Friday, February 15, 2008 
10:42 PM ♥
ever since the setback i have gone through last month, i realised that my thinking has changed alot. after lots of thinking, i am still not sure the purpose of me to wake up every morning. i used to believe that the purpose of me waking up every morning is to work towards my bright future which lies ahead of me. but now, everything changed. i have been isolating from the society, searching the answer that i want, but it always failed me. being living without a clear purpose, i feel that everyday is a waste of time. but recently, i have been studying some chemistry and some mathematics, at least i spent my time on something useful. the cheerful me as already gone... ... i have been picking up majong skills recently when my father bought a brand new set of majong for us. posting is going to be out soon, and that is really a big issue for me. this posting will totally change me. after all this years, i am still quite weak in facing the setbacks in my life. waking up on the next day is a blessing for me, this show me that at least i still have the courage to live through tomorrow. i am no longer sure how long i can continue to persist... ...
-siqi
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Friday, February 15, 2008 10:42 PM ♥
ever since the setback i have gone through last month, i realised that my thinking has changed alot. after lots of thinking, i am still not sure the purpose of me to wake up every morning. i used to believe that the purpose of me waking up every morning is to work towards my bright future which lies ahead of me. but now, everything changed. i have been isolating from the society, searching the answer that i want, but it always failed me. being living without a clear purpose, i feel that everyday is a waste of time. but recently, i have been studying some chemistry and some mathematics, at least i spent my time on something useful. the cheerful me as already gone... ... i have been picking up majong skills recently when my father bought a brand new set of majong for us. posting is going to be out soon, and that is really a big issue for me. this posting will totally change me. after all this years, i am still quite weak in facing the setbacks in my life. waking up on the next day is a blessing for me, this show me that at least i still have the courage to live through tomorrow. i am no longer sure how long i can continue to persist... ...
-siqi
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February 2006