Thursday, January 24, 2008 
11:04 PM ♥
today is the worse day of my life, after receiving my result, all i can do is to pray for hope. looking through the piece of paper, i knew that i only scored L1R5-15, L1R4- 10, i suddenly feel like crying. i was trying to put a brave front in school where i don't want to express my sorrow. but tears flow out of my eyes when i reached home, i even though of commiting sucide as the blow for me is too heavy. i should be happy that my sister got the first in school as an 8 pointer, but i just can't help it to stop myself from crying. thinking back about me putting the very effort on my work, i was so disappointed that i let down my teachers and my parents. my parents expected a 9 point from me but yet i didn't. even though my parent did not reprimand me but encouraged me, but i still felt upset abvout my result. i just can't believe myself from not doing well in 'o' level after the very hard work, i felt everything was not fair. but after the consoling from mrs tan and miss tan, i felt slightly better. at least i know that this two teachers are not disappointed on me. i was relieved. however when i got back from the celebration for my sister, i felt upset again. this is the very first time where i have no jc to go to. i can only pray that i can get in to jc or i have to turn to polytechnic instead. even though this is not the end of the world, but this really changed my attitude for study. me and Darryl are in the very same state, not much jc school to go to. i just can't believe that the two of us are in this state. i no longer believe in studying hard, everything was a lie. i put in the hard work and this is what i get. now, i hate to study, hardwork don't pay. that is what i believe in. i am saying this strictly based on my opinion, no offence to anyone. i can see that this is the very moment that change my very life..............
lastly i want to thank these people despite my results,
- mrs tan (bio)
thank you for staying back to coach me for my work. without you, i am afraid that i would not even do well for biology. i am really thankful that you are not vry disappointed with me. i wanted to thank you for many things, but i thin it is more than words to express it. i am also very thankful to you for consoling me when i was feeling down in the afternoon. you mention that you are happy that you have a student like me really bring me the courage for me to move on. thank you
- miss tan (chem)
thank you for helping me during the science practical exam. if without you, i would have screw up my chemistry. very thankful, i got an A1 for combined science. i am also grateful that you console me and encourage me to move on. i really felt much better after that when you really recognize my hardwork. a big thank you to you!
- darryl and jon quek
really thank you guys for helping with my science and maths before the exams. i think without you guys as my competitor, i would not have put in the hardwork in my studies. i really congrat quek for being the 9 pointer, and also feel quite sad for Darryl. me and darryl really are on the same boat of not many choice of school available. hope Darryl will be able to get into MJC.
- aiyoh family
really thank you guys who bring me laughter. with you guys, my life in EVSS has never been better. thank you for everything and do hope that you guys can get into the school you guys want! jia you, jia you, jia you!
-teachers who have taught me
i really have a lot to thank those teahers who have taught me. without you teachers, i would not have do well in my 'o'level. thank you for your hardwork, patience and tolerance to me.thank you
-407 classmates
thank you for giving me such a wonderful year being filled with laughter, tears.... .... with you guys, the class become more interesting and lesson become more entertaining. thank you guys.
-c.o memember
thank you for going to c.o to make it spice with more fun and laughter. without you people, things could have become very bored. i really thank those friends who often brings me laughter and even those who also make c.o so interesting. thank you very much.
-siqi
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Thursday, January 24, 2008 11:04 PM ♥
today is the worse day of my life, after receiving my result, all i can do is to pray for hope. looking through the piece of paper, i knew that i only scored L1R5-15, L1R4- 10, i suddenly feel like crying. i was trying to put a brave front in school where i don't want to express my sorrow. but tears flow out of my eyes when i reached home, i even though of commiting sucide as the blow for me is too heavy. i should be happy that my sister got the first in school as an 8 pointer, but i just can't help it to stop myself from crying. thinking back about me putting the very effort on my work, i was so disappointed that i let down my teachers and my parents. my parents expected a 9 point from me but yet i didn't. even though my parent did not reprimand me but encouraged me, but i still felt upset abvout my result. i just can't believe myself from not doing well in 'o' level after the very hard work, i felt everything was not fair. but after the consoling from mrs tan and miss tan, i felt slightly better. at least i know that this two teachers are not disappointed on me. i was relieved. however when i got back from the celebration for my sister, i felt upset again. this is the very first time where i have no jc to go to. i can only pray that i can get in to jc or i have to turn to polytechnic instead. even though this is not the end of the world, but this really changed my attitude for study. me and Darryl are in the very same state, not much jc school to go to. i just can't believe that the two of us are in this state. i no longer believe in studying hard, everything was a lie. i put in the hard work and this is what i get. now, i hate to study, hardwork don't pay. that is what i believe in. i am saying this strictly based on my opinion, no offence to anyone. i can see that this is the very moment that change my very life..............
lastly i want to thank these people despite my results,
- mrs tan (bio)
thank you for staying back to coach me for my work. without you, i am afraid that i would not even do well for biology. i am really thankful that you are not vry disappointed with me. i wanted to thank you for many things, but i thin it is more than words to express it. i am also very thankful to you for consoling me when i was feeling down in the afternoon. you mention that you are happy that you have a student like me really bring me the courage for me to move on. thank you
- miss tan (chem)
thank you for helping me during the science practical exam. if without you, i would have screw up my chemistry. very thankful, i got an A1 for combined science. i am also grateful that you console me and encourage me to move on. i really felt much better after that when you really recognize my hardwork. a big thank you to you!
- darryl and jon quek
really thank you guys for helping with my science and maths before the exams. i think without you guys as my competitor, i would not have put in the hardwork in my studies. i really congrat quek for being the 9 pointer, and also feel quite sad for Darryl. me and darryl really are on the same boat of not many choice of school available. hope Darryl will be able to get into MJC.
- aiyoh family
really thank you guys who bring me laughter. with you guys, my life in EVSS has never been better. thank you for everything and do hope that you guys can get into the school you guys want! jia you, jia you, jia you!
-teachers who have taught me
i really have a lot to thank those teahers who have taught me. without you teachers, i would not have do well in my 'o'level. thank you for your hardwork, patience and tolerance to me.thank you
-407 classmates
thank you for giving me such a wonderful year being filled with laughter, tears.... .... with you guys, the class become more interesting and lesson become more entertaining. thank you guys.
-c.o memember
thank you for going to c.o to make it spice with more fun and laughter. without you people, things could have become very bored. i really thank those friends who often brings me laughter and even those who also make c.o so interesting. thank you very much.
-siqi
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February 2006