Sunday, January 03, 2010 9:24 PM ♥




I have been misunderstood tons of time, but it never felt as bad as when it’s one of God’s people. Just the second day of the New Year, I’m being misunderstood by someone who seems to be so close to me. I think it’s just ironic when someone who seems close to me does not understand me at all despite we used to serve together. How sad would the story be? It feels so hurtful and painful when one interprets my well intention to be otherwise, in fact thinking that I was trying to hurt her. And how naïve she thinks that by apologizing can simply ease all the pains and hurts I felt? It’s never fair when people expect to be forgiven after all the hurt inflicted just by a word ‘sorry’. In times like this, it makes me wonder if this kind of friendship or relationship is worth maintained. Perhaps that person is not worth my tears and sadness. Sometimes, I really don’t feel like explaining myself. I guess all these accusations are never bound to end… …

-siqi

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