Bows, ribbons and blood.

Thursday, July 31, 2008 10:38 PM ♥

Something amazing just happened to me! While i was bathing just now, i prayed to God, asking Him to lift up the burden that i have. I prayed, prayed and prayed... ... And now,... ... Yippee! I am so refreshed by God. Now, my burdens were gone and i am feeling damn 'light'. I can float in the air now... ... lame. Now, it is time to work.

-siqi

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9:57 PM ♥

Today seems like a day where i did several things for the very first time. It may be something happy or not, but i feel that today is really different from other days.

During P.E lesson, my class was doing the remaining stations for the NAFA test. The stations were the sit-ups, inclined pull-up and the shuttle run. Today is the very first time that i managed to do 30 sit-ups. I have no idea why, but i always faced difficulty doing the sit-up. But it was an encouraging attempt to motivate me to do even better. I was also amazed that i managed to finish 18 inclined pull-up within the time limit. I usually did 12 for my pull-up, but 6 more pull-up as what i usually did really stunned me. I am not that bad after all! Shuttle run was also alright. I finished it at 11.4s, which i considered it quite slow. These results then proved to me that it is time for me to train my stamina.

I missed biology extra lesson today. Instead, i went for the care-group. I am glad that Miss Sha did understand about the situation, and allowed me to skip her lesson. I am so grateful to Miss Sha! Another blessing from God! Initiately, i was quite worried that i would set a bad example to Wei Jie, taking religious as an excuse to skip lessons. But for me personally, God always come first into the picture. If there is both extra lesson and care-group on the same day, i will surely choose care-group over lesson. I believe that i am right. So, today is the first time a teacher allow me to skip her lesson.

Lastly, the first time for something not very nice. Today is the first time i cried in the public. I usually do not cry in the public because it looks very embrassing and awkward to me, but i did this for the very first time. After the dinner, i went off in another direction, heading my way home. Unfortunately, i was unable to hold onto my tears in my eyes, and i cried. This is really the first time i did this! It was quite dark along my way back, as the street is not brightly lilted with the lamps along the road. So, i was saved from all unneccessary awakward and embrassing moments. Perhaps the brain is just a source of trouble?

-siqi

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 10:18 PM ♥

I was supposed to finished my tutorials and the 'revision of the day' before going to bed yesterday. However, to my surprise, i fell asleep without me knowing it. So, i went for class without anything done. Fortunately, there is only 3hour of tutorials, and the rest are lectures. Phew... ... i am saved from all these lecturings from the teachers. This week seems to be a tiring week for me. I am not physically tired but mentally tired. I am feeling so sick about going to school the next day, school sucks! Schools are boring and lessons are boring. I basically slept during class for almost everyday. I slept during mother tongue period and economics lecture, i was totally too tired to concentrate. How i wish i do not have to attend school tomorrow and allow me to enjoy my sleep to fill. Dream on, i guess! I believe that day will never comes!

-siqi
i'm so tired

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008 3:15 PM ♥

life has not been easy these days
lots of stuff to do
and lot of upcoming tests
let start from 29-07-2008
not really feeling well, perhaps too heaty had a sore throat and i m like keeping drinking water
school end early, maybe to me at 2.00pm
but after all those crap reach home about 2.45pm
so tired ~
slack a while forst before i start mugging

and i m simply addicted to soyjoy
it is damn nice =)

28-07-2008
tiring day because i didn't have enough sleep
was studying for H2 econ. case study test
it takes up 5 % ok
and damn pissed off because of my current affiar quiz
tooo pissed to talk about it again

stay happy, everyone

life is stress, but let's hang on k =)

sometimes i am really amazed by circular motion

well, i m really kind of bored in class that i start taking random pictures again

my waterbottle, damn cute right

weather is damn hot nowadays, so remember to drink more water
motivation that keep me awake throughout the night

my motivation !!!

it is so cute ~

siQin's HAPPY BEAR !!

26-07-2008
went to fellowship after my tution
was wei en's birthday
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WEI EN once again
though is kind of . . . . . .

went for suppwe with the cg

shine on me ~

my supper

my work
it suppose to be 'Qin'
fine, i know i m lame

my favourite food, maybe one of them

25-07-2008

went for Temasek Seminar

can skip lesson =)

had a open forum to interact with minister of education and defence

it is really a nice experience for me, and also make some new friends

the food there was nice too ~

on the way home

everyone was tired and most of us fell asleep

see, my own & personal tag

i know i m 'zhi lian'
but what's wrong for been one

i believe that one should be confidence about him or herself

and i m =)

23-07-2008
was Road Run
went all the way to east coast park for the run
but it rains in the morning
random upload of pictures taken

so unlucky

the bus i took broke down on the way home

had lunch with some of the classmate

but i had co after that

siqin

went pastamania for lunch
had a nice time with these fellow classmates

soup, my favourite !!!
it look nice

but i don't really quite like the taste
i had never tried this before

nice weather, isn't it

i guess most of my friends know i will do this

walking & walking

don't ask me why i took this picture
because i also don't know

zhi xu, alwina & yen lin
sherliyn & siqin

it was so windy

alwina, yen lin & sherilyn

waiting for the rest

well, we do have to carry on with our life, don't we

omg . . .

i walk 3km

they were infront of me

but i end up overtaking them

that was weird becasue they ran

my castle

perhaps not

lucky no. 6
but i didn't win anything from the lucky draw

waiting for the rain to stop

this is nice

siqin

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Monday, July 28, 2008 11:37 PM ♥

I do recall that i had made a comparison between the moon bears and the pandas quite some time ago. But for this time round, it is no longer comparison betweens the animals. Basically, i am much into bears and pandas these days. The bears and the pandas are really cute animals that worth me spend my time staring at them. They are the animals i love the most! I always want to go to China to save the moon bears, but unfortunately, i am beginning to doubt my ability to do so. I always wanted to do a high-five with the bears and the pandas, do you think i still have the chance? I think i could have it. I can definitely do a high-five to my teddy bear next to me. Lame.

(bear): don't anyhow stare-stare... ...

(panda): You never seen a cute panda is it?

-siqi

just being lame

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12:48 AM ♥

Last saturday was considered a busy day for me. I climb out of my bed at 6.15am, preparing myself to meet both Justin and Jocelyn at 7.15am at Tampines bus interchange. Unfortunately, i was late again. But this time round, i was late for only 2 minutes. Phew... ... a little improvement made. As usual, Jocelyn was late. Then, the three of us head to Calista's house. To my surprise, we were not the last to arrive. Sheryl was later than us! Doing the project work was fun, having our breakfast together was fun, but being entertained by Calista was even better. Calista is very good in playing many of praise and worship songs. Damn powerful! The first time i heard prasie songs played by guitar. I felt bad that i have to leave half-way during our project work meeting for my tuition lesson. But i am glad that they do understand. Mathematics tuition was like 3 hours straight without a break. And worse, we did Integration. So, most of my brain cells were dead. Fellowship was quite fun,t was pool again. Even though i did not played much, but it was quite entertaining in watching others to play. The care- group then to play the dart game as what Nicole had suggested. Basically, i enjoyed the ' spot the difference' game more than anything else. An interesting game. After that, the care-group went for 'tau huey', something like that. The day was so tiring. And i am feeling very tired even right now, this moment. I guess it is time for bed.

engrossed in the music