamas?no
84. Do you do pranks much?no
85. What's your favorite website?my blog
86. Do you go to the marketplace often? nvr
87. Ever tried to belly dance?nvr want to
88. What's your favorite tv station?dun like any
89. Do you think the name 'fanny' is funny?no
90. Ever wrote a novel?no
91. Are you scared of clowns?when i was young
92. Have you ever fainted?almost but not yet
93. Do you wear spects or contact lens?both, if i m not too lazy
94. Ever ate dog food? no
95. Sad you're not done with the quiz yet?no, is irritated
96. Have you ever broken a bone? no
97. Have you ever been to a concert?yes
98. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?huh?
99. Ever break a promise?yes
100. Before you sat down at the computer, what were you doing? watching drama
101. Are you rasist?no
102. Are you sexist? no
103. Are you chewing gum? no, i dun like them
104. Do you have a night light?no
105. If you could pick a time in the past to live in and when would it be?i dun wan 2 go bck to my past
106. Would you prefer having wings or a tail?wings
107. Who is your favorite loony toon? none
108. Ever kicked someone before?yes
109.Have you ever used a magnifying glass to burn ants?no, too cruel
110. Have you ever lost your cell phone?no, but i dun wish tis to happen
111. What is the weirdest food combination you ever created?sandwich with chilli as sauce??
112. Have you ever tortured a stuffed toy?no, they are too precious to mii
113. Have you ever thrown up on someone?no
114. What is the worst smell in the world?raddish soup
115. Have you ever changed a poopy diaper?no
116. Can you draw a straight line?yes, but nt tat straight
117. Have you ever fallen down the stairs?yes
118. Have you ever slipped on a banana skin? no
119. Have you ever been burned? fingers, alot of time
120. Are you happy that it's the end of the quiz?ya, tta's of course
time to get cracking !!!
siqin
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6:17 PM ♥
I am amazed by my own promotional test results. In fact, it was both shocking and surprising for me. Deep in my heart, I know that I deserve all this crappy results. Who ask me to study only a few days before the test, and choose to slack through the previous months? I deserve it all. I screwed up my H2 Chemistry, flunk it hard. I screwed up my H2 Mathematics, leaving me a ‘C’ grade. Haha… … serve me right. But here is the good news. I have finally passed my General Paper comprehension. Never in my JC life so far had I passed my comprehension, but now I finally did it. Thank God for that! I used to flunk my summary writing with a big fat zero, but I scored 6.5 out of 8 marks this time. Even though my AQ was merely a 2 marks, but I still made an improvement of 1 mark. And this really remind me of this phrase “No one is good to save himself; no one is so bad that God cannot save him”. After giving a thought, I do realize that what I have now is still within God’s plan; I know that God has a perfect plan for me. I think God must have know that I am very lazy all this while, so I guess God wanted me to flunk it hard so that I would learn my lesson. I choose to believe this way; I choose to believe in a positive way. Still, I can continue to eat, laugh, joked and hang around in the usual way. I know that there is no point crying over spilled milk. Right? Time to finish my tutorial.
-siqi
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Sunday, September 21, 2008 12:06 PM ♥
I have no idea what has got over me since yesterday night. I am behaving very unusual, or should I say that I am back to what I was like again? I am feeling very irritated and frustrated now. So, better stay away from me before I blow. Perhaps I have too much time after my promotional examinations to think about the previous unsolved questions. I longed to find the answers to my questions, untying the knots in my heart.
But I am still glad that Trivia and Rachelle came to join us for service yesterday. I really enjoyed talking to them; it feels as if I had known them for a long time. The conversation with them was great. Hope to know them better soon.
-siqi
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Saturday, September 20, 2008 1:44 AM ♥
got overwhelmed by Hana Yori Dango
got to put a stop to this
realise i have been addicted to it such that i m thinking about it
cannot concentrate during tution because of this
sound funny but true for me because i m a drama freak =p
didn't go school today
woke up damn late and late for maths tution
after that meet shee ting for shepherding and dine at pastamania
going broke at a very rapid rate T_T
went home watch tv, play guitar and watch hellboy 2
and also a little bit of hana yori dango 1
GOT TO PUT A STOP TO SUCH BEHAVIOUR !!!!!
God is really growing me in the area of temptation
because i m someone who is easily tempted and like to follow my way rather than God's plan for me
this is really a wake up call to me to make me wake up from my imagination
it is a cruel but a true fact about me
i m someone who live in an imaginary world, thinking that all things are perfect and is make possible
believing that i m different, a history maker , . . . . . .
got to face the cruelty of the society now and no more shield from other people around me
i m always the one being taken care of, everything is aready prepared for me and there is almost no storm on my way
siqi's issue will be the second greatest storm in my life
the rest is mild and can be easily taken care of
time for me to realise that i m living in an imperfect world with imperfect people and i cannot get whatever i wish and want
only God is perfect
i ll adapt to this real world soon
siqin
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Friday, September 19, 2008 8:25 PM ♥
I was looking forward to today’s inter-house captain ball game. However, I am so disappointed with myself that I actually missed it. I overslept this morning, followed by a bad headache that causes me to be in great disappointment. I felt so sorry that I was unable to contribute to phoenix house. I woke up at around 1 plus in the afternoon, followed by my mathematics tuition at 3pm. Even though I have sufficient sleep, I was still feeling very sleepy while I was having tuition. Books simply make me tired. I simply kept yawning during the tuition, quite annoying actually. 2 hours and 30 minutes seem to pass very slowly, but 5.30pm did come eventually. I suddenly craved for the Japanese “Shao Bing”, so I went to Tampines mall to buy them. But on the way, I changed my mind to eat the “Yan Shu chicken”. The one I bought taste quite good except that it is quite salty. Of course I expected it to be salty, since its flavoring is ‘salt’. Unfortunately, I was unable to hold my thirst, it is way too unbearable. I quenched my thirst with a can of pineapple juice which sucked like hell. It does not taste like pineapple, more like mango. I hate mango taste! Amazingly, I was still able to finish my dinner, a bowl of minced meat noodle and ice tea. Wow! I am eating a lot of food these days. All thanks to the people in my class. I am gaining weight for sure!
Ever since Kim introduced this Concerto pour deux voix, I have been so addicted to it. I am listening it almost most of the time. I am so addicted to it.
-siqi
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1:36 PM ♥
went school for PW yesterday, tiring day but i was looking forward to it
got back my Physic result and i got a B
well, i won't comment much on my result
after the talk in audi then went out with sherliyn and zhixu
went tampines mall to eat ajisen
was planning to watch hana yori dango final, but GV and Shaw don't have it
went all the way back to e-hub again
was so damn pissed and really want to strangle myself for not watching it that time
first thing i did is chiong to buy ticket
then went to play Silient Hill game
bought cup walker and watch the movie
HANA YORI DANGO FINAL rox . . .
the posterMakino Tsukushi is so cute lohx
scene in the movie itself :
Domyoji Tsukasa & Makino Tsukushi
i can't believe about the Flower 4 plane lohx
can one imagine how rich are they
F4 - Nishikado Sojiro ,Hanazawa Rui ,Domyoji Tsukasa & Mimasaka Akiraomg, i still prefer Hanazawa Rui
the ending is so sweet lohx
really like this drama lotts
especailly the first few episodes in hana yori dango season 2
went domyoji went new york and ignore makino
after that went for cg
after that went for cg
then went to Qiji for dinner
went home then chiong the drama from ep. 7 onward
siqin
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Thursday, September 18, 2008 3:39 PM ♥
I am so glad that everyone in my class passed our biology. I am sure that everyone in our class can promote up to J2. No more 09S07 for our class! Today activity in school was rather short. There is no project work meeting for me since my group’s written report is still with the moderator, so there is nothing we can do for now. In this case, I can come to school later! I have lunch with Joanne, Pohee, Wendy, Celestine and Sheryl at Ehub “Buddy Hoaggies”. (I hope I get the spelling right.) The lunch was great, with nice food and ambience. I would usually order the flame grilled chicken set, which merely cost less than $10. That is quite reasonable. In fact, I realized that I have been hanging with people in my class more frequently than before, they are really fun people. After our lunch was ice cream at “Gelare”. Oh my! I think we are going to become a ball in no time! It has been eating and eating for this entire week, meal after meal. I am gaining weight!!
I damn glad that I do not have to report to school that early tomorrow. But I am fortunate to be down for the inter-house captain ball. Please cheer for me ok? Thanks.
me and Celestine
Pohee
after 3 mins... ... where is the ice cream?
happy '3' friends
don't act camera shy lah!!!
waffle with ice cream.... .. yummy
haha... ... gotcha
-siqi
slacking for the entire week
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