Sunday, December 13, 2009 
11:21 AM ♥
The mixed feelings within me are drowning me into confusion. My brain denies what my heart feels, the heart denies the way my brain thinks. So, it’s just pure ironic and moronic. ‘Defiance’ is a really tough word for me, to go against the ideology of the world. I’m just so used to be swept along my social current, into what is thought to be ‘trendy’ and ‘fashionable’. Perhaps I have not truly convinced myself in defying what the world tells me to do things. In addition, talking to a friend called XXXXXX kind of shaken my faith. So, I’m a bit wavered and not firm in my stand. Perhaps, what is my initial stand anyway? I just don’t see the light, enlighten me won’t you?
-siqi
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Sunday, December 13, 2009 11:21 AM ♥
The mixed feelings within me are drowning me into confusion. My brain denies what my heart feels, the heart denies the way my brain thinks. So, it’s just pure ironic and moronic. ‘Defiance’ is a really tough word for me, to go against the ideology of the world. I’m just so used to be swept along my social current, into what is thought to be ‘trendy’ and ‘fashionable’. Perhaps I have not truly convinced myself in defying what the world tells me to do things. In addition, talking to a friend called XXXXXX kind of shaken my faith. So, I’m a bit wavered and not firm in my stand. Perhaps, what is my initial stand anyway? I just don’t see the light, enlighten me won’t you?
-siqi
♡
February 2006