Sunday, August 10, 2008 
8:05 AM ♥
Yesterday was the nation’s birthday, Happy National Day! Unlike the previous years, I was not at home watching the ‘live’ broadcast of the national parade. Instead, I was out with the care group people. The feeling was different, really different from what I have experienced before. I was down for 2 services yesterday, both the first service and second service with Ryan. We accompanied Wei Jie to the first service since he cannot make it for the second service. It is important that he can experience how the service was like. So, for the Kingdom of God, I woke up early in the morning for the service. Attending service in the morning really gives me a special feeling about it. I felt more refreshed and I was able to concentrate during the sermon better. I was praying to God during the first service that I hope that Pohee can be touched by God and convert during the second service. But God told me to wait. Even though I was perplex during that time, but I did according to His bidding. After the first service has ended, I rushed to the Somerset MRT. I was late!
Fortunately, Siqin was somewhere closed to the MRT station; I could ask her to meet her up first. Thanks Qin! And not only that, I also want to thank Ryan for helping me on Wei jie. I had to rush to meet Pohee right after the service, and had to leave Wei Jie behind with him. Thanks Ryan! Despite being very hungry, I was not able to grab a bite or something like that. I was starving! But for the Kingdom of God, my starvation was nothing. I felt quite tired and bored during the second service. So, I prayed to God. And it works! I sang the praise and worship songs TWICE, took the holy com TWICE, listen to the sermon TWICE… … that was tiring. And for what I am afraid of was coming. It was the alter call. And to act according to God’s bidding, I did not ask Pohee anything about if she wants to convert. Even though I felt strange about it, but I did so. I believe that God will uncover the purpose to me soon. After the service, I went to send Pohee off, and I rushed back for dinner. Dinner was really good!
After the dinner, the care group was gathered together. It was for the re-structuring of the care group. Unfortunately, Siqin went off to Living Spring for the service and could not join us. Initially, I was quite sad about the arrangement. But after I gave a deeper thought about it, I understand that this is part of God’s plan for me. I have been praying for the past few days for me stepping out of my comfort zone, and this is an opportunity that God has given to me. Thanks God!
After all this have ended, the care group together went to Mark & Spencer to ‘mug’. Even though I did not feel like studying, I did not allow myself to do that. I am studying for the kingdom of God! I want to glorify Him more! I want straight ‘A’ for promotion examinations! And to my amazed, I did accomplished what I have planned for myself yesterday. I finished my biology ‘Nervous System’ and chemistry ‘Mole Concept’. I was satisfied with what I have done.
As I was on my way home, something strange happens. I felt very giddy, and my vision was not very clear. What the hell is wrong with me? Luckily, I managed to get myself home before it became worse. Hmm…. … still feeling giddy right now. But my vision has improved a bit. I can see better now. Argh… … my head is spinning. God, help me!
-siqi
headache
♡ 
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Sunday, August 10, 2008 8:05 AM ♥
Yesterday was the nation’s birthday, Happy National Day! Unlike the previous years, I was not at home watching the ‘live’ broadcast of the national parade. Instead, I was out with the care group people. The feeling was different, really different from what I have experienced before. I was down for 2 services yesterday, both the first service and second service with Ryan. We accompanied Wei Jie to the first service since he cannot make it for the second service. It is important that he can experience how the service was like. So, for the Kingdom of God, I woke up early in the morning for the service. Attending service in the morning really gives me a special feeling about it. I felt more refreshed and I was able to concentrate during the sermon better. I was praying to God during the first service that I hope that Pohee can be touched by God and convert during the second service. But God told me to wait. Even though I was perplex during that time, but I did according to His bidding. After the first service has ended, I rushed to the Somerset MRT. I was late!
Fortunately, Siqin was somewhere closed to the MRT station; I could ask her to meet her up first. Thanks Qin! And not only that, I also want to thank Ryan for helping me on Wei jie. I had to rush to meet Pohee right after the service, and had to leave Wei Jie behind with him. Thanks Ryan! Despite being very hungry, I was not able to grab a bite or something like that. I was starving! But for the Kingdom of God, my starvation was nothing. I felt quite tired and bored during the second service. So, I prayed to God. And it works! I sang the praise and worship songs TWICE, took the holy com TWICE, listen to the sermon TWICE… … that was tiring. And for what I am afraid of was coming. It was the alter call. And to act according to God’s bidding, I did not ask Pohee anything about if she wants to convert. Even though I felt strange about it, but I did so. I believe that God will uncover the purpose to me soon. After the service, I went to send Pohee off, and I rushed back for dinner. Dinner was really good!
After the dinner, the care group was gathered together. It was for the re-structuring of the care group. Unfortunately, Siqin went off to Living Spring for the service and could not join us. Initially, I was quite sad about the arrangement. But after I gave a deeper thought about it, I understand that this is part of God’s plan for me. I have been praying for the past few days for me stepping out of my comfort zone, and this is an opportunity that God has given to me. Thanks God!
After all this have ended, the care group together went to Mark & Spencer to ‘mug’. Even though I did not feel like studying, I did not allow myself to do that. I am studying for the kingdom of God! I want to glorify Him more! I want straight ‘A’ for promotion examinations! And to my amazed, I did accomplished what I have planned for myself yesterday. I finished my biology ‘Nervous System’ and chemistry ‘Mole Concept’. I was satisfied with what I have done.
As I was on my way home, something strange happens. I felt very giddy, and my vision was not very clear. What the hell is wrong with me? Luckily, I managed to get myself home before it became worse. Hmm…. … still feeling giddy right now. But my vision has improved a bit. I can see better now. Argh… … my head is spinning. God, help me!
-siqi
headache
♡
February 2006