Doin a GOOD DEED... ...
Saturday, August 05, 2006 
4:09 PM ♥
Does doin gd deed make my life better? i m now strugglin 2 overcom my problem(not able 2 communicate wif pp). 2day i just done somethin gd. i volunteer 2 help doin CIP(community service) 4 5 hours. i so happy 2 do somethin gd wif my classmate. but sometime i realise wat gd deed i did, it nvr pay mi back off. ii noe tat doin this gd deed should not except somethin 4 return. but isn't tat wat i help someone, they would help me back? i sometime feel tat i should do anythin gd since no one really appreciate,they took it 4 granted. when someone ask me 4 help, i dun understand y i would be willin 2 help. however when i need help, i ve 2 beg 4 it. IS THIS FAIR 2 ME? i just hop those whom i help can help me back in return. maybe this is now i understand some bein heartless, havin a stone heart. no one seem 2 appreciate wat i ve done. pp blame me 4 my mistake, pp only see my weakness. i ve change a lot. i m still changin, 2 overcom e problem of not able 2 communicate wif e outside world, i need time 2 change. i just hop pp appreciate wat i ve done be4 i ve a stone heart which make me as cruel as u nvr in ur life imagine... ... -siqi
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Doin a GOOD DEED... ...
Saturday, August 05, 2006 4:09 PM ♥
Does doin gd deed make my life better? i m now strugglin 2 overcom my problem(not able 2 communicate wif pp). 2day i just done somethin gd. i volunteer 2 help doin CIP(community service) 4 5 hours. i so happy 2 do somethin gd wif my classmate. but sometime i realise wat gd deed i did, it nvr pay mi back off. ii noe tat doin this gd deed should not except somethin 4 return. but isn't tat wat i help someone, they would help me back? i sometime feel tat i should do anythin gd since no one really appreciate,they took it 4 granted. when someone ask me 4 help, i dun understand y i would be willin 2 help. however when i need help, i ve 2 beg 4 it. IS THIS FAIR 2 ME? i just hop those whom i help can help me back in return. maybe this is now i understand some bein heartless, havin a stone heart. no one seem 2 appreciate wat i ve done. pp blame me 4 my mistake, pp only see my weakness. i ve change a lot. i m still changin, 2 overcom e problem of not able 2 communicate wif e outside world, i need time 2 change. i just hop pp appreciate wat i ve done be4 i ve a stone heart which make me as cruel as u nvr in ur life imagine... ... -siqi
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