Friday, November 07, 2008 
5:47 PM ♥
I have got back my result slip already, but I have yet shown it to anyone. My result seriously sucks like crazy, and if I continue to ignore it, I am sure that I would retain next year. This really made me planned my future road ahead. With the current result, I cannot get into any local university at all. Maybe I should start saving for a university in overseas? I surely cannot get into NUS, NTU or SMU at all. Thinking about what I should work in the future, there are question marks all over my head. Am I just blindly studying for the sake of studying, shouldn’t be what I am studying now aid me in my future occupation? Perhaps this is why I always lack the motivations to study; there are no aims in life I could achieve. True enough, maybe this is why I have been slacking these days.
I missed care group again. In fact, I wanted to go this time because we are going to celebrate Joyce birthday. Unfortunately, I fell asleep and was too lazy to pull myself up together. For those who know me well, they would know that I will be very pissed if anyone attempts to wake me up. Yes, this is the reason why I missed care group today. And I feel very guilty over it now.
-siqi
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Friday, November 07, 2008 5:47 PM ♥
I have got back my result slip already, but I have yet shown it to anyone. My result seriously sucks like crazy, and if I continue to ignore it, I am sure that I would retain next year. This really made me planned my future road ahead. With the current result, I cannot get into any local university at all. Maybe I should start saving for a university in overseas? I surely cannot get into NUS, NTU or SMU at all. Thinking about what I should work in the future, there are question marks all over my head. Am I just blindly studying for the sake of studying, shouldn’t be what I am studying now aid me in my future occupation? Perhaps this is why I always lack the motivations to study; there are no aims in life I could achieve. True enough, maybe this is why I have been slacking these days.
I missed care group again. In fact, I wanted to go this time because we are going to celebrate Joyce birthday. Unfortunately, I fell asleep and was too lazy to pull myself up together. For those who know me well, they would know that I will be very pissed if anyone attempts to wake me up. Yes, this is the reason why I missed care group today. And I feel very guilty over it now.
-siqi
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February 2006