Wednesday, December 23, 2009 7:02 PM ♥


Today interview is like totally disasterous. Super horrible.
Because I was late. I couldn't contact the person as they gave me the wrong contact no.
I end up calling the guard house, which is completely a joke.
This totally screw up my day.
But the interview itself was okay, not as scary as the previous one I went to.
Of course I learned something again which will be helpful.
I don't know if I will get the job , I leave it to God.
On the way back I was emo-ing while listening to Lady Gaga songs.
I though about a lot of stuff, again INSECURITY.
I wonder why I have been feeling super insecure alot these days. Fine, actually I know why.
Suddenly remember how this was similar to You're beautiful Jeremy
He will always take a 1 hour bus ride when he is feeling upset
I conquer emo-ness and I turned to God for security.
If I don't trust God in my future, who should I trust then ?!
went to look for Alwina at tampines MRT then went to buy gifts for the gift exchange ^^
went to buy my mortal's gift ^^
head back home to continue watching my drama

Mei-Chan no Shitsuji (Mei-Chan's Butler). very nice. =)

thank Aihui and Alwina for talking to me today after the interview.

I really feel much better after talking to you two.

siqin


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