Saturday, September 20, 2008 1:44 AM ♥


got overwhelmed by Hana Yori Dango
got to put a stop to this
realise i have been addicted to it such that i m thinking about it
cannot concentrate during tution because of this
sound funny but true for me because i m a drama freak =p

didn't go school today
woke up damn late and late for maths tution
after that meet shee ting for shepherding and dine at pastamania
going broke at a very rapid rate T_T
went home watch tv, play guitar and watch hellboy 2
and also a little bit of hana yori dango 1
GOT TO PUT A STOP TO SUCH BEHAVIOUR !!!!!
God is really growing me in the area of temptation
because i m someone who is easily tempted and like to follow my way rather than God's plan for me
this is really a wake up call to me to make me wake up from my imagination
it is a cruel but a true fact about me
i m someone who live in an imaginary world, thinking that all things are perfect and is make possible
believing that i m different, a history maker , . . . . . .
got to face the cruelty of the society now and no more shield from other people around me
i m always the one being taken care of, everything is aready prepared for me and there is almost no storm on my way
siqi's issue will be the second greatest storm in my life
the rest is mild and can be easily taken care of
time for me to realise that i m living in an imperfect world with imperfect people and i cannot get whatever i wish and want
only God is perfect

i ll adapt to this real world soon

siqin

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