today i woke up pretty early, probably about 8.30am. (that may not sound as early to many people) i just cannot get into sleep after waking up. i think it must be the curtain my parent removed, which made the room very bright. however, today is unlike my usual day where i slag the whole day. i did some spring cleaning in the early afternoon. i tried to throw away some stuffs so that my table will not be stock up with many trash. while i was packing, i accidentally cut my hand which gave me an ugly mark. i believe that the mark would not be gone so soon. thinking back, i just realised that i have not finished my tuition homework yet. oh shit. but, i am happy to announce that i finally managed to clear my game ' call for duty 4' last month. yipeee.......it really took me a hard time to complete this game. the reason is that i play the most difficult mode, that is why i always run out of battery before i complete the level. phew.....finally. chinese new year is just around the corner, just next week. i am happy that i can eat steamboat at home. i remeber that last year i had my steamboat at my aunt's place, so i can finally have it at home. what i am so happy about is that eating at home allows me to open the fruit yougart wine i have at home. yipeee...i have been wanting to drink that but my parent let me have tiger beer instead. so, eating at home gives me a good reason to open the bottle of wine. cheers!
today i woke up exceptionally early at around 8.30am. although 8.30am is not really considered early, but it is really early for me. i usually wake up at around 11am( the earliest time), therefore today is really a challenge for me. what did i do at this time? that is to get wash up and prepare myself to go watch a movie. after i watched the movie ' cloverfield', i have been telling her how nice the movie was. maybe that really influence her to watch it. we left our home at 10am and take a good walk to the tampines mall. by the time we reached there, it is around 10. 20am. so, we exchanged our movie money for our tickets, not a dollar spent! when we reached GV cinema 3, we realised there are only a few people watching, most probably around 10. there, we saw one auntie who is around her 40s strolling in. i was pretty shock at first, the movie 'cloverfield' is not suitable for her to watch, i bet she will left before the movie ended. indeed i was right, she left just 20 minutes after the movie was screened. what a waste of money! as compared to the seats in Shaw, i think that the seats in GV are slight more comfortable, at least it will not cause my back to ache. after the movie, we went to the basement of TM to have our meal at Katrina. i ordered a bowl of mee siam while qin a bowl of laksa. seriously, i got to say that the mee siam was too spicy for me. but i think that the laksa was still alright. so, i was having a difficulty time finished my mee siam with one small cup of lime juice. asking me to eat the 'tau foo' was like asking me to swallow bombs, very spicy for me. but eventually, i managed to finish my lunch with the help of some lime juice and pink dolphin drink. after the meal, i realised i am losing my voice! generally, the mee siam and laksa were pretty delicious, i think it will suits those who enjoys spicy food. fiery "mee siam" chili laksa (chili more than ingredients)
went out with yujun ytd and i m still late again le then after that take bus to marine parade went the library there cuz yujun help mii look for books arh i dunno what book to read arh or i should say how to find books which hopefully i ll like the content so spent some time grabbing some books to borrow then went eat lunch at the mall there went to a hong kong liked restaurant the food there very nice lohx but yu jun oways dun let mii pay de arh so must find chance to pay by myself went to the east coast park by walking there then go the underground tunnel tat side yu jun want teach mii roller blade then he didn bring his own blade mahx so call his dad to bring it for him then went change the wheel from the way i see others rollerblade i can see that it is not easy de lohx so i go rent one cuz i still a newbie who know nthin about roller bladding and i noe it my skills sux almost fell many time but i dun wan wear the hand the protection padding mahx too ugly le so realli have to relie yujun to help mii and he realli prevent mii from falling after two hours only noe a little bit but still dun dare skate without holding on to him so next time must wear all the protection padding le if not sure injuried myself de then on the way saw a guy fell down her was using his sleeve to stop the bleeding so yujun gave him a packet of tissue he vry good rite walk to sit at hte rock that side realli like the view but it was going to be high tide le so i kind of scared arh then walk to the hawker centre tat side but the oyster shop was closed so disappointed lohx then even though we found a place to sit but no one to clear the tables arh so i was kind of pissed off the cleaner there have poor service attidue lohx all dun care de lohx all go slack de try fried oyster from another stall and it taste nice too eh went walk to a place which i dunno wat it is called go there see the stars there is not much pp there so i just lie down to see stars lohx and i tell you the view was teriffic eh i realli like going there then walk home as usual but tis time using a shorter route and take a shprter time on the waytop to rest for a while and i realli have a nice time
today my day is really much better as compared to yesterday, my heart lightened alot. i went out around 1pm+ to the tampines library. i was doing my GP homework at first, but later i saw cheng kang. i then realised that cheng kang, wilfred and ruwan are meeting there this afternoon. at around 2pm+, i went to the macdonald near the CPF building to meet up with the two guys. ranjetha then came along to join us. we were then discussing about what courses or the plans we have after receiving our results. singapore polytechnic seems to be a popular choice than any other school, i guess i will have to face tough competition in the bio-medical course then! after lots of talking, we went to watch a movie with cheng kang, wilfred and ruwan and jun wei. at first they wanted to watched "The house", but i was way to scare to watch it, so we decided to watch " cloverfield" instead of others. my first though about this movie was that it may be quite similar to" resident evil" or" i am legend", however to my surprise, it appeared to be a better movie than the other two. some of the parts were really disguesting, especially the monsters. i really got to mention that i felt very giddy during the movie. the movie was shot as if it was from a video cam, so during the shaky parts like running, i really felt like puking. generally, the movie was pretty nice and entertaining. by the way, i really felt that this trip today really cheer me up, i am feeling much better now. i also want to thank mrs tan from giving me many advices from choosing the different courses available. after that, i went out with my mum and sis for dinner. today was quite fulfilling, i believe i can recover from my blow very soon.
i m not happy though i get quite a good grade becuz some frienz around mii didn do very well i didn realli noe what i shld do to comfort them or just let them be alone i dun wan pp to say that i m shedding crocodile tears i dun wan pp to say that i m showing off my result
but the happiest thing is tat i had a lot improvement in my el i never dream of getting A2 for el so i was like so dam high when i noe my result however doing well in O-lvl does not mean that i ll continue to progress smoothly so i really got to work even harder for those who didn do well i ll say tat cheer up if u had put in ur best wateva result u get u shld be happy abt it becuz u at least try ur best well i m saying tis is becuz i do experience such things in my life too but mine is not like examination exam lahx i failed many times too in life especailly when i m in my sec 2 year when my everyday is like hell - well i m not going to rake abt my past again
after getting my result i went to thx few of my teacher or shld i say most who ever i can find in the hall but still i wan thx them again
i want to thx -
Ms Audrey Tan ( though she is aready married & i shld't use Ms anymore, nvm) she realli help mii a lot in my chem but i still didn achieve my a1 in chem well i noe i realli sux in pratical but she realli spend a lot of time n effort to help mii after school or during like the coaching
Mrs Cho she help mii in my chem too and oso my chem teacher she oso stay back after school and class to answer my qn knowing tat i m actually vry dam problematic and keep asking y especailly questioning the answer given in the textbook
Mr Tsia he is my physic teacher and he too spend a lot of time helping mii in physic oways stay back after sch answer my qn then oso i keep booking slot for consultation he was realli dam busy
Mr Goh he help mii a lot in physic too and i oways ask him to help mii in my physic tat whenever he saw mii after sch outside the staff room he somehow noe i wan book slot for consultation le he oso give mii a lot of encouragement during the coaching period becuz i was realli dam stress out le
Mr Foo he help mii in s.s and i ask him mark my 20 + SEQ which i did on my own from the 5 years series i guess tis realli scare him bahx anyway he told mii tat till now he still ve not finish marking all my essay ^^
Ms Tan H.H she help mii lotts in geo and oso mark my extra work i did from 5 yrs series keep asking her when she can finish marking my paper cuz i wan revise it for Os she is patient wif mii since i oways have problem in my map-reading my map-reading sux arh sorrie to say that , no more geo for mii anymore!!!
Mrs Mani she help mii in math and oso my maths teacher lahx oways give us papers to do and i oways didn do ^^ she has high expectation for mii
Mrs Tan S.L she is my MT teacher who is realli vry gd she train us hard drill us hard during the bridging period and i keep asking her to mark my own written essay stay back after ach consult her qn and ask her how to rite gd essay tat can score well
my Math tutor he help mii most in both my a and e math without his help i sure die de give mii homework do and oways make coffee for mii during tution cuz i didn sleep enough so tend to fall asleep never fail to answer every single qn i duno how to do he realli vry pro hope i can con't the tution soon
my El tutor though i didn had the tution long but it realli help mii i got a2 tis time my prelim was like c5 only lohx so i realli wan thx him his tution lesson is vry fun and i begin to pick up habits like reading newspaper becuz i use to hate newspaper
the rest of the teachers oso help mii too but currently cannot think of any other so realli vry sorrie abt tat
next want to thx some of my dearie frienz like :
Cai Juan my shepherd arh noe i dam stress then keep smsing mii to jia you etc realli give mii lotts of encouragement during my Os period helping one another in our subjects too
Xue Er we oways go consult teacher together then oways feel so guilty pestering the teachers too much help one another in our subjects too like helping to answer each other doubt
Bernadette she oways sms mii to encourage mii tell mii jia you etc for my Os
Qian Hui she oso help mii in my physic too sometimes dun noe how to do then ll ask her cuz she do vry fast for her physic pratice paper arh
Xin Rui like qian hui i oso ask her for help somtimes when i dunno how do tat qn
well there are still many of them but due to time constraint i cannot rite down everything but here are the people gui ling, fu yee, yuan zheng, sirong, ruwan, kai wen, sin ee, . . . . . . most of the 406 student
today is the worse day of my life, after receiving my result, all i can do is to pray for hope. looking through the piece of paper, i knew that i only scored L1R5-15, L1R4- 10, i suddenly feel like crying. i was trying to put a brave front in school where i don't want to express my sorrow. but tears flow out of my eyes when i reached home, i even though of commiting sucide as the blow for me is too heavy. i should be happy that my sister got the first in school as an 8 pointer, but i just can't help it to stop myself from crying. thinking back about me putting the very effort on my work, i was so disappointed that i let down my teachers and my parents. my parents expected a 9 point from me but yet i didn't. even though my parent did not reprimand me but encouraged me, but i still felt upset abvout my result. i just can't believe myself from not doing well in 'o' level after the very hard work, i felt everything was not fair. but after the consoling from mrs tan and miss tan, i felt slightly better. at least i know that this two teachers are not disappointed on me. i was relieved. however when i got back from the celebration for my sister, i felt upset again. this is the very first time where i have no jc to go to. i can only pray that i can get in to jc or i have to turn to polytechnic instead. even though this is not the end of the world, but this really changed my attitude for study. me and Darryl are in the very same state, not much jc school to go to. i just can't believe that the two of us are in this state. i no longer believe in studying hard, everything was a lie. i put in the hard work and this is what i get. now, i hate to study, hardwork don't pay. that is what i believe in. i am saying this strictly based on my opinion, no offence to anyone. i can see that this is the very moment that change my very life..............
lastly i want to thank these people despite my results,
- mrs tan (bio) thank you for staying back to coach me for my work. without you, i am afraid that i would not even do well for biology. i am really thankful that you are not vry disappointed with me. i wanted to thank you for many things, but i thin it is more than words to express it. i am also very thankful to you for consoling me when i was feeling down in the afternoon. you mention that you are happy that you have a student like me really bring me the courage for me to move on. thank you
- miss tan (chem) thank you for helping me during the science practical exam. if without you, i would have screw up my chemistry. very thankful, i got an A1 for combined science. i am also grateful that you console me and encourage me to move on. i really felt much better after that when you really recognize my hardwork. a big thank you to you!
- darryl and jon quek really thank you guys for helping with my science and maths before the exams. i think without you guys as my competitor, i would not have put in the hardwork in my studies. i really congrat quek for being the 9 pointer, and also feel quite sad for Darryl. me and darryl really are on the same boat of not many choice of school available. hope Darryl will be able to get into MJC.
- aiyoh family really thank you guys who bring me laughter. with you guys, my life in EVSS has never been better. thank you for everything and do hope that you guys can get into the school you guys want! jia you, jia you, jia you!
-teachers who have taught me i really have a lot to thank those teahers who have taught me. without you teachers, i would not have do well in my 'o'level. thank you for your hardwork, patience and tolerance to me.thank you
-407 classmates thank you for giving me such a wonderful year being filled with laughter, tears.... .... with you guys, the class become more interesting and lesson become more entertaining. thank you guys.
-c.o memember thank you for going to c.o to make it spice with more fun and laughter. without you people, things could have become very bored. i really thank those friends who often brings me laughter and even those who also make c.o so interesting. thank you very much.
this song really remind mii of Romantic Princess again but the ending is so dam lousy lohx anyway channel 8 going to air this drama so got to watch it all over again le =)
can't remember how have i been spending my time these days usually is go out if not then stay at home watch drama for the whole day plus some studying on chem life is definately not boring with drama's existance
went malaysia today with my parents cuz end up late so by the time we reach the checkpoint there were aready cars lining up so got to wait for some time for both the checkpoint in s'pore and in malaysia somemore the car keep stopping so really make me want to vomit went to holiday inn as usual cuz dad need collect his spectacle so all of us just tag along then the optic shop boss was like asking us if we want make spectacles again we were like -.- ''' our spectacles are less than one month old okayplus i ll be wearing contact lens during CNY went to wang kok restaurant eat and there is also another branch in s'pore at bugis that side the food is very nice especially the beef noodle but the pork chop is kind of too cooked but that place really remind me of macua express at the expo that side went buy bag so bought one white colour '' arm-pit'' bag ( copy from cai juan) quite cheap but at least is a real stuff it is better than buying a fake stuff with fake brand but cost cheaper so must be very careful when buying wanted buy shoe but couldn't find the design i like so got to shop again in s'pore next time bought clothing as usual the main purpose is actually to buy the CNY food like love letter, pineapple tarts etc. my parents really buy a lot so we were carrying lots of stuff they bought at least two to three boxes from each store (for 3 store) then also buy two nicely wrapped hamper for our neighbour and stuff but the food taste really quite nice we left quite early but there was a traffic jam at the checkpoint again when we returned so got to wait again but most of us ended up sleeping after that went kfc eat the meal maybe eat too much oily food so don't really feel well cannot imagaine i have to do how much exercise to burn out the fats
tomorrow got to go tution aready =D looking forward to get our O-level result
10 january wake up late as usual since i finish working so didn do much things meet yujun at arnd 3pm after his detention for being late cuz ytd too late go back le mahx walk all the way from east coast to tampines sure tired de mahx went his house play a while then got to meet cai juan they all at century square near the shop n save that side mag and bern came down also cai juan was helping me with some of the bible verse and she really came well prepared lohx later meet vivan for dinner well i don't really like to eat dinner cuz is like dunno wat to eat de so anyhow order food to eat bahx is so xianz~ de lohx walk home as usual realliy looking forward to the chalet nxt day
11 january so excited about the chalet but i didn meet xue er and cai juan they all until about 5pm cuz i didn want go for the teaching in the morning and the tp open house i spent the entire afternoon packing my stuff cuz i keep adding and removing items from my back i want my bag to be light light de mahx anyway i really like my micky mouse drum bag meet xue er, cai juan and keiko at the sch bus stop tat side but i was early before tat went 201 de cuz want buy top up card but the shop close le so really wasted my time for walking all the way there went for cca fair with my bulky drum bag long time no go sch le so really feel vry extra saw belinda and frienz then sinee, yan jun and kitty but theyt left earlier than us cuz the four of us want play our instrument so got to wait until the whole performance to end then can go take out instrument mahx finally touch my liu qing again then try practice the ju hua tai i can play lohx but not vry gd er yi anyway the song is realli vry nice i also practice my gao ying sheng with keiko long time no practice le so really feel breathless lohx leave the sch then went aranda country club so by the time we reached it is aready like 8pm + le then just nice saw the girls going down to buy their dinner so mii , cai juan and xue er just follow oso long time no c many of them le so some like realli look different le and most working or did work during the holidays after tat went up to chalet again then we eat while watching channel 8 hua jin lu and coffee prince play big 2 with fu yee, cai juan and xue er then oso gossip a while about ______ they were like so dam shocked lohx especailly the way fu yee react jane's reaction was still expecated but gui ling was like laughing then the guys including yu jun went drinking le then we oso going back to our room talking about the jc stuff discussing about the subjects etc. then suddenly mii ,xue er and cai juan decide sneak out for some fresh air so went walk to pasir ris park walk walk see stars oso pei mii go cheers buy top up card cai juan vry bad lohx cuz i was using my phone while walking mahx so didn notice there is one ball in front of mii then cai juan was like - siqin there is a bomb in front of you (the ball is black in colour) i was dam shocked lohx then like scream liddat i was so dam ps lohx then want go see the scenery de but the ground dam wet arh then got a lot of mud so went head to the toliet to wash our shoes instead btw there is really lots of stars tat nite then suddenly got one guy ask us if want join them i was like -.- '''
after tat went back but before that went take pic saw yu jun and ruwan on the way so i pei xue er and cai juan go up le then go find them le cuz there was some problem wif some people * or should i say regarding the drinking stuff went go mac wif jerry cuz he oso looking for ruwan anyway i didn noe james noe tat i m siqin cuz i dun realli noe him yu jun not feeeling well and zhi qiang was instructed to watch over him cuz vry xianz mahx so mii, yu jun, ruwan and zhi qiang went walk then thot of walking to tm de mac so we walk and walk to the petrol station first cuz yu jun really noe feeling well mahx and ruwan nid to sober up but the way he didn so is like _____ -.- ''' then near void deck tat side we decided to stop walking there le cuz yu jun realli nid rest so ruwan and zhi qiang went buy some drinks while i pei yu jun anyway it was aready like mid-nite le so when pp walk past the void deck they look at mii wif a weird stare then while yu jun was sleeping i chat wif ruwan they all to understand the situation after tat take cab back to chalet but mii and yu jun didn go up so we went to near the pool alley tat side rest and chat chat btw i can realli tell tat navin and darmandra is realli drank lohx cuz they talking craps and yu jun keep telling them to stay away from mii after tat sirong and a whole group of pp came then went up 2gether i went to sleep in the room but realli cannot sleep arh so went to sleep at the sofa tat side but still cannot sleep arh so chat wif kitty for a while then eat cup noodle by th time it is aready in the morning
12 january went bath and the water is realli dam cold wore my contact lens etc. went out for breakfast wif cai juan and xue er cuz going for church service didn go ply basketball wif others cuz i dun think i ll ve enough time walk to mrt tat side but vivan and chrystal was late so we went white sand shop shop after tat went church and stuff . . .
went eat at toast box the food was ok then went back le but it was raining quite heavily but luckily saw yvonne and her bro so she shelter us to the downtown east tat side then we go in bbq has not strt yet so we played mj i was feeling dam tired cuz i didn sleep at all mahx go down for bbq eat the food but i didn cook any cuz i wearing contact lens must stay away from the fire mr foo and mr kiong came down too btw i like the satay best the potato taste nice too then we actually want go back le but i got problem taking out my conatact lens arh so they pei mii and my eyes becum so red after i took it out but luckily gui ling got eye drop arh realli got to thx her then after tat took bus home once i reach home i unpack and sleep cuz i was too exhausted le
13 january wake up early for scholarship thinggy wore my contact lens but one of it keep dropping out arh and i lost it so i was like only wearing one contact lens but cuz going late le so i got to go register first then try take out the other lens we went there quite late becuz of mii saw kai wen there mii and siqi sit side by side mahx so can talk to her at least won't feel so bored mahx after tat walk home and have lunch then went meet yu jun at the mrt track tat side then go safra play pool with some people my skills still dam lousy arh after tat went play lan walk to the bus stop tat side then saw the rest of them cuz they going home le so we went to void deck first then go have dinner at the coffee shop cuz yu jun say tat the western food over there is vry nice and it is really dam nice lohx the food walk around the neighbourhood then walk home another tired day for mii and i realli sleep like pig liddat
14 january stay at home throughout cuz i wake up arnd 2pm + so not much time left le stay at home emo and study , read etc . watch shou zhu and huang jin lu as usual life is kind of xianz ~
15 january went meet yu jun after school but i was late so went up to his house straight it was raining heavily then i was still having my lunch we study together he do his homwork while i revise my chem again anyway the yoghurt taste nice after tat went out for dinner but only i ate my dinner he just pei mii cuz he has '' no mood to eat '' lohx watch movie- dan in real life which is realli a nice movie to watch then went chat chat a while then go home went home study as usual revise or should i say recap my phyisc again then suddenly feel dam hungry so i wore a jacket and went down to 7-11 downstair buy cup noodle well tis is realli a breakthrough becuz i never wore such attire out somemore is sleeping de out fit even though i wor a jacket over it study a while then sleep le
actually i am not much into cosplay, however since i knew Darryl from 407, i got more information about cosplay. by the way, he is much got into japanese animation. japanese animations are all pretty good with the graphics and stuff like this. just yesterday, Darryl show me a web site which showcase lots of cosplay photos which are really good. =>>(http://www.flickr.com/photos/32879347@N00/sets/72157594470340561) as compared to the ones in singapore, i think it will make some difference. i think from this website are those proffesional ones. however, those in singapore ones are still not bad, but maybe can do some more improvement to attain a higher level. i believe that cosplay is not easy as it requires a lot of courage to stand out of the people. so keep up the good work, cosplayers! after looking through much of the photos, i think that it is pretty hard to cosplay the characters in final fantasy VII such as cloud, yazoo, tifa... ... there are also many photos which i find them very nice. so, i do hope that more people will get know to cosplay, where my sis is already one.
i met up wif priscilla at 4pm at the tampines bus interchange, but as usual, i was late. but fortunately priscilla was not angry about it. we took bus 29 and head to the changi bus terminal, however the sky suddenly turned dark and result in a heavy downpour. luckly i brought an umbrella along or else we would get really wet. priscilla make a phone call to jeevan upon our arrival, however no one picks it up, so i tired to call Darryl instead. after all the talkings, we went down the hill to look for the chalet, but we failed. finally after all the confusion, jeevan went to pick us up. the chalet was rather big, with 3 bedrooms, 3 toilets, and a large kitchen. Quite a lot of people had arrive and some were playing, while the others chatting. then the bbq took place! chef vicky and chef jeevan were trying to bbq some satay, but all satay turned out to be so black and burned, but it was still nice to eat. Darryl was then saying that burned food contain wat XXXXXXX substance which can cause cancer, JC brains! we did bbq quite a lot of food, but we still have much left. i think wei jie is the person who stood at the pit for the longest time. by then, many of them had left. Darryl was saying that tonight has a one hour special for' D-gray Man', but turned out only half an hour. during mid-night, jeevan and some of us were cooking some otah, hotdog... .... kah beng then suggest to cook the mid-joints by the microwave, i am telling for sure it will be... ... actually, i do confess myself disappointed to the chalet. at the aloha chalet, there isn't much entertainment facilities available. so people had to go to the changi village which is quite a distance. although i did not take any photograph, but i think Darryl's blog should have some.
ytd was yu jun's birthday so went celeb wif him btw Happy Belated Birthday !!! meet at the mrt track tat side near my house down there as usual i was late take train all the way to jurong east tat side cuz going ice skating collect my pay le mahx so wanted treat him instead on his birthday oways made him pay like vry guilty haahx tis is the only day i bring more money than him long time no go ice skating le so forget how to skate le so i keep grabbing yujun's hand becuz i dun wan to fall arh well i ve to admit tat i m a realli lousy student till now i still dun dare skate on my own after skating for a while then my feet like numb numb de so got to rest yujun had his own skate but oways got so ice jie min at the metal portion de ice skating is kind of difficult for mii i almost fell lohx and tis happen for 3 times but luckily yujun got hold mii arh if not sure dam ps de after tat went to imm de garden like the place lotts but as usual didn bring extra clothes so cannot play with the water somemore wear contact lens arh so better not lahx so just sit there chat wif him while he smoke btw smoking is bad for health !!! so pp shld not try smoking !!! then take mrt to bedok tat side then take bus to marine parade went there buy a small cake to celeb his birthday then walk to east coast we walk for quite some distance then went sit down at the bench tat side sing bithday song then eat cake the cake was okay lahx but we found it too sweet le i ate more cakes than yujun lohx cannot tell arh he so big in size then eat lesser than mii hahax then con't walk to the hawker centre tat side eat fried oyster is realli vry nice lohx so next time must order a big plate each after eating then sit down chat while enjoying the view we saw stars many of them and i realli find it rare to see so many stars in s'pore especially when there are three stars in a row anyway we dunno how to interpret the stars so is oso useless lahx realli got to thx yujun though is his birthday but he end up buying mii a gift he went mexico during the holiday n bought mii a neckacle realli like it lotts then behind still got some words wah realli melt my heart le lohx ^^ then we walk home all the way from east coast to tamp. we walked for about 2 hours cuz we bo liao then oso on the way got rest lahx it realli serve as a form of exercise to train ourselves arh so by the time i reach near my house it is aready going to be 11.30pm faster rush home but luckily my parents didn say anything abt it
today wake up late cuz slept at 1am + cuz nid dry my hair mahx meet yujun at the sch bus-stop tat side at abt 3.30pm liddat then went his house like the ice-cream lotts especailly the strawberry as usual we sure challenge each other on english chess and checker de but hahax today i won both game ^^ is abt skills okay not becuz i m lucky after tat meet cai juan, mag and bernadette at abt 5.30pm but as usual i m late again cai juan then help mii in the bible verses cuz tat time i read then dun understand so ask her for help sit at the area near shop and save tat side chat chat then meet vivan for dinner at the tm foodcourt did nth much then i walk home le
tomorrow still got 406 class chalet i sure got go de then actually morning got some teaching but i not going regarding the tp open house i oso not going cuz i wan go jc if i can then most probably i going for cca fair tomorrow then oso got to meet cai juan and cheryl then go chalet together realli looking forward to all this eh !!!
my skate
look dam ugly rite
just take for fun nobody was skating cuz they were ' processing ' the ice my favourite place
imm de garden
like the way tis ''playground'' is designed
seldom found it in s'pore de area
coke
drinking it is as if i m brian-washing myself
the cake we bought
just a small one
fei lun hai !!!
didn noe tat their qian chang hui is over here lohx
if not i sure cum de
it is nice, isn't it
won the game of checker
mine is the black one
won in chess again tis chess set is realli vry nice lohx fried oyster
ytd was my last day of work ^^ realli wan thx God becuz tat day i was still asking God wat i should do in order to take leave on wed tat is 2moro ytd there wasn't a lot of pp though i was still kind of confused when all the kids keep shouting '' auntie '' wat liao i so young call mii auntie le but cannot blame them cuz they still young kids mahx did a lot of counting ytd cuz packing a teacher's order for 280 and 70 wrapping paper the most irrating things is that parents keep cumin in so i kept losing my counting i count it so many times lohx chat wif auntie laura somemore ytd last day le boss give mii my pay oso le then she was like telling mii to drop by when i m free realli got 2 thx her cuz she is dam good to mii and oways share wif mii her stories dun intend to work anymore maybe not until next week cuz tis week a lot of activity but i still ve some part-time job tat i can con't try on de the first thing i did when i get home was play com play for quite long cuz normally if got work next day then i use com 4 a while only de saw an ideal hp so keep asking daddy to bring mii go buy it hipefully can buy it tis week if not sure like last time no stock le then make mii disappointed again
wake up late today as planned cuz really cannot sacrifice my beauty sleep if not going to ve bad mood again le tat ll not be nice going out ltr to evax wif cai juan then oso drop by at the library to borrow some books and buy presents mahx tis week sure kanna broke de cuz weekend still ve chalet and the scholarship award thinggy de
make contact lens today kind of difficult to put in and take out since tis is my first try mahx i realliy wonder why cai juan say is easy to put in and why gui ling like take out the contact lens not feeling well today couldn't eat much food maybe becuz too tired ??? not enough sleep ?? currently feeling dam confused feel like crying . . . T_T sometimes i do wonder if wat i m doing is rite feeling dam confused
woke up at 11am today actually plan wake up earlier de but still fail even when my mum came call mii to wake up went to meet bernadette and cai juan at cuppage plaza at abt 2.30pm liddat they earlier on got ursher meeting mahx we were early tis time for the second service thx bernadette & cai juan for pei mii to second service lehx !!! went for prayer meet well truefully i wasn't realli prepare to see God so at first i must admit tat i m vry unfriendly or like vry dao lidat then ask mii speak in tongue i oso like cannot for the praise i oso didn dance before tat cai juan was like asking mii what happen to mii cuz my eyes look some sort of weird today well i guess my shepherd realli understand mii when my eyes don't look usual tat mean something must be wrond wif mii i cried during the worship becuz God realli speak to mii i was like wat pastor shirley said tat i m actually living in my past mistake even when cuming into a new year i still con't dwell in my mistake i was really unhappy and troubled actually i have a condem heart so i can't help blaming myself continually for my mistake after the worship i finally put down tis burden Praise the Lord !!! i realli feel better after tat suddenly becum more positive and more active le then vivian cum join us well i oso dun realli knoe her only speak to her through the phone last nite tgt wif cai juan i agree wif cai juan tat she look quite ah lian arh after service it was raing quite heavily luckily got bring umbrella so shelter sabrina cuz she just cut her hair arh so better dun touch water but i believe tis is actually an opp for mii to relate myself to others i must agree tat y-hope pp are friendly pp went eat dinner wif amanda, cai juan and bern eat curry chicken as introduce by cai juan but bern snatch the tray from mii arh so i end up just carrying a plate of rice back play wif they all abt the ''cute '' stuff bern is cute & ugly arh then mag suddenly ask mii pei her go out then realise the east b pp wan celeb bern's b'dea then they oso wan mii and mag to join them play zhong ji mi ma and bern keep kana as plan so draw wu gui on her hand tis is when i realise the wu gui drawn by bern on my hand is actually a forefit lohx then bern stilll put one arrow say tat is mii but bern is wu gui mei mahx !!! pray for her then share affirmation and dream abt her oso got sing song for her tis is so sweet eh so touching lohx thx cai juan , shih ching , angelin and jing jing they all for helping us take our bag after the celeb mii and mag then go find them at plaza singapura tat side shih ching and angelin went yamaha so long see the trumpet scores thinggy the instrument realli look dam classic lohx tried play the piano but can only rmbr the basic that jess teach mii when in sec2 the forbidden love taught by cindy is totally forgoten le went shop for food and i bought my favourite Hello Panda Strawberry bought one for my shepherd too then pei shih ching and mag go makan at fei siong tat side the food look tasty lohx is tat time go bugis eat wif aiYo family tat wan like the lime juice bought by shih ching lots took mrt train home as usual on the way had many craps and joke so canot stop laughing until we alight at tamp tat side then i walk back home hope can change my hp soon like mag's hp arh and the photo we took tgt
a new year has just passed, and i am glad that i finally received my pay! even though it is not a lot, but it really does come in time. actually i was kind of broke in that week not totally because i lost some money in the game of majong, but because i went with qin to eat at seoul garden. hmm......with the pay i receive now, i can finally satisfy my needs for material possesion. i do thought of saving up half of my pay while the other half to be spent, but i was not sure if i should buy a phone or to rebond my hair. so, i am kind of confused right now, i should say that i am at lost of what i really wanted. fickler minder isn't it? i have just heard recently from my fellow friends that my class is having a chalet ( yipee......) , BUT, i thin most probably i would not be going because... ... haiz (somethings are really hard to say) i think because i am afraid that ... ...
i look _ _ _ _ _ _ in pic arh i m refering to the pic(s) taken at sentosa tat day i really look as is i m a _ _ _ _ _ _ well, maybe i shld reconsider wearing contact lens instead , hmm . . .
work is fine today not as crowded as ytd heard auntie laura tat ytd the q was so dam long and she got scolded for nth well tis is definately nothing weird
got to say sorrie to the east a1 and some other pp at sunplaza park tat side i left early arh so is kind of like spoilsport ps arh everybody i just dunno why no matter how hard i try i still canot blend well with them i oways feel like kind of weird hmm , i should give myself another chance shouldn't i ??
btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNADETTE !!!
also got to thx min bing for the msg arh kind of encouraging arh realli thx lotts for such a gd frienz =)
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Thursday, January 31, 2008 7:20 PM ♥
today i woke up pretty early, probably about 8.30am. (that may not sound as early to many people) i just cannot get into sleep after waking up. i think it must be the curtain my parent removed, which made the room very bright. however, today is unlike my usual day where i slag the whole day. i did some spring cleaning in the early afternoon. i tried to throw away some stuffs so that my table will not be stock up with many trash. while i was packing, i accidentally cut my hand which gave me an ugly mark. i believe that the mark would not be gone so soon. thinking back, i just realised that i have not finished my tuition homework yet. oh shit. but, i am happy to announce that i finally managed to clear my game ' call for duty 4' last month. yipeee.......it really took me a hard time to complete this game. the reason is that i play the most difficult mode, that is why i always run out of battery before i complete the level. phew.....finally. chinese new year is just around the corner, just next week. i am happy that i can eat steamboat at home. i remeber that last year i had my steamboat at my aunt's place, so i can finally have it at home. what i am so happy about is that eating at home allows me to open the fruit yougart wine i have at home. yipeee...i have been wanting to drink that but my parent let me have tiger beer instead. so, eating at home gives me a good reason to open the bottle of wine. cheers!
today i woke up exceptionally early at around 8.30am. although 8.30am is not really considered early, but it is really early for me. i usually wake up at around 11am( the earliest time), therefore today is really a challenge for me. what did i do at this time? that is to get wash up and prepare myself to go watch a movie. after i watched the movie ' cloverfield', i have been telling her how nice the movie was. maybe that really influence her to watch it. we left our home at 10am and take a good walk to the tampines mall. by the time we reached there, it is around 10. 20am. so, we exchanged our movie money for our tickets, not a dollar spent! when we reached GV cinema 3, we realised there are only a few people watching, most probably around 10. there, we saw one auntie who is around her 40s strolling in. i was pretty shock at first, the movie 'cloverfield' is not suitable for her to watch, i bet she will left before the movie ended. indeed i was right, she left just 20 minutes after the movie was screened. what a waste of money! as compared to the seats in Shaw, i think that the seats in GV are slight more comfortable, at least it will not cause my back to ache. after the movie, we went to the basement of TM to have our meal at Katrina. i ordered a bowl of mee siam while qin a bowl of laksa. seriously, i got to say that the mee siam was too spicy for me. but i think that the laksa was still alright. so, i was having a difficulty time finished my mee siam with one small cup of lime juice. asking me to eat the 'tau foo' was like asking me to swallow bombs, very spicy for me. but eventually, i managed to finish my lunch with the help of some lime juice and pink dolphin drink. after the meal, i realised i am losing my voice! generally, the mee siam and laksa were pretty delicious, i think it will suits those who enjoys spicy food. fiery "mee siam" chili laksa (chili more than ingredients)
went out with yujun ytd and i m still late again le then after that take bus to marine parade went the library there cuz yujun help mii look for books arh i dunno what book to read arh or i should say how to find books which hopefully i ll like the content so spent some time grabbing some books to borrow then went eat lunch at the mall there went to a hong kong liked restaurant the food there very nice lohx but yu jun oways dun let mii pay de arh so must find chance to pay by myself went to the east coast park by walking there then go the underground tunnel tat side yu jun want teach mii roller blade then he didn bring his own blade mahx so call his dad to bring it for him then went change the wheel from the way i see others rollerblade i can see that it is not easy de lohx so i go rent one cuz i still a newbie who know nthin about roller bladding and i noe it my skills sux almost fell many time but i dun wan wear the hand the protection padding mahx too ugly le so realli have to relie yujun to help mii and he realli prevent mii from falling after two hours only noe a little bit but still dun dare skate without holding on to him so next time must wear all the protection padding le if not sure injuried myself de then on the way saw a guy fell down her was using his sleeve to stop the bleeding so yujun gave him a packet of tissue he vry good rite walk to sit at hte rock that side realli like the view but it was going to be high tide le so i kind of scared arh then walk to the hawker centre tat side but the oyster shop was closed so disappointed lohx then even though we found a place to sit but no one to clear the tables arh so i was kind of pissed off the cleaner there have poor service attidue lohx all dun care de lohx all go slack de try fried oyster from another stall and it taste nice too eh went walk to a place which i dunno wat it is called go there see the stars there is not much pp there so i just lie down to see stars lohx and i tell you the view was teriffic eh i realli like going there then walk home as usual but tis time using a shorter route and take a shprter time on the waytop to rest for a while and i realli have a nice time
today my day is really much better as compared to yesterday, my heart lightened alot. i went out around 1pm+ to the tampines library. i was doing my GP homework at first, but later i saw cheng kang. i then realised that cheng kang, wilfred and ruwan are meeting there this afternoon. at around 2pm+, i went to the macdonald near the CPF building to meet up with the two guys. ranjetha then came along to join us. we were then discussing about what courses or the plans we have after receiving our results. singapore polytechnic seems to be a popular choice than any other school, i guess i will have to face tough competition in the bio-medical course then! after lots of talking, we went to watch a movie with cheng kang, wilfred and ruwan and jun wei. at first they wanted to watched "The house", but i was way to scare to watch it, so we decided to watch " cloverfield" instead of others. my first though about this movie was that it may be quite similar to" resident evil" or" i am legend", however to my surprise, it appeared to be a better movie than the other two. some of the parts were really disguesting, especially the monsters. i really got to mention that i felt very giddy during the movie. the movie was shot as if it was from a video cam, so during the shaky parts like running, i really felt like puking. generally, the movie was pretty nice and entertaining. by the way, i really felt that this trip today really cheer me up, i am feeling much better now. i also want to thank mrs tan from giving me many advices from choosing the different courses available. after that, i went out with my mum and sis for dinner. today was quite fulfilling, i believe i can recover from my blow very soon.
i m not happy though i get quite a good grade becuz some frienz around mii didn do very well i didn realli noe what i shld do to comfort them or just let them be alone i dun wan pp to say that i m shedding crocodile tears i dun wan pp to say that i m showing off my result
but the happiest thing is tat i had a lot improvement in my el i never dream of getting A2 for el so i was like so dam high when i noe my result however doing well in O-lvl does not mean that i ll continue to progress smoothly so i really got to work even harder for those who didn do well i ll say tat cheer up if u had put in ur best wateva result u get u shld be happy abt it becuz u at least try ur best well i m saying tis is becuz i do experience such things in my life too but mine is not like examination exam lahx i failed many times too in life especailly when i m in my sec 2 year when my everyday is like hell - well i m not going to rake abt my past again
after getting my result i went to thx few of my teacher or shld i say most who ever i can find in the hall but still i wan thx them again
i want to thx -
Ms Audrey Tan ( though she is aready married & i shld't use Ms anymore, nvm) she realli help mii a lot in my chem but i still didn achieve my a1 in chem well i noe i realli sux in pratical but she realli spend a lot of time n effort to help mii after school or during like the coaching
Mrs Cho she help mii in my chem too and oso my chem teacher she oso stay back after school and class to answer my qn knowing tat i m actually vry dam problematic and keep asking y especailly questioning the answer given in the textbook
Mr Tsia he is my physic teacher and he too spend a lot of time helping mii in physic oways stay back after sch answer my qn then oso i keep booking slot for consultation he was realli dam busy
Mr Goh he help mii a lot in physic too and i oways ask him to help mii in my physic tat whenever he saw mii after sch outside the staff room he somehow noe i wan book slot for consultation le he oso give mii a lot of encouragement during the coaching period becuz i was realli dam stress out le
Mr Foo he help mii in s.s and i ask him mark my 20 + SEQ which i did on my own from the 5 years series i guess tis realli scare him bahx anyway he told mii tat till now he still ve not finish marking all my essay ^^
Ms Tan H.H she help mii lotts in geo and oso mark my extra work i did from 5 yrs series keep asking her when she can finish marking my paper cuz i wan revise it for Os she is patient wif mii since i oways have problem in my map-reading my map-reading sux arh sorrie to say that , no more geo for mii anymore!!!
Mrs Mani she help mii in math and oso my maths teacher lahx oways give us papers to do and i oways didn do ^^ she has high expectation for mii
Mrs Tan S.L she is my MT teacher who is realli vry gd she train us hard drill us hard during the bridging period and i keep asking her to mark my own written essay stay back after ach consult her qn and ask her how to rite gd essay tat can score well
my Math tutor he help mii most in both my a and e math without his help i sure die de give mii homework do and oways make coffee for mii during tution cuz i didn sleep enough so tend to fall asleep never fail to answer every single qn i duno how to do he realli vry pro hope i can con't the tution soon
my El tutor though i didn had the tution long but it realli help mii i got a2 tis time my prelim was like c5 only lohx so i realli wan thx him his tution lesson is vry fun and i begin to pick up habits like reading newspaper becuz i use to hate newspaper
the rest of the teachers oso help mii too but currently cannot think of any other so realli vry sorrie abt tat
next want to thx some of my dearie frienz like :
Cai Juan my shepherd arh noe i dam stress then keep smsing mii to jia you etc realli give mii lotts of encouragement during my Os period helping one another in our subjects too
Xue Er we oways go consult teacher together then oways feel so guilty pestering the teachers too much help one another in our subjects too like helping to answer each other doubt
Bernadette she oways sms mii to encourage mii tell mii jia you etc for my Os
Qian Hui she oso help mii in my physic too sometimes dun noe how to do then ll ask her cuz she do vry fast for her physic pratice paper arh
Xin Rui like qian hui i oso ask her for help somtimes when i dunno how do tat qn
well there are still many of them but due to time constraint i cannot rite down everything but here are the people gui ling, fu yee, yuan zheng, sirong, ruwan, kai wen, sin ee, . . . . . . most of the 406 student
today is the worse day of my life, after receiving my result, all i can do is to pray for hope. looking through the piece of paper, i knew that i only scored L1R5-15, L1R4- 10, i suddenly feel like crying. i was trying to put a brave front in school where i don't want to express my sorrow. but tears flow out of my eyes when i reached home, i even though of commiting sucide as the blow for me is too heavy. i should be happy that my sister got the first in school as an 8 pointer, but i just can't help it to stop myself from crying. thinking back about me putting the very effort on my work, i was so disappointed that i let down my teachers and my parents. my parents expected a 9 point from me but yet i didn't. even though my parent did not reprimand me but encouraged me, but i still felt upset abvout my result. i just can't believe myself from not doing well in 'o' level after the very hard work, i felt everything was not fair. but after the consoling from mrs tan and miss tan, i felt slightly better. at least i know that this two teachers are not disappointed on me. i was relieved. however when i got back from the celebration for my sister, i felt upset again. this is the very first time where i have no jc to go to. i can only pray that i can get in to jc or i have to turn to polytechnic instead. even though this is not the end of the world, but this really changed my attitude for study. me and Darryl are in the very same state, not much jc school to go to. i just can't believe that the two of us are in this state. i no longer believe in studying hard, everything was a lie. i put in the hard work and this is what i get. now, i hate to study, hardwork don't pay. that is what i believe in. i am saying this strictly based on my opinion, no offence to anyone. i can see that this is the very moment that change my very life..............
lastly i want to thank these people despite my results,
- mrs tan (bio) thank you for staying back to coach me for my work. without you, i am afraid that i would not even do well for biology. i am really thankful that you are not vry disappointed with me. i wanted to thank you for many things, but i thin it is more than words to express it. i am also very thankful to you for consoling me when i was feeling down in the afternoon. you mention that you are happy that you have a student like me really bring me the courage for me to move on. thank you
- miss tan (chem) thank you for helping me during the science practical exam. if without you, i would have screw up my chemistry. very thankful, i got an A1 for combined science. i am also grateful that you console me and encourage me to move on. i really felt much better after that when you really recognize my hardwork. a big thank you to you!
- darryl and jon quek really thank you guys for helping with my science and maths before the exams. i think without you guys as my competitor, i would not have put in the hardwork in my studies. i really congrat quek for being the 9 pointer, and also feel quite sad for Darryl. me and darryl really are on the same boat of not many choice of school available. hope Darryl will be able to get into MJC.
- aiyoh family really thank you guys who bring me laughter. with you guys, my life in EVSS has never been better. thank you for everything and do hope that you guys can get into the school you guys want! jia you, jia you, jia you!
-teachers who have taught me i really have a lot to thank those teahers who have taught me. without you teachers, i would not have do well in my 'o'level. thank you for your hardwork, patience and tolerance to me.thank you
-407 classmates thank you for giving me such a wonderful year being filled with laughter, tears.... .... with you guys, the class become more interesting and lesson become more entertaining. thank you guys.
-c.o memember thank you for going to c.o to make it spice with more fun and laughter. without you people, things could have become very bored. i really thank those friends who often brings me laughter and even those who also make c.o so interesting. thank you very much.
this song really remind mii of Romantic Princess again but the ending is so dam lousy lohx anyway channel 8 going to air this drama so got to watch it all over again le =)
can't remember how have i been spending my time these days usually is go out if not then stay at home watch drama for the whole day plus some studying on chem life is definately not boring with drama's existance
went malaysia today with my parents cuz end up late so by the time we reach the checkpoint there were aready cars lining up so got to wait for some time for both the checkpoint in s'pore and in malaysia somemore the car keep stopping so really make me want to vomit went to holiday inn as usual cuz dad need collect his spectacle so all of us just tag along then the optic shop boss was like asking us if we want make spectacles again we were like -.- ''' our spectacles are less than one month old okayplus i ll be wearing contact lens during CNY went to wang kok restaurant eat and there is also another branch in s'pore at bugis that side the food is very nice especially the beef noodle but the pork chop is kind of too cooked but that place really remind me of macua express at the expo that side went buy bag so bought one white colour '' arm-pit'' bag ( copy from cai juan) quite cheap but at least is a real stuff it is better than buying a fake stuff with fake brand but cost cheaper so must be very careful when buying wanted buy shoe but couldn't find the design i like so got to shop again in s'pore next time bought clothing as usual the main purpose is actually to buy the CNY food like love letter, pineapple tarts etc. my parents really buy a lot so we were carrying lots of stuff they bought at least two to three boxes from each store (for 3 store) then also buy two nicely wrapped hamper for our neighbour and stuff but the food taste really quite nice we left quite early but there was a traffic jam at the checkpoint again when we returned so got to wait again but most of us ended up sleeping after that went kfc eat the meal maybe eat too much oily food so don't really feel well cannot imagaine i have to do how much exercise to burn out the fats
tomorrow got to go tution aready =D looking forward to get our O-level result
10 january wake up late as usual since i finish working so didn do much things meet yujun at arnd 3pm after his detention for being late cuz ytd too late go back le mahx walk all the way from east coast to tampines sure tired de mahx went his house play a while then got to meet cai juan they all at century square near the shop n save that side mag and bern came down also cai juan was helping me with some of the bible verse and she really came well prepared lohx later meet vivan for dinner well i don't really like to eat dinner cuz is like dunno wat to eat de so anyhow order food to eat bahx is so xianz~ de lohx walk home as usual realliy looking forward to the chalet nxt day
11 january so excited about the chalet but i didn meet xue er and cai juan they all until about 5pm cuz i didn want go for the teaching in the morning and the tp open house i spent the entire afternoon packing my stuff cuz i keep adding and removing items from my back i want my bag to be light light de mahx anyway i really like my micky mouse drum bag meet xue er, cai juan and keiko at the sch bus stop tat side but i was early before tat went 201 de cuz want buy top up card but the shop close le so really wasted my time for walking all the way there went for cca fair with my bulky drum bag long time no go sch le so really feel vry extra saw belinda and frienz then sinee, yan jun and kitty but theyt left earlier than us cuz the four of us want play our instrument so got to wait until the whole performance to end then can go take out instrument mahx finally touch my liu qing again then try practice the ju hua tai i can play lohx but not vry gd er yi anyway the song is realli vry nice i also practice my gao ying sheng with keiko long time no practice le so really feel breathless lohx leave the sch then went aranda country club so by the time we reached it is aready like 8pm + le then just nice saw the girls going down to buy their dinner so mii , cai juan and xue er just follow oso long time no c many of them le so some like realli look different le and most working or did work during the holidays after tat went up to chalet again then we eat while watching channel 8 hua jin lu and coffee prince play big 2 with fu yee, cai juan and xue er then oso gossip a while about ______ they were like so dam shocked lohx especailly the way fu yee react jane's reaction was still expecated but gui ling was like laughing then the guys including yu jun went drinking le then we oso going back to our room talking about the jc stuff discussing about the subjects etc. then suddenly mii ,xue er and cai juan decide sneak out for some fresh air so went walk to pasir ris park walk walk see stars oso pei mii go cheers buy top up card cai juan vry bad lohx cuz i was using my phone while walking mahx so didn notice there is one ball in front of mii then cai juan was like - siqin there is a bomb in front of you (the ball is black in colour) i was dam shocked lohx then like scream liddat i was so dam ps lohx then want go see the scenery de but the ground dam wet arh then got a lot of mud so went head to the toliet to wash our shoes instead btw there is really lots of stars tat nite then suddenly got one guy ask us if want join them i was like -.- '''
after tat went back but before that went take pic saw yu jun and ruwan on the way so i pei xue er and cai juan go up le then go find them le cuz there was some problem wif some people * or should i say regarding the drinking stuff went go mac wif jerry cuz he oso looking for ruwan anyway i didn noe james noe tat i m siqin cuz i dun realli noe him yu jun not feeeling well and zhi qiang was instructed to watch over him cuz vry xianz mahx so mii, yu jun, ruwan and zhi qiang went walk then thot of walking to tm de mac so we walk and walk to the petrol station first cuz yu jun really noe feeling well mahx and ruwan nid to sober up but the way he didn so is like _____ -.- ''' then near void deck tat side we decided to stop walking there le cuz yu jun realli nid rest so ruwan and zhi qiang went buy some drinks while i pei yu jun anyway it was aready like mid-nite le so when pp walk past the void deck they look at mii wif a weird stare then while yu jun was sleeping i chat wif ruwan they all to understand the situation after tat take cab back to chalet but mii and yu jun didn go up so we went to near the pool alley tat side rest and chat chat btw i can realli tell tat navin and darmandra is realli drank lohx cuz they talking craps and yu jun keep telling them to stay away from mii after tat sirong and a whole group of pp came then went up 2gether i went to sleep in the room but realli cannot sleep arh so went to sleep at the sofa tat side but still cannot sleep arh so chat wif kitty for a while then eat cup noodle by th time it is aready in the morning
12 january went bath and the water is realli dam cold wore my contact lens etc. went out for breakfast wif cai juan and xue er cuz going for church service didn go ply basketball wif others cuz i dun think i ll ve enough time walk to mrt tat side but vivan and chrystal was late so we went white sand shop shop after tat went church and stuff . . .
went eat at toast box the food was ok then went back le but it was raining quite heavily but luckily saw yvonne and her bro so she shelter us to the downtown east tat side then we go in bbq has not strt yet so we played mj i was feeling dam tired cuz i didn sleep at all mahx go down for bbq eat the food but i didn cook any cuz i wearing contact lens must stay away from the fire mr foo and mr kiong came down too btw i like the satay best the potato taste nice too then we actually want go back le but i got problem taking out my conatact lens arh so they pei mii and my eyes becum so red after i took it out but luckily gui ling got eye drop arh realli got to thx her then after tat took bus home once i reach home i unpack and sleep cuz i was too exhausted le
13 january wake up early for scholarship thinggy wore my contact lens but one of it keep dropping out arh and i lost it so i was like only wearing one contact lens but cuz going late le so i got to go register first then try take out the other lens we went there quite late becuz of mii saw kai wen there mii and siqi sit side by side mahx so can talk to her at least won't feel so bored mahx after tat walk home and have lunch then went meet yu jun at the mrt track tat side then go safra play pool with some people my skills still dam lousy arh after tat went play lan walk to the bus stop tat side then saw the rest of them cuz they going home le so we went to void deck first then go have dinner at the coffee shop cuz yu jun say tat the western food over there is vry nice and it is really dam nice lohx the food walk around the neighbourhood then walk home another tired day for mii and i realli sleep like pig liddat
14 january stay at home throughout cuz i wake up arnd 2pm + so not much time left le stay at home emo and study , read etc . watch shou zhu and huang jin lu as usual life is kind of xianz ~
15 january went meet yu jun after school but i was late so went up to his house straight it was raining heavily then i was still having my lunch we study together he do his homwork while i revise my chem again anyway the yoghurt taste nice after tat went out for dinner but only i ate my dinner he just pei mii cuz he has '' no mood to eat '' lohx watch movie- dan in real life which is realli a nice movie to watch then went chat chat a while then go home went home study as usual revise or should i say recap my phyisc again then suddenly feel dam hungry so i wore a jacket and went down to 7-11 downstair buy cup noodle well tis is realli a breakthrough becuz i never wore such attire out somemore is sleeping de out fit even though i wor a jacket over it study a while then sleep le
actually i am not much into cosplay, however since i knew Darryl from 407, i got more information about cosplay. by the way, he is much got into japanese animation. japanese animations are all pretty good with the graphics and stuff like this. just yesterday, Darryl show me a web site which showcase lots of cosplay photos which are really good. =>>(http://www.flickr.com/photos/32879347@N00/sets/72157594470340561) as compared to the ones in singapore, i think it will make some difference. i think from this website are those proffesional ones. however, those in singapore ones are still not bad, but maybe can do some more improvement to attain a higher level. i believe that cosplay is not easy as it requires a lot of courage to stand out of the people. so keep up the good work, cosplayers! after looking through much of the photos, i think that it is pretty hard to cosplay the characters in final fantasy VII such as cloud, yazoo, tifa... ... there are also many photos which i find them very nice. so, i do hope that more people will get know to cosplay, where my sis is already one.
i met up wif priscilla at 4pm at the tampines bus interchange, but as usual, i was late. but fortunately priscilla was not angry about it. we took bus 29 and head to the changi bus terminal, however the sky suddenly turned dark and result in a heavy downpour. luckly i brought an umbrella along or else we would get really wet. priscilla make a phone call to jeevan upon our arrival, however no one picks it up, so i tired to call Darryl instead. after all the talkings, we went down the hill to look for the chalet, but we failed. finally after all the confusion, jeevan went to pick us up. the chalet was rather big, with 3 bedrooms, 3 toilets, and a large kitchen. Quite a lot of people had arrive and some were playing, while the others chatting. then the bbq took place! chef vicky and chef jeevan were trying to bbq some satay, but all satay turned out to be so black and burned, but it was still nice to eat. Darryl was then saying that burned food contain wat XXXXXXX substance which can cause cancer, JC brains! we did bbq quite a lot of food, but we still have much left. i think wei jie is the person who stood at the pit for the longest time. by then, many of them had left. Darryl was saying that tonight has a one hour special for' D-gray Man', but turned out only half an hour. during mid-night, jeevan and some of us were cooking some otah, hotdog... .... kah beng then suggest to cook the mid-joints by the microwave, i am telling for sure it will be... ... actually, i do confess myself disappointed to the chalet. at the aloha chalet, there isn't much entertainment facilities available. so people had to go to the changi village which is quite a distance. although i did not take any photograph, but i think Darryl's blog should have some.
ytd was yu jun's birthday so went celeb wif him btw Happy Belated Birthday !!! meet at the mrt track tat side near my house down there as usual i was late take train all the way to jurong east tat side cuz going ice skating collect my pay le mahx so wanted treat him instead on his birthday oways made him pay like vry guilty haahx tis is the only day i bring more money than him long time no go ice skating le so forget how to skate le so i keep grabbing yujun's hand becuz i dun wan to fall arh well i ve to admit tat i m a realli lousy student till now i still dun dare skate on my own after skating for a while then my feet like numb numb de so got to rest yujun had his own skate but oways got so ice jie min at the metal portion de ice skating is kind of difficult for mii i almost fell lohx and tis happen for 3 times but luckily yujun got hold mii arh if not sure dam ps de after tat went to imm de garden like the place lotts but as usual didn bring extra clothes so cannot play with the water somemore wear contact lens arh so better not lahx so just sit there chat wif him while he smoke btw smoking is bad for health !!! so pp shld not try smoking !!! then take mrt to bedok tat side then take bus to marine parade went there buy a small cake to celeb his birthday then walk to east coast we walk for quite some distance then went sit down at the bench tat side sing bithday song then eat cake the cake was okay lahx but we found it too sweet le i ate more cakes than yujun lohx cannot tell arh he so big in size then eat lesser than mii hahax then con't walk to the hawker centre tat side eat fried oyster is realli vry nice lohx so next time must order a big plate each after eating then sit down chat while enjoying the view we saw stars many of them and i realli find it rare to see so many stars in s'pore especially when there are three stars in a row anyway we dunno how to interpret the stars so is oso useless lahx realli got to thx yujun though is his birthday but he end up buying mii a gift he went mexico during the holiday n bought mii a neckacle realli like it lotts then behind still got some words wah realli melt my heart le lohx ^^ then we walk home all the way from east coast to tamp. we walked for about 2 hours cuz we bo liao then oso on the way got rest lahx it realli serve as a form of exercise to train ourselves arh so by the time i reach near my house it is aready going to be 11.30pm faster rush home but luckily my parents didn say anything abt it
today wake up late cuz slept at 1am + cuz nid dry my hair mahx meet yujun at the sch bus-stop tat side at abt 3.30pm liddat then went his house like the ice-cream lotts especailly the strawberry as usual we sure challenge each other on english chess and checker de but hahax today i won both game ^^ is abt skills okay not becuz i m lucky after tat meet cai juan, mag and bernadette at abt 5.30pm but as usual i m late again cai juan then help mii in the bible verses cuz tat time i read then dun understand so ask her for help sit at the area near shop and save tat side chat chat then meet vivan for dinner at the tm foodcourt did nth much then i walk home le
tomorrow still got 406 class chalet i sure got go de then actually morning got some teaching but i not going regarding the tp open house i oso not going cuz i wan go jc if i can then most probably i going for cca fair tomorrow then oso got to meet cai juan and cheryl then go chalet together realli looking forward to all this eh !!!
my skate
look dam ugly rite
just take for fun nobody was skating cuz they were ' processing ' the ice my favourite place
imm de garden
like the way tis ''playground'' is designed
seldom found it in s'pore de area
coke
drinking it is as if i m brian-washing myself
the cake we bought
just a small one
fei lun hai !!!
didn noe tat their qian chang hui is over here lohx
if not i sure cum de
it is nice, isn't it
won the game of checker
mine is the black one
won in chess again tis chess set is realli vry nice lohx fried oyster
ytd was my last day of work ^^ realli wan thx God becuz tat day i was still asking God wat i should do in order to take leave on wed tat is 2moro ytd there wasn't a lot of pp though i was still kind of confused when all the kids keep shouting '' auntie '' wat liao i so young call mii auntie le but cannot blame them cuz they still young kids mahx did a lot of counting ytd cuz packing a teacher's order for 280 and 70 wrapping paper the most irrating things is that parents keep cumin in so i kept losing my counting i count it so many times lohx chat wif auntie laura somemore ytd last day le boss give mii my pay oso le then she was like telling mii to drop by when i m free realli got 2 thx her cuz she is dam good to mii and oways share wif mii her stories dun intend to work anymore maybe not until next week cuz tis week a lot of activity but i still ve some part-time job tat i can con't try on de the first thing i did when i get home was play com play for quite long cuz normally if got work next day then i use com 4 a while only de saw an ideal hp so keep asking daddy to bring mii go buy it hipefully can buy it tis week if not sure like last time no stock le then make mii disappointed again
wake up late today as planned cuz really cannot sacrifice my beauty sleep if not going to ve bad mood again le tat ll not be nice going out ltr to evax wif cai juan then oso drop by at the library to borrow some books and buy presents mahx tis week sure kanna broke de cuz weekend still ve chalet and the scholarship award thinggy de
make contact lens today kind of difficult to put in and take out since tis is my first try mahx i realliy wonder why cai juan say is easy to put in and why gui ling like take out the contact lens not feeling well today couldn't eat much food maybe becuz too tired ??? not enough sleep ?? currently feeling dam confused feel like crying . . . T_T sometimes i do wonder if wat i m doing is rite feeling dam confused
woke up at 11am today actually plan wake up earlier de but still fail even when my mum came call mii to wake up went to meet bernadette and cai juan at cuppage plaza at abt 2.30pm liddat they earlier on got ursher meeting mahx we were early tis time for the second service thx bernadette & cai juan for pei mii to second service lehx !!! went for prayer meet well truefully i wasn't realli prepare to see God so at first i must admit tat i m vry unfriendly or like vry dao lidat then ask mii speak in tongue i oso like cannot for the praise i oso didn dance before tat cai juan was like asking mii what happen to mii cuz my eyes look some sort of weird today well i guess my shepherd realli understand mii when my eyes don't look usual tat mean something must be wrond wif mii i cried during the worship becuz God realli speak to mii i was like wat pastor shirley said tat i m actually living in my past mistake even when cuming into a new year i still con't dwell in my mistake i was really unhappy and troubled actually i have a condem heart so i can't help blaming myself continually for my mistake after the worship i finally put down tis burden Praise the Lord !!! i realli feel better after tat suddenly becum more positive and more active le then vivian cum join us well i oso dun realli knoe her only speak to her through the phone last nite tgt wif cai juan i agree wif cai juan tat she look quite ah lian arh after service it was raing quite heavily luckily got bring umbrella so shelter sabrina cuz she just cut her hair arh so better dun touch water but i believe tis is actually an opp for mii to relate myself to others i must agree tat y-hope pp are friendly pp went eat dinner wif amanda, cai juan and bern eat curry chicken as introduce by cai juan but bern snatch the tray from mii arh so i end up just carrying a plate of rice back play wif they all abt the ''cute '' stuff bern is cute & ugly arh then mag suddenly ask mii pei her go out then realise the east b pp wan celeb bern's b'dea then they oso wan mii and mag to join them play zhong ji mi ma and bern keep kana as plan so draw wu gui on her hand tis is when i realise the wu gui drawn by bern on my hand is actually a forefit lohx then bern stilll put one arrow say tat is mii but bern is wu gui mei mahx !!! pray for her then share affirmation and dream abt her oso got sing song for her tis is so sweet eh so touching lohx thx cai juan , shih ching , angelin and jing jing they all for helping us take our bag after the celeb mii and mag then go find them at plaza singapura tat side shih ching and angelin went yamaha so long see the trumpet scores thinggy the instrument realli look dam classic lohx tried play the piano but can only rmbr the basic that jess teach mii when in sec2 the forbidden love taught by cindy is totally forgoten le went shop for food and i bought my favourite Hello Panda Strawberry bought one for my shepherd too then pei shih ching and mag go makan at fei siong tat side the food look tasty lohx is tat time go bugis eat wif aiYo family tat wan like the lime juice bought by shih ching lots took mrt train home as usual on the way had many craps and joke so canot stop laughing until we alight at tamp tat side then i walk back home hope can change my hp soon like mag's hp arh and the photo we took tgt
a new year has just passed, and i am glad that i finally received my pay! even though it is not a lot, but it really does come in time. actually i was kind of broke in that week not totally because i lost some money in the game of majong, but because i went with qin to eat at seoul garden. hmm......with the pay i receive now, i can finally satisfy my needs for material possesion. i do thought of saving up half of my pay while the other half to be spent, but i was not sure if i should buy a phone or to rebond my hair. so, i am kind of confused right now, i should say that i am at lost of what i really wanted. fickler minder isn't it? i have just heard recently from my fellow friends that my class is having a chalet ( yipee......) , BUT, i thin most probably i would not be going because... ... haiz (somethings are really hard to say) i think because i am afraid that ... ...
i look _ _ _ _ _ _ in pic arh i m refering to the pic(s) taken at sentosa tat day i really look as is i m a _ _ _ _ _ _ well, maybe i shld reconsider wearing contact lens instead , hmm . . .
work is fine today not as crowded as ytd heard auntie laura tat ytd the q was so dam long and she got scolded for nth well tis is definately nothing weird
got to say sorrie to the east a1 and some other pp at sunplaza park tat side i left early arh so is kind of like spoilsport ps arh everybody i just dunno why no matter how hard i try i still canot blend well with them i oways feel like kind of weird hmm , i should give myself another chance shouldn't i ??
btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNADETTE !!!
also got to thx min bing for the msg arh kind of encouraging arh realli thx lotts for such a gd frienz =)