Monday, February 02, 2009 
11:18 PM ♥
I was very pissed this morning; I can’t believe that I totally wasted my morning not evangelizing on the new J1 students. I believe that the first few days are the best time to build up my J1 contacts, as most of them still do not know one another yet. As what I believe, they would be more easily to ‘clique’ with. But I am very upset when no one informed me that we do not have to attend prayer meet as early as 7.10am sharp. I am rather alright of waking up early, but it does affect my family members. My mother has to wake up earlier than the usual time, and so was my father. Both of them slept pretty late the previous night, so I felt quite bad that they could not sleep a while more.
I still remembered the time during the December camp, our care group prayed to grow in number. Before this morning, I was still convicted about it. But unfortunately, things changed today. It is irony to see that the care group is desperate to grow, but no one seems to take the action upon it. Why do we pray about it again and again while nothing is done? I believe God will take care of the rest when we did our best, but have we tried our best? No.
I am not going to bother if anyone intends to evangelize on the new J1, but I am doing it no matter what. If no one is willing to take the lead, then I should be the one. I make sure that TPJC care group will not fall in my generation.
-siqi
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Monday, February 02, 2009 11:18 PM ♥
I was very pissed this morning; I can’t believe that I totally wasted my morning not evangelizing on the new J1 students. I believe that the first few days are the best time to build up my J1 contacts, as most of them still do not know one another yet. As what I believe, they would be more easily to ‘clique’ with. But I am very upset when no one informed me that we do not have to attend prayer meet as early as 7.10am sharp. I am rather alright of waking up early, but it does affect my family members. My mother has to wake up earlier than the usual time, and so was my father. Both of them slept pretty late the previous night, so I felt quite bad that they could not sleep a while more.
I still remembered the time during the December camp, our care group prayed to grow in number. Before this morning, I was still convicted about it. But unfortunately, things changed today. It is irony to see that the care group is desperate to grow, but no one seems to take the action upon it. Why do we pray about it again and again while nothing is done? I believe God will take care of the rest when we did our best, but have we tried our best? No.
I am not going to bother if anyone intends to evangelize on the new J1, but I am doing it no matter what. If no one is willing to take the lead, then I should be the one. I make sure that TPJC care group will not fall in my generation.
-siqi
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February 2006