Friday, May 09, 2008 
4:05 PM ♥
today is a friday, and i supposed to be happy to be back home earlier. but, no reason why i am quite sad today, for a nebulous concern? frankly, i really enjoyed my life in college with friends around me, es[ecially from 08S07! i enjoyed the time i spent with these people, never before. i can really speak anything off my mind easily, especially friends like wendy, pohee and more. i am really happy to have them as my friends. they are really cool people. i am sort of slacking this few days, not really giving my best in my work. i have no idea why, but i seems to be restless all the time. haiz...maybe i am really exhausted. am i suitable for a JC? this question always came across my mind. maybe i am not the material for a JC? this is really demoralising! i tried to hide my feelings in school, not because i am a hypocrite, but i do not wish to affect the people around me with my problems. i believe that everyone has their problems, why do i have to add on to it? maybe this is the best for them. looking back, seeing where i have came so far, i wish i can just quit, but i knew i cannot. all my efforts that i have put in the past would have gone down to drain, does it worth me doing? i wish i can just stop the Earth from spining, let the time stops right now. but that is beyond my power. i feel quite sorry to those people whom i really trusted. sorry for being not myself this days, trying to hide my feeling, and putting a fake front in front of u guys, really sorry!!
-siqi
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Friday, May 09, 2008 4:05 PM ♥
today is a friday, and i supposed to be happy to be back home earlier. but, no reason why i am quite sad today, for a nebulous concern? frankly, i really enjoyed my life in college with friends around me, es[ecially from 08S07! i enjoyed the time i spent with these people, never before. i can really speak anything off my mind easily, especially friends like wendy, pohee and more. i am really happy to have them as my friends. they are really cool people. i am sort of slacking this few days, not really giving my best in my work. i have no idea why, but i seems to be restless all the time. haiz...maybe i am really exhausted. am i suitable for a JC? this question always came across my mind. maybe i am not the material for a JC? this is really demoralising! i tried to hide my feelings in school, not because i am a hypocrite, but i do not wish to affect the people around me with my problems. i believe that everyone has their problems, why do i have to add on to it? maybe this is the best for them. looking back, seeing where i have came so far, i wish i can just quit, but i knew i cannot. all my efforts that i have put in the past would have gone down to drain, does it worth me doing? i wish i can just stop the Earth from spining, let the time stops right now. but that is beyond my power. i feel quite sorry to those people whom i really trusted. sorry for being not myself this days, trying to hide my feeling, and putting a fake front in front of u guys, really sorry!!
-siqi
♡
February 2006