Sunday, July 27, 2008 
12:46 PM ♥
i m fuming with anger, filled with plenty of frustations.
I am really amazed how people can act so well before others yet behave like a devil behind.
I know i that i m wrong for posting this on blog about siqi, but i don't really care anymore. This is because there is a limit to what i can endure. Just like Hooke's law, once the extension is beyond the limit of proportionaility, the extension will no longer be uniform to the force exerted.
I m damn pissed off in her attidue.
Take yesterday as a good example. We went to fellowship with the caregroup after tution. We had a lot of fun and went to eat supper together. It was around 12am plus when we finally get home and on the way she is aready throwing her temper. I was like , you are the one who wants to go have supper with the caregroup so why are you showing me this attidue when you get back. I m not the one who is forcing you. She was damn rude to mum and purposely make a lot of noise. She is totally inconsiderate because my dad was aready sleeping. So she was like saying that she doesn't care. She also like to lecture others but she never look at herself. How inconsiderate she is, how she behave like a devil at home, . . . . . .
I m damn pissed off when she purposely start a fight. She slap me on my face and kick me. Obviously i won't just like her slap me for nothing and i will defiantely do the same thing back to her. Then all these causes a lot of commotion that result in . . . . . .
I can't believe that i couldn't do anything about it, letting her slap me just like that.
I just cannot believe how well she act before kim and nicole when she told them how people like to compare between us and all those unfair treatment she received. Excuse me, she is the one who is comparing. She also like to boast how well her maths is in front of me and all those craps about how well her result is. I have beening trying to give in but she is going overboard. Even mum agrees with me and tell me that i don't have to give in to her. I did what i can and yet she is doing all these things.
The one i hate most is when she threaten to cut herself. I really hate living in the same house as her because i seriously felf threatened. Imagine somebody is always threatening to kill herself every time when there is arguement. Well, i can also do the same thing but sometimes it is about thinking for others. I won't do all this stupid stuff that will cause others to get worried. I am really sick and tired of seeing how she change her mask when she is at home and when outside. If she can be so ' helpful' and 'caring' outside, why can't she doi it when shi is at home. Other than throwing all those uncompleted task to me, what does she do? I m always the one who have to put up with her attidue. Imagine you will have to keep quiet evertime she throw her temper, how horrible it is. I dread of going home nowadays and especially when she is at home becasue i really begin to dislike her. I feel myself more of a victim then her. Perhaps people should really stop and think how siqi is really like. I know how she will feel when she know about this but sometimes she should really reflect upon herself before she do all these things. I don't really care if she cut herself because i have aready done my part and the rest is really up to herself. Well she did this to me before, didn't she?
i m willing to pay the consequences of doing this
siqin
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Sunday, July 27, 2008 12:46 PM ♥
i m fuming with anger, filled with plenty of frustations.
I am really amazed how people can act so well before others yet behave like a devil behind.
I know i that i m wrong for posting this on blog about siqi, but i don't really care anymore. This is because there is a limit to what i can endure. Just like Hooke's law, once the extension is beyond the limit of proportionaility, the extension will no longer be uniform to the force exerted.
I m damn pissed off in her attidue.
Take yesterday as a good example. We went to fellowship with the caregroup after tution. We had a lot of fun and went to eat supper together. It was around 12am plus when we finally get home and on the way she is aready throwing her temper. I was like , you are the one who wants to go have supper with the caregroup so why are you showing me this attidue when you get back. I m not the one who is forcing you. She was damn rude to mum and purposely make a lot of noise. She is totally inconsiderate because my dad was aready sleeping. So she was like saying that she doesn't care. She also like to lecture others but she never look at herself. How inconsiderate she is, how she behave like a devil at home, . . . . . .
I m damn pissed off when she purposely start a fight. She slap me on my face and kick me. Obviously i won't just like her slap me for nothing and i will defiantely do the same thing back to her. Then all these causes a lot of commotion that result in . . . . . .
I can't believe that i couldn't do anything about it, letting her slap me just like that.
I just cannot believe how well she act before kim and nicole when she told them how people like to compare between us and all those unfair treatment she received. Excuse me, she is the one who is comparing. She also like to boast how well her maths is in front of me and all those craps about how well her result is. I have beening trying to give in but she is going overboard. Even mum agrees with me and tell me that i don't have to give in to her. I did what i can and yet she is doing all these things.
The one i hate most is when she threaten to cut herself. I really hate living in the same house as her because i seriously felf threatened. Imagine somebody is always threatening to kill herself every time when there is arguement. Well, i can also do the same thing but sometimes it is about thinking for others. I won't do all this stupid stuff that will cause others to get worried. I am really sick and tired of seeing how she change her mask when she is at home and when outside. If she can be so ' helpful' and 'caring' outside, why can't she doi it when shi is at home. Other than throwing all those uncompleted task to me, what does she do? I m always the one who have to put up with her attidue. Imagine you will have to keep quiet evertime she throw her temper, how horrible it is. I dread of going home nowadays and especially when she is at home becasue i really begin to dislike her. I feel myself more of a victim then her. Perhaps people should really stop and think how siqi is really like. I know how she will feel when she know about this but sometimes she should really reflect upon herself before she do all these things. I don't really care if she cut herself because i have aready done my part and the rest is really up to herself. Well she did this to me before, didn't she?
i m willing to pay the consequences of doing this
siqin
♡
February 2006