Monday, November 03, 2008 9:49 PM


Whoa! I cannot believe that I did something so unlike me yesterday. I called Kim in the middle of the night to sing her a birthday song. Since I did promise her that I would sing her a birthday song to her through the phone, I did keep my word! I guess this is the second time I did that. The first time was Nicole, the second time was Kim. Even though I was a bit embarrassed initially, I thought that it was quite fun. I admit that I cannot sing for goodness sake, but I remember that Kim said that she find it very ‘sweet’ to do that. Alright! Since she liked it, then I do it. Hope she do not find my singing too horrible.

I was told to meet up in college at 11am this morning. Even though I was out from home 10 minutes late, I am still not the latest. Phew! I am still on time! Surprisingly, everyone single one from my class was gathering together. So basically, all 19 people were there. Incredible! Wendy’s PW group is having their actual presentation today, and Molestine’s group is the audience for other group, leaving Pohee and my PW group. Both of our groups intend to carry our own dry run in the college, but all the classrooms were occupied. Hence, we changed our venue to Calista’s place. Today suppose to be a day for us to practice, but it turns out to be a ‘hang out’ at Calista’s house. Other than calling for McDonald home delivery, Pohee and I also each enjoyed a bowl of instant noodle. In fact, I was still feeling quite hungry, but I shall not overwhelm my friends with my huge appetite. We watch High School Musical, Camp Rock and Hana Motana. So, we basically wasted our time on that.

I was quite pissed when I realized my group was unprepared for the OP. I wanted to have a dry run today so as to run through the whole thing a few time. However, only I am the one who have memorize the script, and was ready to have an overall run through. I was so disappointed because I feel that my friends were not taking their work seriously. I am a perfectionist, I want high quality work. But I know that others were unlike me, they may not reach the expectations that I have set. I always believe that since I could do something, I would expect others to be like me too. I admit that I may be demanding at times, but this is my principle to get serious when it comes to work. I felt that I totally wasted my time today. So, I practiced on my own instead and prepared my own Q&A. I wanted to help them, but they were the ones who was unwilling to help themselves. I am speechless.

Hope I can do well tomorrow!

-siqi

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